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En² is a very (and i mean VERY) hyper and warped person. Add that to the fact that she can be stoned and hyper at the same time, hyper all the time, warped all the time, all the above in the various permutations and combinations... and you get a walking corrupted err... sugar timebomb. XD And there's also that ability to say dodgy and embarrassing things in public.


She is currently fulfilling her dream of being a chao mugger in university in the land down under (under what? it's uke???) where she sacrifices sleep for the sake of studying, drooling at her computer screen and trying to corrupt more people. Sort of in that order. Hopefully. She's living by herself now and has discovered the joys of cooking and that *gasp* she can actually cook!


She has many obsessions... some of which you either don't know about or don't need to know about, and a lot you really don't and shouldn't want to know about. ^_~ So don't ask. Same goes with her livejournal account. If you don't know her LJ username then it means that you're not corrupted enough to know. Still, can't hurt to ask ne? At most you'll just get a very loud 'DAME DESU!' screamed at you. XD


Her hobbies include bouncing around in lalaland, drooling over various bishies, writing/reading fanfic, drooling at and itching to grope/kidnap various bishies, daydreaming, sleeping, eating lots of sugar... basically being hyper and crazy... and not to mention, warped. Very warped. *evil music*


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Computer Game:
- Dirge of Cerberus
- Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core (wish list)

Non-existent Bishuonen:
- Sephiroth (FF7)
- Cloud (FF7)
- Vincent (FF7)
- Riku (KH)
- Erm... the rest know who they are so they can feel loved about not being mentioned here.

Puppy farm:
- Toma aka toto-chan
- Yamapi aka p-chan
- Matsujun aka momo-chan
- Hasejun aka haha-chan
- Aiba aka aibaKA-chan
- Jin aka baka-chan
(and not forgetting)
- Kame-chan the turtle

Anime:
- Too many on the 'to watch list'

Manga:
- Yamane Ayano!
- CLAMP
- Whatever else I'm collecting and downloading

Songs:
- Flavour of Life (Utada Hikaru)
- Truth (Yuna Ito)
- Kiss Me Goodbye (Angela Aki)
- KOKIA
- Evanescence
- Secret Garden

Book:
- The Black Jewels Trilogy by Anne Bishop

Pet Phrase:
- Random cursing
- Adding 'desu' to any phrase possible

Anticipating:
- Not having to take exams for the next year
- Starting research and getting to play with venoms.


« Bloggie V09 »


Overdue layout again. This time it’s the gang from Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2. Well, the <I>human</I> part of the KH gang… I don’t like Donald and Goofy that much to include them in the layout. XD haha. Was going to do a Dirge of Cerberus one, except I couldn’t find decent pictures of Vincent and Lucretia so. *shrugs* Maybe some other day.


The left hand side is from KH1; right hand side is from KH2. I was trying to get the feeling of change and growth but… hmm, I dunno. Did it work? Ya, well, for those who don’t know, the brunette girl is Kairi, the brunette boy is Sora, the silver-haired BISHIE! is Riku. The blonde boy and girl are Roxas and Naminé from KH2. The star thingy in the middle is the charm that Kairi gave Sora to make him promise that he would come back to her after he stayed behind to look for Riku at the end of KH1.


Pictures were screen capped from the opening and closing FMVs of KH2, which I downloaded from… somewhere. Same goes with the brushes. The text is from the opening of KH2. The separator and the page title are from the Gameboy version of KH, taking place between KH1 & 2… so it’s called Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories. Ya ya, I have no originality. So sue me. (Actually, no don’t sue me. I want my money)


Still no avatar or past layouts page… and I doubt there’ll ever be one. ^_^” ya. And erm, if this layout looks funny or whatever, you’ll just have to live with it for a few months. Considering that my exams are less than a month away, I really don’t know why I’m messing around on my blog. Sigh.


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Thank you -
For being a special friend.
For sharing your life with me.
For corrupting me to anime and manga.
For making me laugh.
For being our evil mastermind.
For making me a gaming addict.
For all the crazy times.
For the good memories.
For being you.
For being there.

In loving memory

Deborah Wee
3 Nov 1985 - 26 Mar 2007


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Partner-in-crime: ning
Cousin of the above: xx
Provider of credibility: amy
Gone on ahead: deborah
Fellow corrupted fangirl: amy
Partner-in-babbling: rox
Hard-Boiled Egg: kat


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Sunday, November 30

8:16 PM

3 more hours to feed my addiction!!!! *bounces madly*

hm... should i be a good girl and translate stuff for my sis? or should i play.....

*thinks* hehe, i'm oging to play now! bye bye!




7:31 PM

6 reviews!! *bounces around happily* incase you pple reading can't tell, i'm not the type who gets a lot of reviews.... *hurt look* THEY JUST DON'T APPRECIATE ME!!!!

invisible audience: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

you see!!!! ahem. ya, well, it's a record. all my other stuff from other categories never got this many reviews... in fact, i just need 4 more reviews to break my record (18 for yesterday's ashes, and that was 6 chapters long) and i'm only at chapter 2!!! ^__________^ which reminds me, i should start writing the last 2 chapters, 3 including the side story.... such a busy person. ^_^

spent yesterday playing computer, so i didn't come online at all. i finally managed to thrash bastion using magneto, but i still didn't get dark phoenix!! mou!!! don't tell me i'm supposed to finish the WHOLE story mode for x-men: next dimension (that should be the name... i can't remember.) WITHOUT getting myself killed. that's like... impossible! i suck at using forge, i can't beat the darn sentinel with him in a battle that needs u to KO the sentinel in 50 seconds!!! why can't i just use phoenix and magneto the whole way? even cyclops and wolverine are much easier to control than him! in fact, i think wolverine is the easiest to control.... OI! PRODUCERS!! ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?!?!?!?

invisible audience: zzzzzzzzznozzzzzzzzzzzzzz

such injustice. >< then i also played FFX, and got my butt thrashed 3 times by seymour (who sounds damn sissy, even my sis says so...) must go and train more, i didn't train enuff this time compared to the last, but... i still got to summon shiva!! *dreamy-eyed look* i've got a shiva complex, i love the way she's animated in FFX, she really looks/is and ice goddess man... AND MY SIS BOUGHT ME FFX-2!!!!!!!!!! * crazy fangirl screaming* the graphics are soooooo much prettier than FFX, but... the english dubbing for the songs SUCKS! i mean, they translated 'REALemotion' into english and it sounds absolutely gross, totally doesn't suit the voiceover's voice... as in... it's like this, imagine britney singing a song by.... whitney houston. that kind of thing. well not literally, but the contrast is there. the voiceover's voice isn't husky or powerful enough to pull off the song, plus, the english lyrics are soo.... corny and cheesy! *shudders* oh well, i got the game! now for the guide... *hint hint* ^_~

uh, kai... wat description? *scratch head* oh wait, u're not gonna see this cos u're in camp... *shrugs* and ning da.... gomen ne abt the size of the pic... i dun even know why it's so huge this time... i thot it shud load faster than the previous one cos technically, there're less colours... sort of. ^_^ happy cruising pearll, don't overeat! ^_^

oh and i realised i've killed sephy more than just 5 times. i killed him in kingdom hearts as well, but that was only once cos he killed me almost 10 times before that. sora that is. ^_^

downloading the next 2 eps ( 4&5) of peacemaker now. ^_^ my mum is... amused to say the least, cos everytime i download something i'll ask her for permission, or rather, reassurance that our connection time is unlimited... wouldn't want my dad to jump to the sky if the bill comes and is.... you know. ^_~ i like my head where it is... and i also enjoy breathing, thank you very much. ^_^

off to read fics now, then maybe i'll shift my PS downstairs and train using the bigger TV since dad went for golf... *evil laughter* i'm the queen of the TV!!!!!

ahem. bye!




Saturday, November 29

3:25 AM

finally, the two eps finished downloading... shall go watch a little now. ^_^

and is it just me or are there holes in the ****ing image?

i think sephy decided to take revenge on me, cos i enjoy killing him off in FF7... think i;ve done it... 5 times? ^_^




3:11 AM

sooo... new layout. comments anyone? other than the fact that it loads damn slow... and i dun even know why... did i slice it too small this time?




2:58 AM

finished my next layout! going to upload it now....

my sis just came home and asked me to translate chinese stuff for her... @_@ well, me shall do my best... i just hope i don't screw up, cos it's for her work. =P oh well, at least mum will tell me that i'm straining my eyes in front of the com. ^_^ latest record: been online for 9.5h and counting. thanks to peacemaker. ^_^ it's almost done now...... *bounces in anticipation*




Friday, November 28

10:31 PM

*stretches and cracks neck*

ouch... i just spent the whole afternoon clearing my files and papers... and i'm proud to say that i've got a 50cm pile, minus my bio notes (which would make about 15 cm more). wow. i didn't know exactly how much stufff we were given in less than 2 years.

watched the peacemaker anime last night, or should i say, this morning. gave a sort of running commentary to ning da, who was nice enuff to stay up to wait with me... altho' her logic for staying up was.... strange: she didn't want to sleep cos she doesn't like to wake up. er.. ok... but the anime was pretty nice, it follows the manga quite closely, and okita-kun sounds quite ok. i think his voice actor is a girl (it should be a girl) but thankfully he doesn't sound as girl as kenshin. ^_^ and it was super funny when he glomped kondou isami. ^__________^ wai~~~ so sad the mahjong party was cancelled, otherwise i could have brought back a whole stack of papyrus to feed my addiction tmr.....

currently downloading more peacemaker anime.... and this one will only be done at 1am, cos whoever did it. happily lumped 2 episodes together. gr. oh well, i get to do my new wallpaper while waiting, which is good. but, it also means that i can't touch my ps until tmr..... darn, my hands are itching..... and osama is still trying to convince me to give it to him. ^_^

48% done... 5 h 15 min left. sigh. the signs of an addicted fangirl who has discovered the joys of broadband. ^_^ i've been at this since... i dunno, 3 in the afternoon i think, been online for... let's see almost 5 hours now. oh well.




5:07 AM

yes, i'm still awake at this... "unholy" hour. stayed up to download peacemaker anime, and now contemplating watching it. hahaha.... i really CMI already. oh well, it's the hols. real hols, not the fake one at the end of sec 4 so. ^_^

to watch or not to watch, that is the question.

incidentally, i feel like a panda, but heck care.




2:52 AM

FREEDOM!!!! *streamers and balloons* strangely, it doesn't feel like everything has ended... i remember in sec 4, i was bouncing in my chair while they collected the... A maths paper i think. this time, it was just "oh, it's finished. that's nice. i think."

i guess it's cos the physics paper wasn't as.... i dunno, good as i thot it'd be. sure, it was doable, but i dunno whether my ans are correct or not. oh well, wat's done is done, and thank goodness i'll never see that paper. ^_^ me hope the marker no kena seizure when he sees my paper, cos it's half in legible writing and the other half in stilted english. my brain wasn't working. i slept at 4.15 this morning, in a desperate attempt to finish my physics syllabus so i;d feel good. and it didn't help that osama and looney ray both called to tell me that they didn't feel like studying and therefore wanted me to entertain them. -_-;;; cmi

anyway, currently online with the triumvirs and xx, and dat's after coming home from suntec... went out for dinner with xm, chun, nayak, chiken, danielle, looney ray and eddie dear. *shudder* i've no idea y that guy tagged along. we ignored him most of the way. the girls dat is, the guys were being nice little souls and were pretty civil to him. ^_^ well, he couldn't see chiken rolling his eyes everytime he opened his little mouth cos he was next to chiken. i was opposite chiken. ^_^ such evilness...

ate at fish and co. the food was... pretty ok. the conversation was utter crap. and then we had the usual "how much am i supposed to pay" thing when sorting out the bill. eddie threw a whole handful of coins on the table and danielle had to pocket them cos he and chiken only had big notes, so they paid the bill and we paid them. was quite stupid, cos danielle was saying "wah lau, my wallet is damn fat now" and eddie was asking him "but what did u put in it". -_-;;; i was so tempted to say "he put your $5 worth of coins in it dat's wat" *rolls eyes* i dun think he's coming for prom.... but wat if *gasp* he decides to come to stay overnight with us???? i think i'll sleep in the lobby man!!! no way am i going to be in the same hotel room as that guy.... even tho there'll be others there. the thot itself is so... eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww!!!!!

ahem. sorry.

yup, so dragged the guys around to see clothes in suntec. pretty funny, u see this bunch of girls cheonging around with a bunch of guys following meekly behind. we went into topshop (good thing there was topman in there, the sales assistants were giving us funny looks) and THIS fashion and.... Xcessories... i think that's all. they went mango after i left, and i think looney ray and chiken followed them in as well. oh, we went scent shop too. just to make chiken go in and inhale the scents and get violent sneezing fit.... unfortunately it didn't work, he just held his breath and dashed out when he needed to breathe. ^_^

so, itinery for tmr? i dunno, i might be good and sort out my stuff, or i'll leave it to next week, then i'll play compy the whole of tmr and do my sephy wallapper. i need to change layout man.

currently d/ling peacemaker anime frm a site ning da found.... hopefully it's got subs... chinese or english, i dun care. as long as i can understand it... then i can wallow in okita-kun bishie-ness until sat when i can get my whole supply of papyrus from ning da... hehe, she offered to lend me her whole closet, so maybe i should ring the movers, cos my mum is gonna faint when she sees the whole mountain of comics i'm planning to borrow. ^_^

shall go html my next chpt now, hopefully i'll still have the same reviewers, cos i did review replies this time... figured out it can't hurt to do a little... PR kind of thing, it makes pple feel good to see ther name mentioned on the same page as the story... well, it makes me feel good. yaya, i'm just trying to garner more reviews ok... i'm trying to break my record for yesterday's ashes... which is... 16 reviews for 5?6?8? chpt. i can't even remember how long it is... cmi... yup. so nite nite and be back tmr!




Wednesday, November 26

10:41 PM

hmmm strange... so the image did load after all... *shrugs* looks like blogger isn't exactly on very good terms with me then... but why is there a disgusting blue border?!?!?! ah, heck, i don't care anymore

oh yah, pearll, ran into esther just now, says she doesn't mind going out... would next thursday be ok? she says wat we're going to do is up to us... aka: she doesn't mind being dragged all over the place. ^_^

erm.... physics design was today... pretty ok.... i think. first qn was on a fuse. i think i messed that one up. dunno what on earth i was doing, it only occured to me my procedure is strange like... 1 hour ago. -_-;;; brain ken fused la. second qn.... lol... it was on the energy of a bow. so of course, my thots were wandering abt leggy dearest. hahaha... turns out i wasn't the only one, right pearll? ^_^ yup. so, i was calculating how much i need to get in order to get an A for physics... if i get 40/60 for P1, 65/90 for P2, 75/110 for P3, 28/34 for P4 and 8/16 for P5, i'll get 70% exactly. so i guess there is hope. ^_^

22 hours more to freedom!!!! counting down is fun... but not when u're dying to get your hands on the darn PS console. >< must control must control. oh yah, might be going for movie with the class tmr. well, not the class, a few pple from the class who can stand me and whom i can stand. hm, i shall resist making a corny remark abt that comment. ^_^

niwei, guess i should go study now. or rather, stare at the lion king poster hanging opposite my table and wander around in lalaland. incidentally, mum says that i'm 18, and i should get rid of my lion king posters... but simba is just so darn cute, and wat am i going to put up in their pace anyway? i don't think she'd appreciate me tacking up my yue poster, or my kamui-as-a-dragon-of-earth-complete with-the-wings-and-sword poster. ^_^ oh wait, i've got a yuna one, 2 in fact.... hmmm *wanders off musing to self*

ps: maybe i'll just graffitti the walls, saves me the trouble of having to paint my room. ^_^

pps: i just realised wat a lion king fan i was... i've got 2 posters, i put my toothbrush in a lion king cup, i've got baby simba and nala stuffed toys, i used to have a lion king quilt cover, i had the soundtrack, and i used to own the videos. @_@ no comment.




Tuesday, November 25

9:53 PM

it's not working.

i give up. i'll sort it out some other day when i'm not hungry and in need of stuff to read.




9:44 PM

btw, can you guys see the picture? and is there a hole in my wallpaper at the top right hand corner? i need to know whether it's just my com or the server itself... i just reloaded all my image files too... grr....

*whips out html book and searches for page on uploading images*

shall attemp to fix it now




9:37 PM

*hlf* xx, thanks for the very... innovative idea.... but then again, sugar already IS a drug for me so, it'll just be a new way to ingest it. ^_~

and pearll dearie, i'll watch matrix with you if my partners in crime don't abandon me. okie? ^_^

oh yes, got this in a mail from jie... chibi leggy!!!! kawaii~~~!!!! *hearts pooping out everywhere*


i think they've got aragorn, arwen and someone else, can't remember how it looks like and i'm too lazy to open my inbox. ^_^ super kawaii, and kinda... ahem. uke too. ^_^

just got off the phone with osama, he was attempting to squeeze wonderful me for info on how to mug for design prac, and wanted me to spot him qn on fluids. O.o as i told him, i'm not exactly a very good person to ask such qns... and as usual, he was attempting to persuade me to give him my PS2. lol. so he can go tekong and play. that crazy guy is really going in for early BMT. can't believe it man... i threeatened to bring the 'osama fanclub' along to see him off, and he said that might be a pretty good idea, cos he might be kicked out of camp that way... potential terrorist material. *rofl*

incidentally, there's a limited edition PS2 out for christmas. it's totally white, with white controllers. cooooool. but i think the black one's better in the long run, dun need to worry abt accumulated dirt and dust. ^_^

2 more days and i can have a playstation party.... *drools* first thing i'll do is slot in the x-men:new dimension (if i remember the title correctly) and kick some mutant ass with phoenix. ^_^ i have violent tendencies. and i'm somewat of a pyromaniac. didn't you know? ^_^ oh wait. yo7u didn't want to know. ^_________^




Monday, November 24

9:01 PM

PEARLL!!!! WHERE ON EARTH HATH ALL YOUR GENERAL KNOWLEDGE GONE TO?!?!?!? ahem. papyrus was the thing made of reeds that the ancient egyptians used to scribble stuff on. aka, paper. (i use it to refer to comics so that it sounds more...intellectual.) and hlf = hyper laughing fit. i came up with that one, very typical of me, no? ^_^

spent abt 45 min on the phone with lyd just now, she was suaning me abt still having exams. >< we ended up agreeing that CLAMP is warped. it teaches it's readers bad moral values etc etc. and we found out we got corrupted around the same time. *rofl* unbelievable. and we also figured that X1999 might just add in time for the next end of the world prediction. *rolls eyes* contrary to wat stupid chuang yi web site says, vol 19 is STILL not out. it's not even out in jap. so, to console ourselves, i came up with the screwed logic that the artists at CLAMP went for language courses, and it's actually available in korean, it just hasn't been translated to jap and chinese yet. ^_~

the signs of addiction and cannnot-make-it-ness. ^_^

anywayz, she said that she'll watch matrix with me if everyone else abandons me... *chorus of 'awww's* the only catch is that i'll have to buy her a box of popcorn and a catheter (????) so that she no have to go toilet halfway thru. *rofl* quite entertaining really, i bet she's the only person out there who can tahan my crappiness for extended periods over the phone cos she simply is crappy back to me. i mean, who else has a conversation where both parties go "ding!" at each other for like... 10 times each before deciding that since the other party is standing nxt to the christmas tree, she should start singing "o tannebum" and "spongebob squarepants"? no wonder we've been frens for dunno how long...

ning da is coming back on wed!!! *bounces up and down* finally, the triumvirate will be back in action to.. err... no, not kick some butt... hm, maybe paint some purple and pink polka dots? ^_^

i need chocs, someone help............




12:22 AM

mou... minka didn't update..... so sad.... oh and someone reviewed yesterday's ashes. lol. that story's ancient, i'm amazed that person actually found it to read. touching really. *wipes away tears with hanky* now if only i can convince kurei to give kurenai to me.... though i think he'd just set me on fire first. ^_^ but if he really existed, i doubt he'd actually incorporate me into the phoenix, i'd be too bimbo-fied and whiny for him to handle. lol. ^_^ and kurenai would probably roast me for giving her darling a headache with my complaining.

man, i need to do something abt my imagination, far too active for my own good... and must go and write so i can post more stuff.




Sunday, November 23

11:49 PM

oh la la... ning da finally morphed out of the south china sea.... but isn't that a tad too far up from aussie land? must have been a very adventurous iceberg. and i'm sorry i freaked your poor little warped senses out with my choice of reading material..... wait... i FREAKED YOU OUT?!??! OMG, must go buy 4D!!! *hlf* i was bored ok... and hydra's a good writer... so... ^_^ ok. make that i was very bored and warped. (ya, like when am i NOT bored and warped.....)

erm... where to go to register for highway code test..... hehehe... actually, me dunno. my mum did it for me. oh wait, i think i've got the url somewhere... it's here you'll a need your cashcard i think.... there was something wrong with the site when i tried to register so my mum went down to the centre or wherever to do it for me. if u still can't do it, i think you can try those driving schools.

i still can't believe it, i freaked ning out.... *thunder clap* *evil laughter echoes aound the castle*

i swear it's the burger i ate for lunch... the quarter pounder thingy from mac's... they din sell double cheese anymore... so sad... and the onions in the stoopid burger tasted strange.... or maybe it's cos i dun like fried/grilled onions... but seriously, the quarter pounder is basically a cheeseburger with a slightly thicker pattie on a sesame bun with onion slices. the end. oh, and has anyone tried the bubblegum sundae yet? is it edible? the colour's a bit.. .scaree... ^_^

the LotR marathon tickets were sold out in 16hours... like, wow. so sad, jiang hai was thinking of having a class outing to watch, looks like that won't happen now. oh well, can always crash ning's house to watch, and give xx the 'it' test. *rofl* and borrow papyrus... hey ning, i think if your mum looks at your cupboard after you supply wonderful me with more reading material, she might think that you sprincleaned or something... i shall tell you exactly wat i plan to borrow when u come back, in case you start hyperventilating over there and never come back... heehehehehehee... are you getting more and more scared? ^___________^

i'm high, i'm high... shalalala... i need to get a tranquilizer. and i need to do physics. hm... wow,that thot sure made me slightly more sober.

off to read fics now!!!

ps: told you my blog would gradually degenerate and lose it's innocence... ^_^ i love corrupting others... except i think only pearll would be considered my most innocent reader, cos the rest are already... *looks into the sewage system* hullo? you guys ok down there? *ducks missiles and projectiles obeying Newton's laws of motion* couldn't resist mate, to qoute CAPTAIN jack sparrow. ^_~

pps: has anyone NOT watched matrix and would like to watch with me?




Saturday, November 22

3:44 PM

*bounces madly* 2 more papers!!!!

anywayz, i realised that with all my crapping on thrus, i forgot to include what i thot of the chem paper..... but then again, i can't remember anymore. ^_^ bio yesterday was ok... required quite a bit of thinking, the way the questiong were set... and what the heck is an identical centromere? everyone says they separate in meiosis II, but i put that they separate in MI, cos the 2 centromeres on the tetrads are idnetical wat... right?

physics was pretty ok, i think the MCQ was actually quite doable, but i made a very stupid mistake abt the apth of the electron for the crossed fields qn, i went to use ratio's instead of logic, so my electron travelled upwards instead of downwards. tsk. the STQ were pretty ok as well, good thing i mugged definition of diffraction and SHM, i had a feeling that they would ask wierd definitions, like in chem. ^_^ the data analysis was... inetersting, da jie said it was worht 20 marks, and from what i could gather, there were a lot of diff ans for the pwer generated... @_@ but, hey, it's over and done with, i just hope that the examiner doesn't mind all the cancellings i did... it's one of the few papers i didn't use liquid paper/correction tape in...

all the non-physics pple must be celebrating now... lucky things. nvm... just... *counts fingers slowly* 6... no... 5...- ah i can't count - more days and i'll be able to join them. got a really long to-do list man.... hmmm it runs somewat along the lines of this:
1)finish FFX, Enter The Matrix and maybe Kingdom Hearts on hard mode (cos i already finished it twice on normal)
2)clear out cupboards and get rid of accumulated papyrus (well, mum will make me do that before she lets me do 1 anyway.)
3)do research on nottingham in hopes i get called up for interview
4)go shopping.... maybe buy/make christmas cards (but it'll prob be the former cos i have 0 art sense) and maybe make something for lao shi cos i feel bad abt not giving her anything.
5)study for highway code test.... crap... it's in 1.5 weeks time... but according to my sisters, i can bluff my way thru the test. ^_^
6)get a job. if i don't get a job at the airport, i'll go teach. but i think it's more fun at the airport... might get a job as the ground staff, can run around the terminal. ok. maybe not run around the terminal, but be a nice helpful person. ^_^
7)make a wallpaper for my sis so that she will stop bugging me
8)the list goes on adn on and on and on and on.........

yuppo, so... can't wait!!




Thursday, November 20

10:20 PM

i love physics... i LURVE phhysics.... really i do... (is it that obvious i'm psychoing mysef?) was studying the whole afternoon listening to the power 98 djs doing their marathon over at marina square.... sounds pretty fun actually, hanging out there for 98 horus... better than muggin for exams IMO. (know wat that means now right pearll? ^_^) never mind... a total of... less than 10 hours of exams more and i'll be free of this darn thing called my chao mugger life. well, for at least 6 months anyway.

The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz
The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz



can anyone tell that i'm bored? ^_^ yeah, whatever.

off to read fics now, madam hydra and leareth finally updated... or rather, leareth updated 'nukume dori' and hydra added in an original fic with a very good twist... her fic was published in a magazine suitable for (ahem) pple like me and ning... curently reading another original story published in that magazine...p retty good stuff actually, well, duh. that's why it was published.

and i just realised yaoi con exists as a magazine. *flickering lightbulb* i always thought it was... well, a conference. i REALLY need help. NING!!! WHERE ARE YOU!!! I NEED YOU TO COUNSEL ME!!! but then again, that might not be such a good idea.... ^_______________^

*bounces off chanting new physics mantra (see the first line)*

ps: pearll dearie, according to popular belief, i dun have a brain. BUT i really do... it's not that i grudge lending some cells to you , it's just that... the warpedness is too deeply rooted there to remove... and there's some VERY warped stuff in this polluted lil' head of mine. ^___________^ you should have approached me when i was in sec 3. before i was corrupted by my wonderful partners in crime.

i WAS innocent once. REALLY. a long time ago. ^_^ otherwise kai and gail wouldn't have roped me in to give GKJ a pot of sugar with the lid double-sided-taped on so she would spill it on opening. wait.... wasn't my role then somewhat like amy's now when we crash ning house? *thoughtful look* watever




Wednesday, November 19

8:47 PM

You are Trinity-
You are Trinity, from "The Matrix."
Strong, beautiful- you epitomize the ultimate
heroine.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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8:44 PM

*bounce bounce bounce* *waves madly*

I'M BACK!!!! ok technically, i kinda told myself NOT to touch the com until tmr before lunch... but.... the screen just looked so nice and inviting... and i've the honour of maximising the broadband connection for the family... it IS my civic duty to ensure that we get as much as we paid for (yadda yadda yadda... i'm deluding myself, please leave me that way) but i seriously need a break from doing stupid chem MCQ... the TYS doesn't even give answers to the 2001 papers, so i gave up and took a tour of the house, then came online to... be a good citizen? ^_~

and my dear pearll, actually, there's no secret to 'being calm'... it's just that if i get all worked up, either i don't show it, or else it gets to me and i can't think straight. well, straighter than normal. so most of the time, i just find a way to console myself, and leave it to God to handle the rest. don't see the point in stressing myself out over something i don't have total control over, but that doesn't mean going all lax la. oh wow.... was that me just waxing philosophical? maybe i should go study philosophy in uni instead.... give all the professors a heart attack/brain damage with my wonderful (lack of) knowledge on that topic. ^______________^ then i can set up my own religion and call it confusion-ism, instead of the one with confucius... how do u spell his name anyway?

incidentally, my wonderful imagination has run away with me... had a really wierd dream a few nights ago where.... hotohori was married to nuriko?!?!?!? *bangs head on wall* and i wasn't even thinking of fushigi yuugi when i went to sleep!!! *all the H/N fans rejoice* well, i don't remember much of it... but i think nuriko turned into a girl.... just more proof that i need help... *invisible audience nods vigorously* GR! must be the ning da syndrome... except she's been flushed down the toilet bowl in aussie land and is probably floating around somewhere in the sourthern hemisphere on an iceberg.... wait... that doesn't sound right either..... @_@ *thinks for a moment* *gives up* (yes, i DO have a brain... to all those out there wondering abt my mental capacities...)

1 week and 1 day to freedom......... gah O.o i'm starting to hear my PS calling to me.... must resist........ -_-;;;

*bounces off in a cloud of sugar dust*




Tuesday, November 18

11:38 PM

oh no!! i totally forgot...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NAKAGO-SAMA!! *ditzy villian fangirl screaming* he turned... i dunno... ?? years yesterday. at least, i think it's yesterday, too lazy to go upstairs to dig out my fushigi yuugi artbook. it should be yesterday, cos since he's a seiryuu seishi, his zodiac should come under the stuff towards the later part of the year, cos all the suzaku seishi are in the beginning of the year... *mutters and rambles to self*

incidentally, did i mention he used to be my favourite baddie before sephy came into the picture? *shrugs* may he rest in peace in fushigi yuugi land after that blockhead named tamahome punched a hole in him. >< at least he's got soi and the rest of the demented gang to keep him company there. *rofl* anyone knows when the twins' birthday is?




9:57 PM

finally!! chem paper 3 aka my most hated paper is over!!! actually, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. i finished the whole paper for once! well, aside from the fact that i came up with a new (and probably wrong) method of calculating rates... ^_^;;; but the paper was nice and doable, unlike the prelim papers. the food chem qn came out with one from the tutorial. i was contemplating banging my head ont he table cos i didn't look thru my tutorials... and that was cos i didn't have time cos... er... i was watching batman yesterday. *skeptical looks from invisible audience* wat.... i like poison ivy/uma thurman's portrayal of her... i think she's cool and her costumes are nice. but the lines aare damn corny... like "i've got some wild oats to sow" and "polly want a kiss"... *shudder* oh yes, and "chill" instead of freeze...

bio paper 3 was good too, the essays were pure regurgitation of mrs foo's notes... did the one on placenta. think should be able to get the full mark for the roles of placenta and mother's actions, but i was crapping my way through the structure of the placenta. ^_^;; ah well, hopefully the examiner understands wat i was trying to get across. the structured was pretty easy, except for some stupid phytochrome crap about flashing a red light at different intervals... that one... hm... i hope the examiner understands wat i was saying too, cos i was cramming all my writing into the lines to fit... and my small handwriting wasn't particularly neat yesterday. *shrugs* oh well... consolation.... my paper will be marked after a guy's, so my writing should be legible enuff. ^_^ ya ya... i'm mean. sorry for insulting your writing shaunie boy... not like you'd read this but... you never know. ^_^

let's see wat else of my wonderful life is there to tell.... ah yes... i watched star wars on sunday, and my sister (after watching it for the millionth time) didn't know that the jedi appearing right at the end is anakin skywalker. and my mum still thinks that luke skywalker is anakin's father. -_-;;;;; and apparently bai ling has been cast into episode 3... wonder what role they'll give her. is she still exiled from china anyway?

got struck by a darn, cute, furry little plot bunny at 1 on monday morn while pia-ing for chem. so i ended up writing it out. good thing it only lasted for 20 min, otherwise....... i shall not think of wat would have happened. and i've been throwing watever internal time sense i have haywire by sleeping at 3 on mon morn and 3.30 this morn and then waking up at 12 to go to sch. >< oh well, good thing is that i'm a night person. bad thing is... i waant to sleep some more. wait. does that make sense? *scrutinizes paragrapgh* nope. watever. ^_^

4 more days of exams... can't wait!! already planning wat to do... which revolves around computer, playstation, manga, computer, playstation, manga. ^_^ btw xx, when's ning coming back? any idea? are her parents still there with her or wat? or maybe she was flushed down the...wat's that ocean called.... pacific? no... antartic? aiyah. the ocean around aussie land la. sheesh, can't remember my geog already. *note to self: do not opt to teach geog if applying at MOE* imagine me teaching... rofl. i dunno whether to pity myself or the students. IF i teach to earn some $$$ that is...




Saturday, November 15

2:50 PM

*bounces around madly* I GOT 5 REVIEWS!!! *claps hands* couldn't resist posting my fic on ff.net to see wat pple would think of it... cos even though i uploaded it like 2 months ago, i didn't post it cos the story's not finished... actually it's still not finished but this time, i WILL finish writing it. *determined look* not like the FoR one i was writing and whose title i can't even remember -_-;;; oh yes, 'wish upon a star' ^_^ actually, the only reason why i posted without finishing this time was becos there were a lot of stories (well, 2, i think) with the same title coming out, and i didn't want to seem un-original. ^_^ but i've never gotten so many reviews in such a short time before, now i'm really happy!!!




Friday, November 14

8:51 PM

oh wow.... deep-ice is down. hip hip hurray. *rolls eyes*

latest record breaking feat of mine: i slept for 14 h from 10 on wed nite to 12 on thurs morn/afternoon. ^_^ not bad huh. ^_^

and pearll, i think the cambridge examniers will really get freaked. hm... then again, i wonder exactly how many pple did that topic using the points frm GP bulletin. i noe at least one of my classmates used those points for my part, i didn't use them cos i couldn't remember them. it finally dawned on me on mon that there was no point for me to study for GP, becos no matter wat articles i read on euthanasia etc, i wouldn't touch the topic at all. ^_^ btw, we were supposed to go shopping with esse-therie before lionheart except i couldn't make it... u want to go some day before prom? then can drag her around orchard and see who gets freaked first. ^_^

will probably go MIA again over the weekend (if i'm a good girl) and come back on on... tues night? yup. more days of papers to go........ *bounces around impatiently* mou~~~!!! hurry finish exams le!! i'm suffering from PS2 hallucinations!!! =P




Wednesday, November 12

10:37 PM

and one more thing.... for some strange reason, i think i'm beginning to enjoy physics more than chem. @_@ never thot i'd feel this way before. who knows, i might even set up a Newton fanclub one day!!

*touch wood* lol




10:34 PM

i just realised i wrote a mini GP essay there *points at post below* ah well, making up for all the days i didn't blog.

incidentally: NO MORE ENGLISH EXAMS!!! WOOHOO!!!!




10:33 PM

*flexes right hand muscles* i swear... my right hand has gone gaga on me thanks to all the scribbling i've been doing for the past few days. it sucks to have a forearm cramp up on you while dashing off a bio essay, so your can only move your wrist up and down such that your writing looks vaguely like the spikes on an ECG. O.o

the 3 worst days of the exams (IMO) over at last. i found maths pretty ok, paper 1 was easy, almost the whole class regretted not sleeping the night before. =P paper 2 was slightly tougher, but since the teachers kinda spotted topics for us, it wasn't that bad either. this time, i did the qn that had the proving points when i had to choose btwn the options. figured that since they give you the answer, you might as well work your way towards the answer instead of racking your brain and 'dou-long'-ing to get the correct ans. but i just realised i took the wrong level of significance for my two-tailed test... i made it 4% on each side instead of 2... *bangs head on wall* careless!!

GP was pretty ok too, my essay was a compilation of all my previous essays, did the one on books (as many other pple did...) and as sual, brought my beloved LotR in. lol. i swear, everytime i write on that topic, i'll mention that and FF. ^_^ the rabid fangirl syndrome... the ability to tie everything together when it's distantly related. ^_^

chem... well, i hope my answers were correct. te paper was a little strange. never in 1 million years did i expect the definition for Ar to come out. wah lau! that one i anyhow hum tum man, i think the poor marker is going to be vomitin blood very violently after seeing all the wierd and wonderful answers we can come up with. @_@

bio... also pretty ok, guess all of mrs foo's training paid off, i actaully enjoyed myself while doing the paper. the structure was pretty manageable, except for the cell div qn. i still can't for the life of me tell the dieff btwn prophase and metaphasem so i think i put the wrong stage down. >< enzymes essay was a Godsend. cos my liver essay was a bunch of crap. could only remember bits and pieces of it, but it was my safest bet cos i didn't dare to do the rest. would have done ecology but i only glanced thru the notes at 12 before the paper. and once again, i finished my bio core syllabus just before the paper started. unbelievable. it happened for prelims too, but this time i finished with only 1/2 hr to spare. @_@ i really need to work out my time management. it's scaree to be camped at the classbench with JH going on and on abt how he never study and is going to fail when you cannot remember where the hell the NADH goes in the krebs cycle. ><

well, glad that's over, 6 more days of exams and i'll be FREE!!! off to catch up on a week's worth of fics. minka finally updated, which has put me into an even better mood. ^_^




Friday, November 7

10:16 PM

*yawnz* me is sleepy. stayed up till 3.30 last night/this morning cos i felt bad abt not studying properly. then i woke up early today and mooned around until my tuition teacher came 1/2 h early. O.o good thing i finished my homework last week, otherwise he'd catch me doing all my last minute pia-ing. =P oh, but before he came, i sa jiao-ed my mum for around 15min. i basically worked out a plan of how to get past the exams (have her and my dad sit for them) find a job (work in macdonald's) and then skip the interviews for med sch and become a doctor straight away... althoug i haven't figured out the exact strategy for the last point yet. *peace sign*

btw, hope CLAO paper was ok, xx, and may you get your A1. ^_^

3 more weeks and i'll be free to glomp my poor neglected PS. i was suddenly inspired at 1.30 last night (which was partly the reason why i slept so late) on how to 'maximise' the spheres for FFX. what happens is that kihmari follows wakka's path so his strength gets upped, then when yuna and lulu complete their paths, i'll switch them with each other and work backwards such that yuna learns all the top level black magic spells and lulu learns all the top level white magic spells. *claps hands excitedly* then i'll have two spellcasters and healers instead of one... and i'll probably teleport rikku into tidus' path so she gets more agile (good for stealing) and hits harder. ^__________^ ok, did that make sense to anyone except me? *sees the confused invisible audience* forget it. -_-;;

off to finish dinner now, and i'll probably be a good girl and refrain from coming online till next wed. sob sob




Thursday, November 6

3:47 PM

lalala... hi! i'm back after a long time (relatively) of not blogging.... altho' i've still been online reading stuff the past few days. ^_^;;

just watched the mtv for 'me against the music' and all i can say is that britney is morphing into a madonna wannabe. serious. both of them can't sing that well (as in nothing unusual abt their voices, not to mention, britney sounds constipated when she does ballads), so they depend on mixing and catchy beats to sort of hold your attention. and both of them also have strange lyrics - madonna's songs hardly make sense, and britney's are starting not to make sense. if they ever made any in the first place. and one more thing, i don't know if it's just me, but for once, i don't think it is. the ending of the video looks vaguely les to me: britney pinned maddie against the wall and looked as tho she was gonna kiss her. O.o maybe trying to do a retake on the VMA, except this time britney is the seme one. rofl. sorry. ^_^

also read a very... interesting lotr fic. involving two vampires who got teleported to ME and got leggy and haldir to fall in love with htme *pukes blood* let's just say that it wasn't the best story i've read abt vamps, and the most impt lesson learnt is that vamps and elves do not go together. end of story. ew... grossness. poor little leggy and haldir... oh wow, my watchamcallit... humanity? humane-ness? has returned, i'm actually feeling sorry for leggy after all the torture i put him thru. (well, so far it hasn't gotten that bad, i've only killed him off in a fic. ^_^)

looney ray called for entertainment last night. seems that everytime he does that, ends up as him entertaining me instead. he was grouching abt his neighbour and how they have 'who can play the piano louder' contests. quite funny actually, he was telling me abt all the 'shady characters' in the SL who can't play to save their lives, and all the bad habits some pple have when they play the piano, of which i realised i have a few. ^_^ note to self: never play piano in front of looney ray.... probably end up as chao malu . ^_^

got attacked by a mosquito masquerading as a vampire 2 nights ago. >< got 11+ bites to show as a result of that danr thing. i wonder how come it didn't burst from sucking all my blood... grr... i was super pissed, here i was trying to sleep and there it was driving me crazy by buzzing right into my ear. *curses and swears* i just hope that it froze to death last night, what with the aircon coupled with the rain... cos whenever it rains, my aircon decides to be supercold. when it's hot, my aircon also is hotter than usual. gr.. seems that my entire house is nutty, like my family. ^_^

ok, off to be productive once more. i'm already getting all excited abt the post exams schedule i have, and the exams aren't even here yet. -_-;;;

oh yes and on a happier note... *deep breath* RETURN OF THE KING IS COMING OUT DECEMBER 17!!!! *crazy fangirl screaming* *bounces around madly*

ta!




Monday, November 3

4:11 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI!!!!! *streamers and balloons* you're one year older now, so act more mature. ^_^ 4 more months and... 18 days before the triumvirate can get legally drunk together. *evil laughter*

yesterday was 'movie day'. first, i watched finding nemo with my sis, then i watched stars wars at night, then i watched matrix.... and i can finally claim that i understand matrix after watching it like.... more than 5 times. -_-;;;

not good not good... very not good.

*bangs head on wall* i need to f***ing study!!! ahem. apologies for the language. i shall now proceed to haul my lazy self upstairs to mug. bye bye. *grabs self by collar of t-shirt and drags self away from the com*

ps: (note from en^2's evil twin) en^2 hath decided to stay off the com for as long as possible. and hopefully, this time it will work. or maybe she'll just come online to feed her warped fantsies, and not to chat. so, bye bye social life for an extended period of time... providing such measures actually work. ><




Saturday, November 1

10:58 PM

27 more days....... *bangs head on the wall* someone... get me a time warp, this is getting irritating. ><

i can't think of anything to say here, so maybe i should be a good girl and stop blogging until i've actually got something done. sigh.

i need a sugar fix. *off in search of chocs*