deborah’s name showed up on my facebook suggested friends to add list. i’m quite sure it’s her cos the profile picture is of tifa… and considering that we didn’t have any friends in common, that’s an… interesting suggestion to give. especially since she’s been gone for more than 2 years now.
sigh
in case anyone’s actually keeping track of this blog and constantly checking fo rupdates
yes, i’m still alive. very busy though. the oh so wonderful exams are looming and i find myself going on a kat-tun craze (again! i swear this happens everytime i’m stressed) and playing many free online games with teh 1h trial (i justify that by saying that at least it’s sort of controlled… cos i can only play it for an hour before the game automatically closes)
anyway. yes. kat-tun. they just released a new album. ok maybe not just. maybe more like a few months ago. but ANYWAY. i think they’re going on a summer tour. and guess who wants to buy THAT dvd now. add in the queen of pirates tour dvd that i wanted from last year… and also the katt-un cartoon tour or watever it’s called from teh year before… $$$$ sigh. but then again i might just get the queen of pirates one cos the earlier tour had lots of repeated songs in it…
but happiness, the songs on hte new album are nice… and they FINALLY released CARE as jin’s solo. XD hopefully they’ll release murasaki too? *crosses fingers*
incidentally, i was youtubing… and there was a concert clip of ueda singing in (rather well, bad) english and waving a whip ard O.o and the song was called ‘dictator’. -_- eto…. wat on earth have they been feeding him? i thot he was the more repressed one of the group! lol. then again, maybe that’s why he feels the need to do the dominatrix act. XD
and scariness of it all, koki is starting to grow on me now that he doesn’t look so gangster like and actually sings normally instead of rapping all the time *headdesk* to think the day would come when i would say that lol! as for the rest, they’re still so-so on my kat-tun sqee-meter. jin is still number 1 tho. XD *bishes cheeks*
ok i’ve procrastinated enough and fnagirled enough for now. i should get back to tweaking my presentation… going to get grilled tmr… not lookign forward to it but oh well, better now in a tutorial than in an exam ne? have to read thru pbl too… 2h tute from 8am is no fun… that and lack of sleep. or maybe just bad sleeping habits. i dunno. but monday is a holiday and i’m veyr glad abt that. hehe
why is it that i never seem to be able to do anything right
can’t seem to please anyone
i’m not perfect but i’m trying to try
is it so difficult to show some kindness and be less critical?
happiness is a subjective thing and sometimes i wonder about the choices i made
if this is a double-edged sword, which end cuts deeper?
er. hi
in case no one has realised, i’ve given up spamming my blog. lol. unbelievable? too lazy to sit and write.
and anyway, it’s really busy now. madness +++
not to mention. microsoft reader is darn convenient for reading ebooks. XDXD
so i guess bloggie dear will be on hiatus for a loooong time now. *pats blog*
keep watching this space but don’t get your hopes up~!
yay! bro-in-law managed to crack it for his old PSP~! guess who’s in happy shalala land now? hehehe. and i think he’s got final fantasy tactics or smthg loaded as well. mwahaha!!
abt… 60% thru kingdom hearts. i decided to play on expert after not touching it for a long time… and kept getting my ass kicked in the NORMAL battles. surprisingly, i managed to beat ursula after 1 round, i usually take abt 5 tries to beat her. i finally figured out the trick behind her cauldron, i used to fire magic at it only once and assume it would stun her. turns out that i’ve to blast it with magic a few times before it explodes and stuns her. *peace sign*
anyway, i got shadow hearts (no idea wat that is) and a few other games from bro-in-law. he bought a few 2nd hand games when he went HK. guess who’s going to be very busy toning her thumbs this hols. and ahem. studying of course.
speaking of which, i passed my exams! did better than expected on some stations, but surprisingly i didn’t do as well as i thot for my diabetes station, which was the one i was most confident in. hmm. oh well. need to study harder! *dtermined look*
and it’s dinner time! and playtime with the dogs. they’re so cute~
yup, going to format my laptop after 4 years of not doing it. *pats nimbus* sorry but you’re really slow. and irritating. hee. will prob do it within the next few days. after i spam someone to save all my emoticons. altho i hardly chat online anymore. hee
mornington was fun, except for the rain. which meant no outdoor attractions cos it was bloody freezing. but we bought lots of strawberry port, amy-chan would be proud lol. and some of the sparkling wine. went to the glass blower’s workshop too, such pretty pieces but too expensive for me to buy for fun and for sisters as well cos well, i dunn owhere they’d put it. so why waste that money when i can just bring them there if they do visit next time? ^_^”
ermm. going home next mon… really miss my doggies now… i want to glomp and squish them. i wonder if htey grew again? hmm. mum has been convinced to let them sleep with me once in a while. only thing is that i’ll have to wake up at 6+ to let them out before an accident happens in my room. and given how late i sleep, i think they’ll prob be too busy trying to find out wat i’m doing to sleep and they’ll be knocked out the next day. hahaha. see how first. if it rains a lot then maybe i can have htem in my room without hte aircon on and they won’t freeze. such pampered doggies compared to our previous ones.
wat to do now… hmmm… maybe i’ll go and play more 1h trail games. haha. or read e-books. lalala. i had manga urge yesterday btu nothing in my collection (which is less than half read) interested me. so i ended up reading kingdom hearts manga. and no prizes for guessing wat game i want to play when i go home. -_-” KH1… sadness. it’s ok but gets really irritating at some parts. oh well. i can train the muscles in my left hand i guess. all that button bashing can really be done with one hand. just lock on and whack in the general direction. hee. and maybe after that i’ll play dirge of cerberus again. unless i feel like a challange in which case i’ll play enter the matrix. need to do some studying too somewhere in the middle of that. hmm.
should go and dig thru my cupboard and decide what clothes i need to bring home for taiwan. since i don’t have much warm clothes at home lol.
la di da di da~
oh and need to write christmas cards too.
So, my JE addiction has decided to come back in (almost) full force the week before my exams. sigh. so far it’s only been toma and jin, tsubasa and p-chan (thankfully) have not started clamouring for my fangirl attention.
*bashes head on wall*
that said, i give you toma’s performance in shock 2007. *sqees* his singing has really improved. why oh why won’t johnny-san debut him as a soloist or SOMETHING?? instead he’s off winning best supporting actor awards and performing in obscure musicals (ok, not THAT obscure) that i can’t get my hands on (cos i’m also too cheapo) when all i want is an album or a single that i can drool over!!! =.=
oh, and happy belated b’day toma. almost 2 months over due but oh well. i’m sure you enjoyed your 24th b’day prancing ard on stage, XD
and this next video, my darling jin-chan. WAT THE HELL IS UP WITH YOUR HAIR?!?!?!? that’s the girliest i’ve seen him look since the cross-dressing competition and various kat-tun skits. -_-” oh well. i like the song. the video is cool too. i also downloaded the single… and their new album. they toured the new album already so now i want the DVD dammit! it’s coming out 1st jan… to pre-order or not, that is the question. i wonder how much it’ll cost in hmv. i don’t trust mise anymore ever since they kept lying abt the status of my previous dvd… said it was at customs when it wasn’t even shipped for a whole month! bleh. yes. anyway. Queen of Pirates dvd here i come! with my new yea rmoney maybe. or when i go taiwan, XD
exams on friday. surprisingly relaxed. crap.
going home in 15 days! looking forward to that A LOT.
poor bloggie has been neglected. apparently i no longer have the urge to spam spontaneously. not bad not bad.
condolences to the families of the victims of the bombings. i know the sister of the s’porean lawyer. think she was my sister’s year/classmate as well. God bless and keep you all through this hard time.
need i say more?
shouldn’t have left the derm presentation till so late. desperately trying to figure out wat i need to put in and wat can be left out. i guess if it’s insufficient, the group can go and do the extra research right? right?
then again, i finished reading the entire sword-dancer series by jennifer roberson.
*head desk*
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH
need motivation!!! need to study like ~!@#$
and need to do lots of memory work!!!!
sigh.