Sunday, February 29

6:33 PM

oh yah, happy leap year folks! ^_~

6:30 PM

yippee!! found a fan site to d/l 1000 words and real emotion from... now d/ling the vocal collection for yuna rikku and paine too.... *bounces*

6:04 PM

wai!!! just d/led another trailer for FF7:AC!!!!! this time i think it's the official one, better than the one off hydra's site... it's here *drools* i think vincent is appearing, there's this vampy thingy that looks vaguely ike him... hopefully he appears, then it'll make up for him and yuffie not being in the final FMV in FF7... cos yuffie already got animated nicely in KH, so now it's vincent's turn. ^_^ currently abt to start raising chocobos for FF7... which leads to the usual headaches over wat to name them... >< idea 1: black chocobo = DARK, wonderful chocobo = KRAD.... ^_________________________^ the maybe i'll call my blue and green chocobos okita and hijikata???? *rofl* names are getting more and more warped.... i think i named my preiuos ones yue and ruby moon... something like that... which is a scary thot in itself considering that they're both 'its', altho yue is the male 'it' and ruby moon is the female 'it'..... highly amusing no da.

went education fair for aussie yesterday... seems that most unis no longer offer med for 'A' level grads, they rather take in from 'O' levels.... so chances of getting in quite slim, no point applying.... ><

off to surf now and brainstorm for more... hehehehe... NAMES.... nyuk nyuk nyuk. incidentally, anyone know where i can d/l jap MP3s? in particular for FF? cos the fansite i went to only had 'real emotion', didn't have '1000 words'... or maybe no one understands wat i'm talking abt... sad..... *cries*

Friday, February 27

8:47 PM

messa got a job!!! *streamers and balloons* starts next monday for 2 weeks, subject to extension. ^_^ 5.5 day week, $6/h... anything to get me out of the house. ^_^ but it also means that i've to rearrange all my driving lessons... ><

watched gohatto last night... it's actually a pretty good film, minus all the cough cough stuff. ^_^ one fine day i'll try taking some screenshots. ^_^ and there're some pretty funny parts.... like there was one part where hijikata was musing abt how yoshida wasn't mad when he tried to burn kyoto down and how young men are attracted to dangerous things, then okita called him the madman-in-chief cos shinsengumi is also full of danger. ^_______^ something to that effect. got wrist ache after watching from having to manually scroll the subs tho... ><

to read fic or not to read fic now... hmmm hmm..... ah.. watever. bye.

12:07 AM

*bounces* *waves candy cane* oops... wrong season... ^_^"

went out with lyd yesterday and had loasd of fun. *wink wink* well, fter going back to HC and paying my sch fees that is. the clerk was giving me subtle accusations of not knowing my fee paying schedule. *rolls eyes* you think i so free ah? every moth go bank and upadte my giro account to see if $72 been deducted??! and for some strange reason, da jie's name was also on the list...... i thot that MOE would settle for her? since she's a scholar and all that..... *shrugs*

after that went pacific plaza with lyd to eat the 'chiapanese' buffet... not bad. it's sushi + dim sum, and it cost less than $20 per person. we ate A LOT. at least 5 baskets of dim sum btwn us and miscellanous 'unidentified moving objects' aka strange looking stuff on the sushi conveyor belt.... turned out to be crepe with cream filling, cream roll, and this durian mush thingy that was wrapped in the skin of those snow skin moon cakes... if i'm making any sense here... ^_^"

after that we went down to cine to buy tickets for 'big fish' but since the show was at 4.40, we had like 3+h to waste. so we started off int eh arcade... played time crisis and lost terrible... then played some photo machine game... they had a word search game, so both of us were playing that and corrupting the com. ^_^ the high scores were pretty easy to beat, so we fill up 1/2 the positions with stuff like 'i luv lotr', 'a x l ///' yo get the idea... oh yes, and something abt faramir... can't remember wat it was. ^_^ and there's this shop next to the arcade selling all the prett yposters of leggy!!! *swoons* wish i could buy... they even got one of the allied armies or watever you call them during the battle where isildur chopped sauron's fingers off. =P then went to HMV, and i bought sarah mclauhlan's (?) CD... she sounds vaguely like dido.... just realised that. ^_^

after that went for the show... it's not bad, a little complicated tho, but other than that it's ok. oh and we saw the spiderman 2 trailer too! ^_^ can't wait for it to come out. ^_^

next we migrated back to taka... and went to the poster shop.... bought a DN angel poster for the ning da since she bought me a yue poster last time.... i think she'll like it. =P it's the one of dark and krad, the one that used to be the layout for sephy d. ^_^ must remind me to give it to you, otherwise they'll be in my ahem. closet forever. ^_^

spent the whole morning and half the afternoon today at the hairdressers. rebonding my hair. ^_^ neck crampo redefined man... >< it's not exactly rebonding, cos it's not as flat and damaging and long-lasting, but the effect is pretty much the same, only more natural.

came home and plyed FF7 after that.... aeris died!! woohoo!! ahem. ^_______^ and stupid tifa ended up as my date for the gold saucer thingy AGAIN. gr.... if i ever play again, i shall just be nice to aeris. >< d/ling peacemaker now... mum is chasing me to go find out the stuff abt the aussie unis.... bleh.... maybe i'll watch my gohatto later..... nyuk nyuk nyuk (to qoute yuffie. )

Tuesday, February 24

6:10 PM

just watched PMK 19... i think it's the saddest ep so far, but they're finally moving!! woohoo! next ep will be the storming of that masuya guy's place/shop/watever, and then hopefully the next 3-4 eps will be all abt ikeda-ya. ^_^

tried watching a bit of gohatto, but gave up and decided to do it at night. it's too bright to see the com screen even though all my curtains are down. >< oh, and i think that the guy who plays okita-kun is pretty cute, not the pretty boy kind of cute, more like... those boyband type of cute... *scratch head* am i making sense here?

off to do the ironing then i can go play FF7 again. ^_^ i'm abt 50% decided that i won't post my side story, cos i'm too lazy to type it out, and cos i think it's kinda stuid... dunno la, see how. ^_^

4:31 PM

1. Name -> en^2 the great, aka the ultimate hyper sugar addict

2. Nicknames -> ernie, enz, enzai... can't remember all.

3. Gender -> FEMALE. in spite of wat certain pple think. glares in direction of a certain kai and ning

4. Age -> 18 years, going on 19 years. mentally, it's a diff story.

5. Date of birth -> 30 Oct. remember that date. ^_^

6. Horoscope -> Scorpio

7. School -> not in any sch now. ^_^

8. Address -> La La Land

9. Email address -> it's on my blog.

10. Hair -> was once short now is long. a little on the frizzy side too. ><

11. Height -> somewhere btwn 1.65-1.7m i dunno, the school's measuring system sucks.

12. Weight -> 48kg. the last time i weighed myself was a long time ago, and i've been pigging out

13. Eyes colour -> dark brown

14. Hair colour -> used to be dak brown. now is dark brown, light brown and a little red thrown in. ^_~

15. Right or left handed -> right handed.

16. Single -> avialable n enjoying it. ^_~

17. Siblings and their age -> two sisters, both older.

18. Wat r the last 4 digits of ur phone no. -> 3490 wah! buy 4D!!!

19. When's ur bedtime -> anytie i feel like it, currently set abt 12

20. Do u haf a car -> yup yup! barbie doll one!! wahahahah. i'll drive mum's car when i get my license. ^_^

21. Tried smokin -> ya, when i breathe in the haze and when i'm stuck in the same room as grandfather who's like a chimney. kidding, never touched a cigarette or anything tobacco related before.

22. Drink -> water? of course. heh. don't really like to drink unless i have to.

23. Been hurt emotionally -> not that i know of...

24. Kept a secret from everyone -> duh. who hasn't?

25. Been on stage -> yup, fell down on stage too. ^_^


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*Favourites...*


26. Colour -> bright stuff... oranges, reds... and blues too...

27. Food -> anything edible, except celery and beetroot. preferably dessert. ^_^

28. Drink -> anything goes.

29. Number -> dunno. never thot abt it

30. Cartoon charcters ??---> bugs bunny!!! i used to be a big fan of his, evenw ent ard pretending i was bugs when i was a kid... -_-"

31. Sports -> anything. when i'm not too lazy to play that is...

32. Song -> too many to list.

33. Movie -> LORD OF THE RINGS!!!!!!!!!!!! *off to la la land thinking abt a certain elf*

34. Subject -> Biology

35. Fren -> dunno, too many to list. ^_^


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*Right now...*


36. Wearin -> clothes. duh.

37. Hairstyle -> everything all clipped up. it's hot wat.

38. Lookin at -> blogger window and keyboard.

39. Tinkin of -> how to get the freaking subs from gohatto up wihtout having to read it off the notepad. ><

40. Listenin to -> mp3s. song playing now is 'lager than life' by bsb. ^_^


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*Do u believe in...*


41. Love -> yup

42. Fate -> not really

43. Urself -> of course! otherwise how to be me?

44. Ghost -> yes, but i dun ever want to see one

45. Angel -> yup


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*In the last 24hrs...*



46. Worn jeans -> nope. how to go interview wearing jeans?!?!

47. Cleaned ur rooms --> yup.

48. Cried -> nope

49. Met someone new -> yup, the pple interviewing me for the job.

50. Last person i talk to on the phone -> my mum who was bugging me to go try some rebonding thing...


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*Love Lifes...*


51. Do u haf a gf/bf -> gf no, bf... also no. heh

52. Haf a secret admirer -> if i do, i dunno. that's why it's called SECRET admirer right?

53. Do u wan to get married -> that'd be fun.

54. Do u plan on havin kids --> if i get married why not?

55. How old u wanna be when u get married -> above the legal age? ^_^

56. How old u wanna be when u haf ur first child-> after i get married and think i want one. ^_^

57. How many kids do u wan -> enuff to be happy, less than the requirements for a football team.

58. Would u haf kids before marriage --> duh no.

59. Do u haf a crush -> not exactly. i'd call it an obsession. ^_~

60. Wat do u wan most in a relationship --> everything!


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*Either-or...*


61. Pink or purple -> pink with purple polka dots!!!

62. Kiss or hug -> depends on who's giving wat...... in some cases, none at all.

63. Summer or winter -> Winter... i'd rather freeze than burn

64. Sunny or rainy -> cloudy?

65. Chocolate or vanilla -> whicever has higher sugar content

66. Hangin out or chillin -> depends where.

67. Music or tv -> music when at the com, tv when playing PS.

68. Nite or day -> nite

69. Guys or girls -> how abt its? wahahahah.... ahem, depends la.

70. Slpin or eatin -> both! but i think i prefer sleeping just a leetle more...

71. Love or lust -> love

72. Silver or gold -> both

73. Sunset or sunrise -> sunset , cos dun have to wake up early to catch it. ^_^

74. Phone or in person -> depends who the person is...

75. Diamond or pearl -> diamond. i like sparkly stuff... my sisters call me a crow. ><


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*The person u know who is...*


76. Most blonde -> LEGOLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *swoons*

77. Most carin -> my mum?

78. Most understandin --> i dunno. never was one to confide in pple.

79. Funniest -> looney ray. entertaining would be a better word.

80. Cutiest -> ME!!! hahaha.... er i think that might be da jie, cos she's small and... cute. ^_^ or maybe okita-kun?

81. Strangest -> me also? *shrugs*

82. Tallest -> my badminton club junior eric who's the QM. i know he's tall enuff to make supermario look really small. ^_^ which might have been one of the reasons we elected him, so that he can argue more effectively.

83. Smartest -> my cuzzie. photographic memory and holder of 3 scholarships to study his PhD in law....

84. Nicest -> lots of pple, but def not me. ^_^

85. Best all around -> dunno, that's too cheem for me to answer. ^_^


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*Others...*


86. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf -> if you're not totally committed, go ahead, but dun point fingers at me if you kena slapped/whacked/dumped

87. Wat was the last thing u cried over or got teary bout -> when my doggy died last week

88. Wat is the thing u can't live without -> AIR!!! wahahah

90. Wat's the funniest verse given to u -> verse? wat kind of verse?

91. Wat is the first thing u tink of when u wake up in the mornin -> i dun wanna wake up

92. Wat is the last thing u tink of before u slp -> you dun want to know

93. When u cried the most -> dun remember

94. Who is least likely to reply ->i dun think ANYONE is going to reply to this.

95. Who is most likely to reply -> see above

96. Wat time izzit now --> 1.30 pm

97. Who send it to u -> copied from xx's blog

98. U like the person who send it to u --> no one sent it to me. ^_^ so i like no one then? ^_^

99. Wat kind of person is the sender -> invisible... exists acorss large spaces atall times...

100. Do u wan all ur frenz to reply ->no, cos they won't reply anyway. ^_^

3:54 PM

THIS is the ultimate definition of SLOW... as in S-L-O-W: HC admin just called me up to ask me to go down to school to pay my sch fees cos i closed my giro account before they got round to deducting it. want to guess when i closed my account? DEC 15 2003. wow. 3 months alter they realised i didn't pay. *rolls eyes* so they threatened to cancle my CIP, ECA records and withold my testimonial if i dun pay. [me:............] tsk, so now i've to go down to sch and pay up. >< not my fault wat, they didn't deduct fast enuff, and i can't go and reopen the account after i close it right? *fumes* yuppo, so HC here i come. tmr in fact. bleh. ><

going out with lyd tmr. wat we're doing... that's a very good qn. we haven't decided and probably won't decide until... dunno when. was helping her install divx codecs online just now, so now shes going to get a her PoT fix. just like the ning da. ^_^ speaking of which, i gave ning's bloggie add to lyd so that lyd can go and read all her warped hyoutei ramblings... tsk tsk tsk. ^_^

so, gohatto finally finished d/ling... now guess wat? THE FREAKING THING DOESN'T HAVE SUBS!!!!!!!! *panting for breath after shouting* well, technically it does, cos it's a dvd rip. but i can't seem to turn them on!!! even if i open it using a dvd program, the subtitles button is... how to say... blanked out, as in cannot click like that!!! MOU!!!!!!!!!! anyone out there can help me? i'm going to meddle with the variuos programs later and hope that it works... otherwise i'll really go bang my head on the walll.... >< and just a note, the main character is VERY pretty. i had no idea that pretty boys could get THAT pretty.... *sweatdrop* no wonder he was cast into that role. *evil grin* *wink wink*

the sign of boredom... i'm going to rip the 100qn test frm xx blog and put it here... it's good to destress after cracking my limited computer skills resources in an attempt to satisfy my warpedness. ^_^

wait a minute.... the subtitles are included on a freaking NOTEPAD DOCUMENT!?!??!??!?!? does that mean they don't exist in the movie?!?!?!?!?!??! *screeches* *birds fly out of the trees around house* NO!! THEY CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glass cracks*

ahem. ^_^ this is wat happens after running ard the junon forests for the better part of 2-3h in an attempt to get yuffie. >< good thing is that i managed to level cloud up and get the level 2 breaks for cloud, red 13 and aeris... bad thing is that i got killed dunno how many times by the stuypid monsters in the forests... irritating, makes me wish that the time would come when i get the slash-all materia and can whack all of them in one hit. ><

Monday, February 23

1:44 AM

1.5h left!! *bounces* this is definitely a record... 33.5hrs online so far, which would make it 35hrs online in total when i'm done.... phew!

spent the afternoon checking out forensic science to maximise my internet time. ^_~ pretty interesting course actually. i think if i don't get into med school here, i'll apply for that. ^_^

d/l d/l lalalalalala

looney ray called just now while i was watching the italian job dvd. cute show, it's like a running advert for the mini's and spoofing the napster guy. ^_^ anyway, he's kinda worried abt his arm/shoulder. didn't know it was that bad myself. he got kicked out of tekong becos of it, and now he's scared that he's going to end up semi paralysed on his right side: can't write as fast as normal and can't play piano for long... poor guy... can you imagine how scary it must be? to be only 19 and have the prospects of not being able to use your leading hand when you haven't even enter uni shoved into your face? anyway, hope that it's curable, cos he's going to see a neurologist tmr.

off to job nterview tmr then. hope they give the job to me.... then nice, sweet little en^2 can finally earn some $$$ to go towards her:
1) FF7:AC dvd/game (i think it's a dvd.)
2) animatrix dvd (even tho i still have some kino vouchers)
3) SUGAR!!!

lol. kidding abt the sugar part... got to get my lazy butt out of the compy chair and start excercising tho... even my sisters are running weekly!!! but i'm too lazy to join them so... nvm, one fine day i'll start running too before i get wonderfully unfit..... speaking of which, mum's dragging me to the golf course sometime this week... not looking forward to that... >< me and climbing up and down hills dragging a bag full of clubs of which i dun use half/can't remember how to use all so do not go together.

last but not least, have a safe trip back ning da! if you read this before you fly. ^_^ *imagines ning da sprouting wings and flying ard amidst the hallelujah chorus* *ning da 'angel' sprouts horns and tail instead* hahahaha. yup yup. enjoy yourself in uni! and dun scare your new coursemates!

Sunday, February 22

5:46 PM

hot hot hot.... >< gave up and turned on air con in the study, reminds me of last year when i used to be mugging (or attempting to) on sunday afternoons while the rest of the family KO'd... of course, not that i mugged very much sometimes... it was more like listening to my mp3s on the com while trying to do tutorials and giving up in the end to go read/write fic. ^_^" quite amazing really, how i used to waste time.... ^_^

8.5h and counting.... fai ti le!!!

3:52 PM

i'm back!!! and copmy was working overtime last night d/ling gohatto. *pats compy* jia you! 12.5h more to go!! then i promise i won't touch you for a day or two. ^_^ so irritating, the speed only picked up at abt 11.30pm to 15 kbps, so i managed to complete another 100Mb in a (relatively) short time to bring the grand total to 200+Mb by 2.30am. decided to leave compy on in the hopes that it'd complete at a reasonable time today, cos the timer was dropping pretty fast, from 130++h in the afternoon yesterday to 29h at 2.30am. ^_^ now, the stupid upload portion is almost equivalent to the entire file!!! while the d/l portion is only at 64%!!! ARGH!!! >< >< >< plus, the d/l rate dropped again to single digit.... sigh.... why is it that everything seems to move faster at night?!?!

mum's cooking laksa today. *drools* wonder of wonders. usually sunday is all da bao day.... maybe she's practising for when my sisters briung their bfs home in the future!! *rofl* sorry. that's wat 7h of sleep and worrying that the com/fan will overheat does to you. altho the part abt the fan is (vaguely) logical. it's abt 10 yrs old i think. ^_^

off to read fic now. found another author's site and since i've got nothing better to do while waiting for d/l to finsh...... ^_^"

1:09 AM

frantically d/ling gohatto now... tsk tsk tsk. it's as good as having my 56k modem again, it proceeds (from wat i've bothered to watch) at a max of 9 kbps then drops all the way down to 1-2 or even 0 kbps after a while and stays that way for a LONG time. >< from my calculations, it's going to take abt 20++ h to finish, even tho the timer says 100+h.... hope that the timer is wrong and i'm right.... contemplating leaving compy on overnite, already got mum's permission to do it. ^_^ thing is, she thinks i'm d/ling my anime, not gohatto. ^_^" bad me. hopefully it's in a playable form, otherwise i'll scream. cos the movie is from 1999, but the uploader (?) uploaded it at the beginning of the month.... -_-" 9h later, i'm at 8% completion only..... gah. irritating no da. best part is... the uploading part is proceeding at a merry pace of 25kbps!!!! *kicks upload component* why can't the values reverse or something?!!?!?!? the silly thing is supposed to d/l at 166kbps for goodness sakes!!!! ><

Saturday, February 21

3:53 PM

d/ling PMK 19, gohatto and antivirus updates at the same time... -_-" gohatto is real slow.... 1kb/s!!! which is going to take like.... 10+ days at this rate!!! mou!!! load faster!!! *kicks server* then again, considering the movie was uploaded at the beginning of the month, no surprise that it's taking so long... sigh. ^_^" but then shouldn't complain, cos if me noo have ADSL, then can't even d/l at all. ^_^ x code screensaver... ^_^"

yesterday was fun, and a record. for one, we made up our mind abt where to eat dinner pretty fast. aka: under 1/2h. wow. next, we ate chinese food. yup yup, crystal jade la mian xiao long bao. and ning was the only one who could make the waitresses understand us. ^_^" but as usual, the amy couldn't make up her mind. then the kai ordered some super spicy la mian and ended up very lobster-fied, after which she finished a whole basket of xiao long bao. O.o and i thot i was the bottomless pit... (i think i'm gonna get bashed for saying this... ^_^")

got to restart compy (again) to complete installations... sheesh. means i've to stop my d/ling and start again later. ><

Friday, February 20

4:21 PM

apparently it was subaru-kun's b'day yesterday... *scratch head* is it true? then again i guess it is, cos lots of authors posted b'day fics for him on ff.net. wonder wat sei-chan would give him... another eye maybe? *rofl* such morbidity.

i actually woke woke at 9.45 without an alarm clock today. wow. impressive feat for yours truly. too bad i didn't get out of bed so i fell asleep again and woke up an hour later... guess that doesn't count anymore ne? altho i did wake up before my alarm clock went off.... ^_^"

currently eating my lunch (peanut butter and honey toast) in front of compy before i go do the ironing while waiting for PMK 19 to d/l.... then maybe if got time i'll play some FF7... ^_^ haven't played since mon i think. ^_^ then after that going out at night to meet the triumvirate and the highly uncorrupted amy. ^_^ best part is that i didn't even noe we were going out until 11.30 last nite. -_-"

going for job interview on mon!! finally. hope i'll get the job. it's highly convenient, over at suntec, and i dun mind anything (with a decent salary) as long as i can get out of the house. getting a little restless at home. ^_^ and need to earn some $$ too, then can buy FF7:AC wihtout feeling guilty. ^_^ hope that my blisters will heal fully by then, cos 3 of them burst and 1 is the bubble kind.. ^_^

gah, heck abt the d/ling... think i'll cancel it and continue tmr, then i'll have a gd excuse to stay online for a long long time.... plus, i'll get to find out whether the d/l really continues frm where it leaves off.... never dared to try. ^_^" off to iron now!

Thursday, February 19

4:58 PM

messa back! ^_^ anyway, on to complaints: THERE'S NO PMK 19!! >< mou! dun tell me they having problems again due to extreme violence? considering that ayumu is gonna be killed... tsk tsk. oh well, ikeda-ya should be soon. i hope. provided the crazy animators/watever u call them dun decide to make a hijikata clone this time since there already was an okita-kun clone.... heehee... then maybe after killing the hijikata clone, hijikata clone can go to wherever dead anime characters are kept and keep the evil-sadistic-very-slow-okita-kun clone out of evil-sadistic-pervert-deluded maro's hands. ^_^ it's an idea.. isn't it?just a thot tho, if okita-kun clone was total opp of okita-kun, means that (mythical) hijikata clone would be a wuss who is very un-'demon commander"-ish to qoute tetsu-kun. ^_^ oh dear, imagination running away here. ^_^

i should really start my stupid typing for the silly side story.... but too lazy. ^_^" bad me. *smacks self* *falls off compy chair*

off to read fics now, and maybe get some of the typing out of the way.... and i'm SUPPOSED to be surfing to find out stuff abt the aussie unis too.... bleh.

4:48 PM

carrying out virus scan on compy now..... it's been barely 6 min and got 8 warning already.... O.o make that 7.5 min and 15 alerts. @_@

just came back from driving and feeling very pleased with self now. ^_^ cos i can finally tell looney ray that i learnt how to park so shaddup and stop bugging me abt my progress the next time he asks. ^_^ evil me. yup yup. learnt how to vertical park and most of parallel parking today.... reverse is pretty easy, only 2 points to look out for, but must make sure u dun miss the otherwise will hit curb or smthg. ^_^ parallel parking very complicated, got to look for a pole on one side, then full-lock to the left, look for other pole, full-lock to right.... @_@ all the full-locking of the wheel very confusing no da. and sometimes can't turn fast enuff. O.o oh well.

got to restart comply so that infected files can be fully deleted... continue later. ^_^

Wednesday, February 18

3:15 PM

sorry abt the ranting yetesrday, wasn't feeling very happy. like duh. ^_^"

going out to toa payoh manga shop (i think) in abt 45 min... which reminds me, got to go check the stupid mrt map so i dun end up going there and hanging ard like dunno how early. ^_^ and hopefully there won't be a jam int he mrt again. >< to bring brollie or not to bring? the sky looks kinda dark, but i'm feeling a tad too lazy to go change my bag to something big enuff to put my brolly in. >< bleh.

Tuesday, February 17

5:41 PM

and some guy is trying to pick me up via friendster again. *rolls eyes* sheesh. piss off man.

5:38 PM

f***ing pissed now. just collected part 2 of my prom photos, and i'm not exaggerating when i say they look like shit. less than half of all my total no. of photos turned out, and all those that did are plain gross. stupid camera. it'd only work on one mode, which was nite mode without a f***ing flash. and the lighting in shangri-la is horrible too, so in short: EVERYTHING SUCKS LIKE --

sorry abt that, just damned pissed with how everything turned out. i mean, it's supposed to be a nice memorable thig, but... GR! damn camera. and dad wouldn't believe me when i told him it's conked. and most irritating thing is that the photos he took in bangkok with EXACTLY the same mode came out fine. wtf man. the guy at the photo shop told mum that i took my pics on the wrong mode, but how the hell am i supposed to take proper pics when the f***ing camera is screwed up!?!?!?!? *throws tantrum and curses* everything's all yellow and blur. >< >< >< ><

sorry again.

to answer ning's qn, i think this would be the 4? 5? time i'm playing FF7... but i've killed sephy more than 6 times... cos sometimes i'd just play from the northern crater so i could see supernova summon. ^_^ managed to make cloudy-boy dress up as the girl. ^_^ if i remember correctly, that's one of the things to do to get yuffie on the date thingy, together with sneaking past the soldiers in the shinra building.... which is something i've never accomplished before. >< but this time if i dun get yuffie i think i'll get aeris, cos i was really mean to tifa so far. ^_^

driving today was fun, scared my poor instructor twice. again. first i almost hit another car head-on when doing a right turn cos he was talking to me. >< then i either pressed my clutch by accident or mistake the accelerator for the brake when turning back into the centre, so i almost lost control of the car for a second and went 'wheeeeeeee' ard the corner. ^_^" i wonder if he remembers me as "the girl who doesn't talk much but attempts something scary each time i see her." ^_^

anthony from job agency called today. talk abt highly confused. he asked to speak to joy (my sister), then said "ya lor, i'm looking for en^2" *scratch head* major huh?!?!?

haven' typed my side story yet, but i've got a plot bunny for my next fic.... that one will be majorly AU... but dunno whether it'll be ////// or not. ^_^ guess the starting won't, but eventually it will be. i think. after all, it's apparently the only thing i can write now. compared to the previuos chapters, my side story is highly un-angst (cos got no'ahem' stuff) it's just... fluffy and tragic at the end. tsk, i should just type it and post it. >< but no time to type it. mum's dragging me off for some revival service in city harvest later.... and it's for 3 days in a row.... sigh. it's gonna be mobbed, and i dun like situations where i'm sardine-fied. that includes being packed into the MRT and being plastered up against some guy who's holding onto his girlfriend and they're whispering sweet nothings to each other. *shudders* get a room man.

enuff ranting for the day, shall go read stuff and surf a bit now. i think i need a sugar fix, i really feel like strangling something now.

Monday, February 16

3:47 PM

doggy died yesterday evening. sigh. first time since i was born that there isn't a single dog in the house... strangely, it was wasn't as traumatising watching him die as it was with my german shepherd. maybe it's cos nikki was 15 and he died naturally. bruno was i think abt 8+, and we had to put him to sleep cos he had bone cancer...

went to watch kill bill yesterday, it was funny and bloody... or rather, it was funny cos it was bloody... then came home and wrote my side story in a record of 2 hours. the whole thing, which takes up abt 2 sides of A4 blank paper in my smallest handwriting... should come to at least 7 pages in word using TNR pt 13.

found a site which carries the FF7 walkthru. thanks to conflicts of interests, i've decided to replay FF7. ^_^" and now i'm trying to find out how to get yuffie on the gold saucer date, been getting tifa the last 2/3 times i played, i know i got aeris the first time round... figured that i might as well use my PSX before it decides to conk cos it's almost 5 yrs old.

bye bye, going to type side story, then depending on how hyper i can get, i might write QT ok kai? ^_^

Sunday, February 15

5:15 PM

subway double choc chip cookies are nice... ^_^ can rival those from famous amos, but famous amos is still the best when it comes to soft cookies. ^_^

currently fighting for com with my sis, only reason i'm on now is cos she went to take her afternoon nap. -_-;; so i've to give back the com ard 4+. if she even wakes up by then. ><

started reading conflicts of interests again. ^_^; CMI la.... but it's really really good!! too bad hydra has terrible updating skills and all her stuff is fanfic (except black feathers), otherwise she'd make a really good author.

went ning's house yesterday to utilise her TV, sound system and DVD player. ^_^ aka: I WATCHED TWO TOWERS AGAIN!!!! *evil laughter* lots of xw fun there. *smirk* esp when gandalf was giving leggy away at edoras... er, i mean, when leggy was "suporting" gandalf on the way to see theoden. ^_^;; and all the "you're late", "there's nothing to forgive" blah blah blah goodness.... *dreamy sigh* RotK is still the best tho, cos leggy is prettiest there. ^________________^ and poor traumatised haldir... not only does he get killed of by evil ol' PJ, he gets glomped by arrie too. ^__________^ it was funny... cos haldir was all calm and composed and cold fish-like when giving his speech, and suddenly aragorn jumped him. ^_________^ (did that sound a little...... you know? *evil laughter*)

yuppo, so that was how i spent V-day... sitting in ning's house making snide remarks. ^______________________^ oh yah, we also realised that they're actually abt the same height... tsk tsk... the things rabid fangirls do. ^________^

going to watch 'kill bill vol 1' at the club later... for some strange reason, it's only rated NC-16 there.... but it was given R(A) outside... *scratch head* watever. if they try to throw me out later, i'll kick up a big fuss. ^_^ bad me.

my butt is currently aching, or rather, the base of my spine. fell down this morning. >< painful no da. dad just finished mopping the floor, so i made quite a grand entrance when i went kabish onto the floor. >< think i scared everyone, cos it was so #$%^& painful i couldn't stand up. so now i'm walking funny, cos it's aching. >< >< >< bleh. and my last and oldest doggy seems to be dying, hasn't eaten for 4 days now, doesn't want to drink water too. he can't stand properly, but he still insists on standing and walking ard...tsk, stubborn little doggy. he's the toughest of most stubborn and most rebellious of the lot. we already planned where to bury him (his ashes rather), next to my german shepherd's (bruno) urn, so that bruno can irritate him in death as well. ^_^ bruno used to tease him all the time, purposely make him angry... crazy woose. then when he finally got angry, bruno would make lots of noise to get us running out wondering wat happened so he could hide behind us... tsk.

sorry for the morbid stuff, it sux having to see your dog dying in front of you cos you don't want to see him being injected. >< and it also sux having to see your dog being injected. ><

bye bye for now, me shall go do other cheerful-er things. ^_^

Friday, February 13

5:24 PM

for some strange reason, i can't see my latest posts when i open my bloggie thru blogger.... strange ne. >< have resorted to logging into haloscan to see wat comments i've gotten.....

btw, who's the "me" who left the comment abt peter pan abt 3-4 entries back? and pearll, u DON'T want to know wat's so corrupted abt peter pan. ^_^ speaking of which, my sis said that it gave her goosebumps the way the romance btwn him and wendy was played up.... i mean, they're only KIDS for goodness sakes... *shudders* oh dear, bad thots concerning peter dearest..... >< i need to uncorrupt my brain

which reminds me, i still haven't written my side story for my fic. >< i think it's due/overdue.... watever, lost count. not really in the mood to write lately. for watever strange and obscure reason, i've got FF7 on my mind. read :sepy and zack. it's all hydra's fault i guess, i was surfing her site and praying for an update yesterday when i realised she actually has the subbed trailer for FF7:AC, except the qualty isn't that great. yup. so i was drooling over bishie cloud, and realised that some of the stuff he says can be twisted around... you know. *nudge nudge wink wink*

currently killing time until 3.30 when i've to go change and go for driving lessons... wonder who's the instructor today... ^_____________^ hope i get the malay guy, he's entertaining, and he talks more than the rest. cos it's kinda wierd to be driving in total silence (those who sat in my mum's car know why it's wierd), and i can't just strike up a conversation abt the weather, it'd be strange. >< mou!!! and the car doesn't have radio too!! not like they'd actually approve of me listening and driving, id prob send them all the way to changi prison by mistake. ><

to read conflicts of interest again or not........ tsk tsk..... just a random vote, which is more palatable? reffie or yuffitine? stupid qn, i know. but i got nothing better to do now so... ^___________^

ja for now... oh and ning da, if u read this by tonite, can msg me wat time we're meeting and where tmr? and whether u want me to bring my memory card and FFX-2 so u guys can see the ending. ^_^

Thursday, February 12

9:49 PM

just finished watching 3 eps of PMK at one go.... O.o okita-clone is..... nuts. and warped... at least, that maro person is... *shudders* now if only it had been hijikata and the REAL okita-kun...... *wink wink* but the latest ep is kinda sad... they finally got round to ayumu, which means that ikeda-ya should be happening soon. ^_^ *rubs hands evilly* but it also means poor little okita-kun will be... sniff sniff... dying soon.... WAH!!!!!! *cries buckets*

just remembered smthg that happened in thailand, there was this march that apparently was to encourage the pple to eat more chickens... -_-" they caused quite a traffic jam too.... but it was kinda funny actually.... never heard of a "eat chicken movement" before.... apaprt frm mr chiken attempts to get rid of more chickens in the sch canteen...... speaking of him, he must be very happy that there are millions less chickens in the world now, ne? ^_~



just got a call from the agency (rep by jane) esther recommended me to.... malu man, i thot she was from the other agency (rep by jovis) my sister signed me up with cos she's got "connections". they got a super high opinion of her there, dunno why also, but i heard jovis telling anthony after i left his office from my interview "did you know that was joy's sister???" anyway, i called jane up, and asked for jovis, and i think jane thot i was psycho or smthg.... and when i finally got thru to her that i accidentally called the wrong person... i think she wanted to bash me, cos actually she had a job offer for me, it's with the MOE over in buona vista starting 1st march, but i think i managed to hint to her that i won't be working under their agency anymore.... feeling a bit bad now, but, oh well. i basically told her that i was being recommended to another company (IDA) over at suntec by jovis' agency, so i was waiting for their confirmation... hopefully will get that job, cos it's also starting end feb kind of thing, and it'd be highly malu-ating to go back to ane and beg for a job i more or less turned down.... oh well.

speaking of the interview i had with anthony, it was rather funny... cos i think he also didn't noe wat to ask me!! *rofl* he seem a leetle scared too... hahahha, am i seriuosly that intimidating? apart frm when i'm scolding pple over the phone that is. ^_~ he asked a few crappy qn... like "wat's effective communication?" so i told him it's getting the point across without offending anyone... which is true, i guess, but i really didn't noe wat else to say. -_-" oh yes, and my typing speed is 36wpm. i could have done better, but the keyboard was the old and small type... and i didn't noe spelling wasn't involved in the test, and i skipped a para by accident so i backspaced and cleared a lot of times. >< oh well, mum says that it's slow/moderate, cos some secretaries can go up to 60++wpm.

4:55 PM

I'M BACK~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! *bounces madly* yup yup yup. just got back from bangkok on tues nite, but didn't blog yesterday cos i was playing com the whole day. ^_^ the trip was real fun, the shopping great AND cheap (S$1 = 23 baht) and the food got better each day... although i had slight gastric and didn't noe it was gastric until it was over. -_-" not my fualt, never had gastric before, so dunno how it's supposed to feel. ^_^"

left on sat morning for bangkok... discovered that there's free internet access in the terminal. -_-" how long has it been there? i dun rememebr seeing it when i went KL in 2002. the stuff showing on krisworld was GOOD!! but then, the flight was too short, so can't finish any of the movies. >< therer was matrix revolutions, IA2, master and commander, and a lot more good movies, but can't remember them anymore. tsk. flight back was bleh, the krisworld system didn't work. >< and i was planning and checking out some of the albums available... ><

touched down ard 10+ in bangkok, the airport there is super cold... i bet the temp there is like 15deg or something. then our tour guide picked us up. sort of tour guide, considering we were on free and easy, and were only going to a teak mansion as part of the package.... i think he was gay.... or just sissy.... very uke tho. ^_~ he's obsessed with his hair or something, kept running his fingers thru it... *shudder* and in case anyone was wondering why i'm staring at the poor tour guide, well, there's nothing else to look at when you're stuck in the (in-)famous traffic jam ne? and his voice is kinda high too, so deprived-of-fanfic-en^2 was having a leetle bit of xw thots. he should thank his lucky stars he's not pretty enuff to be true uke, otherwise..... O.o somehow, poor tour guide reminded me a lot of the QT cast. ^_~ i think he must be having sneezing fit now as i type this.... bwahahahahah.

stayed for a total of 4 days 3 nites, went shopping everyday, came back with... i think 7 tops, a pair of levi's, a pair of pants that are laced up at the bottom, a cute bag that looks like a basket from the equivalent of a pasar malam and 2 pairs of shoes, 1 from nine west and the other from pretty fit. oh, and one of those watchamacallit pillows... you know, the ones with the very nice material that u can hug and squeeze and it bounces back to shape? ^_^

highlights of the trip.... hm... SHOPPING!!!! hahahahhaha, sis has infected me with the cheonging virus... tsk tsk. btw, we've come for the conclusion that she goes for stuff with lots of buttons, i go for stuff with lots of strings and zips...... which sound vaguely SnM... O.o oh yes, most memorable part of the trip: dad drank a bowl of curry by mistake cos he thot it was tom yam!!!!!!!! *rofl* no kidding. i can imagine the poor waiters thinking that this tourist iscrazy.... drinking a bowl of CURRY like that... wat happened was that mum and sis thot the other was ordering the soup, and we also ordered some veg omelette in light curry... and the waiter happened to put the bowl down next to dad and probably didn't tell us wat it was. so dad thot it was his tom yam and was so pleased that it was ultra spicy... until we asked for the bill and found out that it was actually our omelette!!! *rofl* poor dad... his brains got fried from it, he wasn't thinking very straight for the whole of the next day. ^_^

yup, so that was my trip to bangkok. oh yah, the weather there was surprisingly nice, like aussie land in fact. as in, there's sunshine, but the breeze is cold, like when standing under the aircon vent.... unbelievable huh? considering it's just a few degrees up north from suny s'pore...

played FFX-2 the whole day after finishing a whole ton of ironing for mum... and..... I FINISHED THE GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!! *streamers and fireworks* but i didn't get 100% completion, only 98%. *sulks* missed 0.2% for some stupid thing, so i gave up and decided to just continue and heck care with the total percentage. >< so i didn't get to see the 'perfect' ending, but the 'good' ending was (haha) good enuff. it's really sweet, and... heh, no spoilers la, i shall restrain myself. ^_^ only one complaint, shuyin and lenne weren't animated the 'nice' way in the end, cos they weren't part of the FMV. >< so lenne looked a little.... psycho? ^_~ there're actually 2 extra scenes after the normal ending, so i only got 1...... now i'm replaying from the beginning as a 'new game plus', where i get to keep all the stuff i got from my previous game except i'm reset to level 1.... kinda strange, to start a game with so much gil and 50h of playing time. >< MUST get 100%this time...... altho i'm wondering now wat happens if i skip the unnecesary stuff and go straight towards the part where i missed out my % points... cos my stats are currently at 98% complete, so does it mean that wat i missed the first time will be added directly to it? or wat i miss this time will be subtracted from that? *scratch head*

oh well, PMK has loaded 36 % in the process of my blogging.... not like i care, cos i still havenn't watched from ep 15, but since ning's bloggie says that 17 has fanservice.... ^_____________^ i shall go watch later if i can finish all the fics i've been missing out on since last thurs.... bye!

Wednesday, February 4

11:41 PM

incidentally.... i need ideas on how to kill a rodneey bay. he's now using me as his 'halo? i'm bored.... can you entertain me while i rot in tekong' mode of.... entertainment. >< other times, i dun mind.... but NOT WHEN I'M WATCHING TV! AND WHEN I'M IN A FOUL MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gr. if you ever see this mr bay.... *deep breath* STOP CALLING ME AND EXPECTING ME TO DO THE HULA OR WATEVER FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!! I'M NOT A BLOODY COURT JESTER!!!!!!!!!

then again, maybe i shud charge a 'small' fee next time he or FCT call... *rubs hands evilly*

11:32 PM

wat parts in peter pan were corrupted???? i think ning da ought to noe... right? ^_~ it's on your bloggie, so i think u came to the same conclusion as i did. ^_^ peter pan is very very very bishie.... and uke. the rest is pure xw logic. ^_^ and pearll, i'm impressed you're still alive and not a pearl-cicle by now. ^_^ enjoying the english/scottish winter? should be almost spring now..... and soon the easter rabbits (wabbits) will be bouncing ard!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *claps hands and bounces too*

ahem. sorry. trying to cheer myself up after being depressed the whole day. yup yup, hyper me was depressed. majorly so. dunno why also.

anyway, did some calling and 'advertising' for jobs, currently signed on with 2 (????) agencies for some strange reason. well, actually, first agency was thru esther (the badminton club one), cos she was trying to help get me a job. ^_^ but the job starts tmr, and i'm going bangkok this weekend, so can't take it... 2nd agency is the one my sis used to go thru, so now i've to go down for interview (interview wat i also dunno) on friday...... heh, must remember that if i've to prove i can type, must remember to use capitals at suitable parts. ^_^ come to think of it, blogging is a good (sort of) way to improve typing skills. ups the speed for one..... as for spelling.... heeeeeee..... ^_^"

also called up a few schools to 'speed' up MOE's 'helping' me get a teaching job, but as expected, all taken already.... oh well. now i'm on the 'to be called up for last minute jobs aka: 6.30am since she stays in the area' list, cos i called TKGS and CCHS (main and branch)... can't believe it, i actually had the phone slammed down on me from main. *fumes* and had nice treatment frm the pple over at branch.... haha, total opposites from their rankings... main is up there.... branch is waaaaay down there... but i guess it would be quite an experience if i get to teach at branch.... it's home to lians and bengs, at least during sis' time, but how much could it have changed?

going physio tmr.... can't stand having aching neck anymore... dunno why also.... trying to recall when it started... i've a feeling it started after i joined chinese dance. -_-" irritating. been banneds from excessive FF-ing becos of that. >< i think dad has issued official declaration that i can play for... 2(?)h everyday... *cries*

going driving tmr afternoon... hehehe, wonder who the instructor is this time... yesterday was funny, got this malay guy for the 2nd time. he's the one who first took me out on the road when i got my PDL... wat happened was that everytime someone cut into my lane, he'd horn at the person. *lol* quite funny, bet those pple must be thinking this learner driver so fierce one, dare to horn at other pple when got instructor next to her... then he also launched into his "those pple shud be glad i didn't become traffic police/carpark warden/etc" speech after we cleared a jam cos of this stupid lorry driver who parked at double yellow line when loading bay is just behind the shop. -_-" tsk. and for those interested, it's better to shoot an amber light than a red light/caught in a yellow box during you test, cos u'll get 8 pts in the former and fail in the latter... scary ne, cos i was caught in that situation yesterday, so he was telling me to step on the accelerator to get clear.... poor guy, think i gave him quite a shock, cos the car jerked really badly when i suddenly stepped on the accelerator... it was in 1st gear, and first gear and sudden acceleration are not good frens. ^_^" did i mention before that manual cars are chao mah fun? and that taxi drivers are now on my 'to be regarded with great respect unless they cut into my lane or tailgate me' list?

guess that's all for today then... going to read fics now, then maybe read DN angel before going to sleep.... then again, maybe that's wat inspired my wierd dreams last night... only problem is that, other than the fact that they were wierd, i dun remember anything else. -_-" i need to wash my brain. the parts that aren't in cold storage that is... *demented evil laughter*

ps: peter pan is now and official part of my petting zoo, to keep saicho-kun company, and safe from the evil clutches of ning/joker. ^_^ and saicho can help him feed hook to the crocs too... ^_^ kawaii~~~~~

Monday, February 2

9:42 PM

i seriously need to change my layout... >< but no inspiration for a wallpaper... was playing ard with yuna pics last wekk, but nothing looked very good when i put it all together. >< bleh.

btw, kai, you owe me my html book. ^_^ not like i need it soon, but must remind self in case i forgot, then $50+ out of the window.....

went for lunch with relatives just now.... practised the art of stoning..... >< boring no da. then came home and watched the CCS movie they showed this morning on ch 8... it was.... crappy? i dunno. too sugary sweet for my liking, or maybe i'm just in a not so hyper and bouncy mood today. aching all over for no apparent reason. >< was kinda disappointed with anime, yue didn't appear. *cries* it's set before the final judgement, so i guess i can't complain. something abt a fortune teller who's obsessed with clow... i think... but i think that he... er.... coughbelongscoughtocoughyuecough. ^______________________^ it's all leareth's fault. >< sort of, thanks to shadows of the moon.

then shi fu called when i was halfway thru an exciting part (read: sakura getting thrashed by the baddie) and ihad to spend the next 1/2h convincing him he wasn't going to die during his field camp this week, cos he'd have to come back alive for me to pound him to dust. >< crazee man..... and he started waxing philosophical about how i'm always so high... [me: ?????????? *yawn* *stone*] like that called happy meh? *scratch head*

still haven't watched PMK.... hm.... maybe i'll watch later.... but i want to finish reading my fic also.... argh!!!! i dun wanna think anymore for the rest of the day!!! i KWIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (kwit = new spelling of quit)

Sunday, February 1

8:35 PM

oh yah, i forog tot add, i bought myself an eeyore phone dangler. ^_^ cos my previous one broke, so i lot poor little piglet after the b-ball matches against SAJC last year. >< also bought little cuzzie a bruce the shark keychain form finding nemo. ^_^ very cute no da. bye bye for real now, shall go read since there's no one to play with.... boo hoo

8:06 PM

*bounces up and down* me is very pleased with self now.... just finished ironing a whole pile of new clothes... now to get a job. ^_^

another extended absence... tsk tsk... i can't even remember wat happened in btwn...-_-" too much FF on the brain. ^_^ almost finishing now, just tying up a few (a lot) loose ends.... maybe shud be done in 10+ hours more... current;y at.... 40+? can't rememebr. i think shud be abt 40 now. ^_^

went to watch peter pan on fri with the corrupted gang and the uncorrupted amy.... hee, sounds a bit like "3 guys, a girl and a pizza place" no? but i think ours would be "3 warped pple, 1 blur and very innocent person, and a whole lot of psychological problems". ^_^ me not thiking very straight now, got multiple styes in my left eye..... it spread from my top lid to my bottom lid, then somehow spread across my entire upper lid last night while i slept. ><

anyway, back to peter pan. first off, we rushed in slightly late, cos we (as usual) couldn't decide where to eat... ended up in pasta fresca at 7pm, and the show started at 7.30.... i think the waitresses helped us rush our orders, cos they asked whther we were rushing for a show. ^_^ finished dinner at 7.25, then dashed thru isetan to find the escalator to get up to lido.... one thing irritating abt having those which span 2 floors: if u're stuck on th emiddle floor then got to run ard like mad person. ><

the show was nice, pretty cute, and the guy who played peter pan is cute too. ^_^ but there were some irritating ang moh's in the cinema who were going "KISS!!! KISS!!!!" and something to the effect that tinkerbell can't die... *rolls eyes* then someone shouted "shut up" at them, hahahaha..... but it did get very irritating at times, think the whole theatre got pissed, cos the minute lights came on, lots of pple in the front rows, (me included) turned ard to stare at them. and amybe it's just me, but.... there were some.... *ahem* parts in the show...... gah, scaree, i shall stop thinking so much abt it. ^_^

club is showing LotR... sad, i wanna watch again. ^_^ their showing kill bill too, i want to watch, but dunnoe whether i can go in or not... it's R(A), but maybe they'll be nice and let me watch? but then again, dad's not really the type who can take blood and gore.... even fake ones. ^_^ i think he'd get grossed out by bodyworlds if he went. ^_^

playing minesweeper with looney ray now.... quite fun actually, but i'm losing very sadly... >< bleh. ^_^ 3times in a row and coutning... ^_^ 4 times.... gah

started reading one of the lotr fics i bookmarked a long long time ago... one of those reincarnations thingies... yuppo, shall o play more now... byez!