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En² is a very (and i mean VERY) hyper and warped person. Add that to the fact that she can be stoned and hyper at the same time, hyper all the time, warped all the time, all the above in the various permutations and combinations... and you get a walking corrupted err... sugar timebomb. XD And there's also that ability to say dodgy and embarrassing things in public.


She is currently fulfilling her dream of being a chao mugger in university in the land down under (under what? it's uke???) where she sacrifices sleep for the sake of studying, drooling at her computer screen and trying to corrupt more people. Sort of in that order. Hopefully. She's living by herself now and has discovered the joys of cooking and that *gasp* she can actually cook!


She has many obsessions... some of which you either don't know about or don't need to know about, and a lot you really don't and shouldn't want to know about. ^_~ So don't ask. Same goes with her livejournal account. If you don't know her LJ username then it means that you're not corrupted enough to know. Still, can't hurt to ask ne? At most you'll just get a very loud 'DAME DESU!' screamed at you. XD


Her hobbies include bouncing around in lalaland, drooling over various bishies, writing/reading fanfic, drooling at and itching to grope/kidnap various bishies, daydreaming, sleeping, eating lots of sugar... basically being hyper and crazy... and not to mention, warped. Very warped. *evil music*


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Computer Game:
- Dirge of Cerberus
- Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core (wish list)

Non-existent Bishuonen:
- Sephiroth (FF7)
- Cloud (FF7)
- Vincent (FF7)
- Riku (KH)
- Erm... the rest know who they are so they can feel loved about not being mentioned here.

Puppy farm:
- Toma aka toto-chan
- Yamapi aka p-chan
- Matsujun aka momo-chan
- Hasejun aka haha-chan
- Aiba aka aibaKA-chan
- Jin aka baka-chan
(and not forgetting)
- Kame-chan the turtle

Anime:
- Too many on the 'to watch list'

Manga:
- Yamane Ayano!
- CLAMP
- Whatever else I'm collecting and downloading

Songs:
- Flavour of Life (Utada Hikaru)
- Truth (Yuna Ito)
- Kiss Me Goodbye (Angela Aki)
- KOKIA
- Evanescence
- Secret Garden

Book:
- The Black Jewels Trilogy by Anne Bishop

Pet Phrase:
- Random cursing
- Adding 'desu' to any phrase possible

Anticipating:
- Not having to take exams for the next year
- Starting research and getting to play with venoms.


« Bloggie V09 »


Overdue layout again. This time it’s the gang from Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2. Well, the <I>human</I> part of the KH gang… I don’t like Donald and Goofy that much to include them in the layout. XD haha. Was going to do a Dirge of Cerberus one, except I couldn’t find decent pictures of Vincent and Lucretia so. *shrugs* Maybe some other day.


The left hand side is from KH1; right hand side is from KH2. I was trying to get the feeling of change and growth but… hmm, I dunno. Did it work? Ya, well, for those who don’t know, the brunette girl is Kairi, the brunette boy is Sora, the silver-haired BISHIE! is Riku. The blonde boy and girl are Roxas and Naminé from KH2. The star thingy in the middle is the charm that Kairi gave Sora to make him promise that he would come back to her after he stayed behind to look for Riku at the end of KH1.


Pictures were screen capped from the opening and closing FMVs of KH2, which I downloaded from… somewhere. Same goes with the brushes. The text is from the opening of KH2. The separator and the page title are from the Gameboy version of KH, taking place between KH1 & 2… so it’s called Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories. Ya ya, I have no originality. So sue me. (Actually, no don’t sue me. I want my money)


Still no avatar or past layouts page… and I doubt there’ll ever be one. ^_^” ya. And erm, if this layout looks funny or whatever, you’ll just have to live with it for a few months. Considering that my exams are less than a month away, I really don’t know why I’m messing around on my blog. Sigh.


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Thank you -
For being a special friend.
For sharing your life with me.
For corrupting me to anime and manga.
For making me laugh.
For being our evil mastermind.
For making me a gaming addict.
For all the crazy times.
For the good memories.
For being you.
For being there.

In loving memory

Deborah Wee
3 Nov 1985 - 26 Mar 2007


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Partner-in-crime: ning
Cousin of the above: xx
Provider of credibility: amy
Gone on ahead: deborah
Fellow corrupted fangirl: amy
Partner-in-babbling: rox
Hard-Boiled Egg: kat


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Wednesday, March 31

10:47 PM

btw, i think AXN is going to show get backers soon.... why on earth does it sound so familiar to me? and wat is it abt? i think someone mentioned it to me before, which would make it either ning or lyd..... hm.




10:32 PM

???????????????????????????????????????????????????

ok..... after restarting my com with programs running, everything is back to normal.... like.... huh? this is REALLY wierd.....

anyway, corrupted office compy further today. was playing power 98, except that with the printer and cutting machine going full-blast, i doubt it was much help.... still, i managed to raise quite a few eyebrows... first the courier thot it was my phone ringing, then misc. pple came into the room, looked ard, gave me a strange look and walked out.... one woman (whom i'm starting to get a leetle irritated with cos she keeps complaining) told me that it's too noisy in here..... and i was very tempted to snap back that it's the only way i'm going to stay as sane as i currently am considering i'm shut in a store room for almost the whole day with no human contact at all. even thru the phone, cos no one calls me. and last but not least, my supervisor walked in to ask me something only to find me crouching under a table unravelling the papers from the printer with the whole roll all over the place.... and i think she was quite worried cos from her viewpoint i must have looked like i was buried under the paper. ^___________^"

wore my boots to work today, and for the first time i've worn them, i didn't get a sole cramp..... hmm. oh well, maybe it's cos the heels are abt the same height as my other pair of more comfy heels (in terms of not getting sole cramps, not blisters. ><) altho now i'm starting to wonder whether i chomp when i walk, cos the boards in the office are kinda hollow, and it seems to me that whenever i walk on a certain spot, i make alot of noise and everyone in the area looks up at stares at this bamboo pole imitating godzilla. ^_^" pai seh no da. ^_^"

hoping and praying that the new virus guard update and the windows updates i've installed will cure my compy of it's crazy fit.... it's not a nice feeling to sit down and contemplate eating chocs adn suddenly realise that the com screwed up (again) and that you've to open the programs painfully via task manager....... and then when trying to transfer from one window to the nest, also must use task manager..... wow..... i really wonder how i survived back in the days when i didn't have a computer, and the days after i got my first computer and my mouse wouldn't work.... it was so stiff that you had to shake and press on the ball bearing thingy just for it to move a teensy weensy bit. ^_^ i remember trying to play a computer game that required very fast mouse action all over the screen, needless to say, always got killed and very fast too. ^_^ couldn't siam in time.

ok, enough rambling from me, i need to go read fics now to cure my slightly cranky mood. it's april fools' tmr, and i'm wondering how things will go for the ms wee. ^_^ good luck, may your students not have death wishes and try to pull off pranks on you. ^_^ tho if they do, i really can't say who i'd pity more. ^_^ hahahahahahha. oh yah, and it's also the day that the mok and shaun are going into NS, dun care abt the insect, he can get stuck in a mudpit for all i care.... imagine botak mok and shaun..... *rofl*

such evilness..... yup yup, that's all for today folks..... hopefully, tmr's first entry will not start as "wtf? compy nuts again." ^_^ pai seh for the language, but i promise that i'll never spell that word out unlike certain *cough* pple *cough* ^___________^ well, unless one fine day someone really manages to piss me off. ^_^"




10:12 PM

wtf? com nuts again. ok. this is REALLY getting irritating.




10:57 AM

currently waiting for the clock to hit 9 to start work. ^__________________^ la di da..... how shall i corrupt my office compy today? yesterday i d/led 1000 words onto it. ^_^ maybe i'll blast my CD from tehre today.... or open the radio or something. ^_____________^

2 min and counting.... oh well, better log off now just in case, ja!




12:11 AM

wtf? now everything works again???????

*scratch head* ok compy dear. if that was a way of getting my attention you sure got it. now please please please PLEASE dun try anything funny again... ok? *pats compy and feeds it a sweet*

off to bed now, feeling a lot happier knowing that my com didn't crash.... and may it never crash, not when i've no way of backing my enormous files up..... just the PMK anime takes up almost 5GB worth of space.




Tuesday, March 30

10:58 PM

ok, me really needeth alot of help over here. my com is crazy. the only thing it shows is my wallpaper, no icons, no start-up bar, watever is supposed to be on the page when it starts. nothing. the only way i can start my programs is by launching them thru task manager, and even so, it's a pain in the a$$. i dunno wat's wrong at all, it was fine last night when i switched it off and when my mum turned it on this morning it was already like that... oh, and the cursor is set on the 'busy' mode... if you get wat i mean... so now i've no idea wat's going on and i'm praying like crazy that compy dearest is not abt to crash/get virus attack..... so..... *deep breath*

I NEED HELP!!! SOMEONE!! ANYONE!!! TELL ME WAT THE HECK IS GOING ON AND WAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: this is not a joke, i'm currently typing this on my com with taskmaster covering half the page cos i'm trying desperataely to back up my writing just in case.... i dun want anyone to go fishing thru my files if my com has to be sent for servicing and they've to delete my files tho i can rewuest for them to backup for me...... gr.




Monday, March 29

10:58 PM

oh yes, update on FF7: finished disc 2, currently at level 76, haven't gotten omnislash, planning to whack ruby and emerald, after getting my mega-all materia...... wat else... mastered mime twice, doublecut once and planning to get kinghts of round to at least 4 stars, considering i'm on the 3rd star already.

the end




10:50 PM

*peace sign* the en^2 was a naughty girl today. i went online illegally and chatted with the ning da for... 3 min while supposedly packing stuff in the storeroom for delivery. ^_^ after that i was so busy i didn't have time to do anything ilelgal the rest of the day. ^_^ today really tiring man, so many cheques to print and cut..... stupid takashimaya ordered 2000, so i had to pack 2 boxes with the cheques and borchures and push them ard to get them close to the door cos they were damn heavy. O.o when i was told i had to do 'manual labour' by the agent, she wasn't kidding. >< good excercise tho, haven't lifted stuff weighing that much since my handbell days. wearing heels too. ^_^" so now i'm smarter, i wear lower shoes. which also means i dun have to bend so much to reach the table when i'm standing cos i think it was made for a tiny person...... downside is that i can' t really reach the handgrips on the SBS buses (which seem higher up then the city shuttle services),... well, not exactly can't reach, more like i dun like stretching my hand all the way up. i prefer it at an angle/watever where i can rest my head on my arm and 'sleep'. i'm a very stoned person on the bus. ^_^ i bet even if u plunked legolas dear in front of me i wouldn't notice.

speaking of blondes, i saw these 2 ang moh guys at lau pah sat while eating my lunch.... and i was wondering whether they are merely travelling companions or.... happy. as in.... why would 2 guys be sharing a plate of cai fan in the middle of the CBD (even tho i know the merlion and watever crap landmarks are in the CBD) and then take a photo of the serving auntie for... fun? *raises eyebrows* watever man...... the things i dun want to know.

went window shopping again after that before taking a stroll to the post office on my (un)official 1 h 15 min lunchbreak including time taken to go post office ^_^ went MPH and decided that since i'll end up hanging out there a lot since it's next to the PO, might as well buy something. so i bought neil humphreys' book.... and i can't really rememebr the title... O.o.... it's ____________ from a smaller island (fill in the blank... i think it's 'scribbles', not very sure) and even tho i've only read the first 3 chpts, i think it's quite a good book. for one, it's chao funny. i think the pple on the bus home thot i wsa mad or something.... where got pple laugh at a book one. ^_^"

k la, that's abt all for today. all in all, today not bad, won't mind having more days like today, cos i dun have to se the pple at work..... as in, i'm already so AS i might as well just lock myself into the store room and print my stuff right? so wat for run in and out? apart for a breath of fresh air that is. ^_^ oh yah, and one of the sales pple (the only one who actually chatted with me) is also a gaming enthu!!!she was telling me how she buys all her games from m'sia, and if u buy a certain number they'll deliver it to s'pore, so u dun run any risks at customs. ^_^ nice to know that someone else in the office is a PS freak too. ^_^

k la, shall go surf fics now.... even tho there's not much nice stuff nowadays... .>< got the plot bunny for my next fic already, and i've more or less settled on how it's going to turn out.... now for the time to write it....... sigh.




Friday, March 26

12:02 AM

*squeals* there's a PMK page on ff.net!!!!

anywayz, messa very stoned now. strangely too..... i don't stare into the com screen as much in my new job, mainly shut in this room by myself cutting and binding these GST refund papers..... i get to play with lots of machines, so it's pretty fun.... and a huge stapler that uses bullets so big and tough that the inute u staple wrong, u've to use a pair of pliers to pull them out. ^_^ downside is the amount of paper cuts. >< but good thing the papers are thick, so it doesn't hurt as much as getting a thin and deep cut. and got to stand for very long time, so feet very tired now. ^_^ let's see, wat else do i do.... i print stuff, and am more or less the odd job person.... except i think most pple can't find me to get their dirty work done (yet) since i'm always hiding in the room and not at my desk. heck, i dun mind staying in that room, everyone's so AS, so i've to be even more AS right? oh, and i also get to stroll down to the post office once in a while to pick up the mail. takes me abt 15-20 min to do that, so i can cut some slack after going for my 1h lunch break. ^_^ hey, my supervisor's the one who told me how to slack on the job. turns out that today was her last day, so..... sigh, i'm, more or less taking over the mundane side of her stuff, which is good cos the list is already long and complicated enough. ><

d/led the pepsi gladiator commercial for fun yesterday. cos i only managed to catch the last part when they showed the full thing on TV... i think it's quite cute, but beyonce is the only one who looks really good in it. and since i was in a britney site in order to get the thingy, i d/led the 'toxic' video also. it's very....... ???????? as in, it's cheesy (cheesier than the others i've seen) and it's very strange. there's one costume change where i swear she looked vaguely like marilyn manson (however u spell his name) which is a very scary thot......

k la, off to crash soon....... really very stoned no da




Tuesday, March 23

12:53 AM

does it look sligthly better now?




12:47 AM

on second thought, i think i'm going to change the position of my layout a little. i think it looks strange hanging from the side like that... tsk tsk. ever since i made my first layout too big (cos i used a background pic that was too big. ><) i've been trying to cut the size to fit the screen.... but for some strange reason, i made this one even smaller than my sephy one... and that one was already hanging from the side... >< bleh.




12:43 AM

huh? the text is red? *scratch head* it looks maroon to me... ^_^" pai seh. let me see how it looks under normal lighting some other day then. won't be able to go online except at night for the next few days (unless i corrupt office compy) and yup i only used the opacity function... cos it's the only thing i've mastered. together with marqueeing and feathering. how sad... ><

anyway, starting new job tmr. finally found the building today... and it's slightly more accesible than the previous one. i think. nearest place to eat would be lau pah sat, but i can always walk back to clifford thru the raffles place mrt... wat else.... there's a coffee bean practically just across the street, but i doubt i'd blow 2h of pay on unch alone. ^_^ me become a bit stingy with my lunch $$$ now... tsk tsk. and there's an MPH down the road. ypu yup. so, hopefully tmr won't be too confusing. and the job won't be confusing either... ^_^

just submitted my updated application to UCAS, so that's one continent off my mind now. oh wait, make that 2, cos i submitted NUS/NTU one yesterday. so silly, i put NIE as my 5th choice on NTU, and i had to fill out some silly teaching form as well. >< oh well. watever. now to find an ATM to pay my stuff. prob can only do it in the mornings, cos that's when less pple are Q-ing, so i dun hog the place with my attempting to find the correct account/application number/watever. ^_^"

also booked my driving test today. it's on 30th april. fun fun fun no da. got exactly 6 lessons before that, but contemplating booking 2 more right up to the test date since there's $$ left in my account to do that. plus, mustn't get to out of touch with manual cars, not good for muscles on left shin (yes, shin) all that darn clutch's fault. i swear my entire left leg was asching after last tuesday's lesson after not driving for 3 weeks. had to do low speed control for most of the lesson, and that's very painful on your elg. >< oh. soon it'll just be 2 pedalys, thank goodness for that. ^_^

k la, off to read fics now and contemplate gohatto and lalaland stuff as promised in my rambling *points to left side of the page*




Monday, March 22

2:42 AM

new layout up! so... comments? how's the colour combi this time? i'm really seeing stars from staring at compy screent he whole day, and i picked them at night so the lighting isn't that great either. do they clash? tell me and i'll change it some other day when i can actually see the table of colours more clearly. ><




Sunday, March 21

7:38 PM

pai seh... almost forgot...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NING DA!!!!




7:30 PM

oh yes, before i forget, i've been meaning to do this for some time, just didn't have time to.

WHAT THE EN^2 HATH LEARNED AT HER FIRST JOB:

1) taking your own sweet time is good for your health. particularly when your superior insists on your doing the filing for OTHER depts when you have time.
2) photocopying 3 sets of 60 papers at a time is FUN. for one, you get to hog the photocopier and have the excuse to run around aimlessly. however, it is NOT fun when the copier seems to run out of paper everytime you touch it. ><
3) for some strange and obscure reason, it is harder to maintain your balance on bus 608 compared to 196. it is even possible to fall out of your seat in bus 608 too... either the drivers drive more violently or there's something wrong with the suspension or... watever. i'm seiuos. with my wonderful (lack of) CG on buses, i can balance better in heels on all the SBS buses compared to... watever service 608 is under. it's the orange one, but it's not TIBS... or is it?

yup. that's abt all. starting new job next week, so maybe will have more insights then. ^_~




7:24 PM

update! the en^2 is FINALLY doing her next layout. it'll be a yuna one (again), cos i've been taking lots and lots of screencaps of all my FFX and FFX-2 clips. ^_^ screencapping is fun no da. ^_^ if i can get the effect i want, it'll prob be up by tonight.... but i think it's quite unlikely cos i haven't even finished settling wat pics i'm gonna use... but one thing's for certain. like all my other walls (there're only 2... -_-") it'll be a "chuck all the pics together, play with the opacity and flatten the damn thing" kind of.... thing. you know. ^_^" but yuna's the easiest to do, for some strange reason.... she appears so often in the FFX video, even more than tidus... *scratch head* and tidus is supposed to be the lead character too.

also coming up will be a page on gohatto... specially for the deprived little ning da whose compy can't d/l (hahaha. ahem.) but first i've to get ard to screencapping the pple..... and i can only do it at night, cos the film is so dark (literally and figuratively) so i can only see wat i'm trying to capture at night. don't get the wrong idea ah... ^_^ then again, if mum found out wat i watch..... *imgaines head rolling ard on the floor* not good.... got some ideas on wat i want to do already... like maybe take a screencap of the rules and regulations, even thought it'll be in jap and no one can understand it... now to decide whether or not to use kano as the... 'centrepiece' [en^2: O.o] or just lump all the characters together again. incidentally, he's taller than okita souji. @_@

was playing around with photoshop just now while attempting to rewrite my personal statement to update my UCAS application. came up with a joker avatar, which HOPEFULLY will function properly as an avatar. heck, i dun even KNOW wat the dimensions of an avatar are supposed to be, just anyhow tikum based on ning's. ^_^" i'll try using it on MSN later, but i think it looks a little cheesy. *shrugs* oh well.

just finished NUS and NTU applications, but haven't submitted yet. man, so irrritating... i can't really decide wat courses to apply to, otehr than med... and the prospectus' are like SO helpful. there's more pictures than information in the NTU one, and the NUS one is..... brief to say the most. >< then again, they don't cater to international students, so they dun have to spend so much $$$ printing info that most pple dun read. but.... wat abt those like me who want to know wat the heck a course is abt?!?!?!?!?!? gr! and the websites aren't that much help either!!! *throws tantrum* i hope the pple who designed the webpages and the prospectus are sneezing violently now. *dark look*

anyway, i applied to melbourne uni yesterday. hopefully i'll be offered a place, so that got at least one backup.... considering that i only realised that the UK uni i applied to for forensics is.... not that great. sigh, only alllowed one more choice, so going down to brit council tmr to see if they got a list of rankings. gah.... why can't life be more simple? like... 1+1=2 kind of thing? ><

me shall go read some fics now before moving on to my image editing.... spekaing of which, i must go dig up my photoshop for dummies book. haven't used photoshop for so long i can't even remember how to feather the edges of an image! ^_^"




Saturday, March 20

1:19 AM

*bounces* messa survived my first job! ^_^ now on to the next one which starts next week. data entry once more, this time at global trading where i'll be processing the cheques for GST refunds for tourists.... something like that. now, if i can just find out where the heck the building is. ><

went for night lessons twice this week. for driving that is. did parallel parking on the first lesson on tues. pretty ok..... well, i knocked down 3 poles and stalled the engine 3 times cos i didn't drive for 3 weeks.... how qiao can that be? ^_^ then had another lessons yesterday. instructor passed my module 2, so now it's on to module 3 for me ^_^ also means i can go gget a test date..... so exciting... soon me can drive. ^_^ altho i think driving my mum's car will be very diff from driving the tiny little watever model car (can't remember). for one, i think auto is very diff from manual, and it's also much higher and longer. oh well. ^_^

back to yesterday's lesson, which was much more eventful than the one on tues. first off, i gave my instructor a very big scare on the road, cos i had to make a right turn, which means going into the extreme right lane. after that, all the cars refused to give way to me to let me get back to the left... and i was too busy trying to find an opening and a little dazzled by all the lights reflecting off the mirros that i ddn't know i was steering towards the right so i almost. almost hit the curb. scaree no da. then he gave me an assessment according to the traffic police chacklist. i raked up 14 points. >< which is.... well, a pass, but a very risky one, cos failure is 20pts, and i could actually have cut at leat 8 points off that list...

sigh, after seeing xx's new bloggie layout, i feel inspired to start doing mine too. problem is that now i can't decide whether to sit and do a layout or write my fic. (see previuos entry) if and when i do my layout, i'll also take screencaps of gohatto. then depending on how well they turn out (read:if i dun screw them up) i'll do a gohatto wall. else i'll do another yuna wall. ^_^

off to read now. going austrade exhibition tmr, then for sandhya's b'day dinner..... wherever the place we're eating is. ^_^"




Monday, March 15

11:43 PM

incidentally, i got a teeny little plot bunny prancing ard.... it's a songfic to a song by britney (yes, britney) it's called shadow, and it's a nice angst overload.... now, if only i had the time to write.... >< and find the lyrics too. *xw*

i'd write a story to 1000 words, except the english lyrics for both the koda kumi and jade version are.... a leeetle strange. >< sides, i guess most pple won't understand why the song is so.... heartbreaking in a way... or maybe i've just got an overactive imagination. everytime i listen to it i think of how shuyin and lenne got killed in FFX-2. oh well. must thank my two latest reviewers who helped to spark my interest in writing again, never expected to get reviews for forbidden love, i mean, it's been 2+ months since i updated, and i'm never posting my side story so.......




11:40 PM





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4:54 PM

*bounce bounce bounce*

i shall start hoping blogger no eateth this post up... *glares at compy*

anyway, i'm now back chao early from lunch cos it's raining/going to rain and i've no wish to end up looking like a drowned rat. sidse, i dun like getting my shoes wet. XP cos it means i end up with wet feet which means i've to sit ard until 6+ cursing cos it's chao cold. ^_^

stone stone stone stone stone

can anyone tell that i'm bored? like. duh new girl came today, so she's leanring wat i'm doind =now i'm very free. sort of. wish i brought ym story book along instead of the news outh wales med brochure. speaking of UNSW, i trie out the UMAT test qns cos need to sit for UMAT for entry.... but then ah... sigh.... catch no ball le... it's worse than SAT! in some ways. wat with tryint to find the pattern... if only it were like wordsearch, that one i've no problems... but picture search?!?!?!? O.o *faints*

to surf or not to surf, that is the qn..... and also wat to surf... can't corrupt the office compy with all the ff.net pages ne? heheheheheh....

i shall stop rambling now. maybe i'll go home and blog agin.... or if i dun blog it means i was either too lazy to blog or i ended up training in FF7. ^_^ and for the miollionth time, can't wait for FF7:AC to come out. ^_____________^ *drooooools* bishie cloud!!!! (but i maintain he's still a.... CMI schizo. ^_^)




Saturday, March 13

11:35 PM

finally, i get to use my compy at home. *glomps compy* sure it's not a flatscreen with DVD drive compy, but it has all my stuff (both warped and unwarped) in it, and i can go on legally. ^_~

anyway, wat the post that got eaten up was about: i was griping abt always being chao early for work to the extent that i practise being a professional stone for at least 10min a day... in fact, if they paid OT by the minute, i might jsut have earned abt 2h worth of OT. >< let's see... wat else was i writing.... oh yes. FF7 has progressed to the point where i'm training up to whack diamond weapon. and i seem to be progressing even faster in terms of storyline this time. >< and i'm aiming to whack ruby and emerald as well cos i've never done it before... and maybe while i'm at it i'll train to level 99 as well. at first i wanted to let my 2x-cut and mime mature at the normal rate, but (being me) i got impatient and switched them back to triple growth, like i alwaysdo. -_-" sigh.

anyway, just finished surfing william hung sites for dad...... dunno why he so interested anyway, but then again, he's anti american and pro-chinese, so he wants to know why william hung got kicked out of AI3. -_-"

NUS open house today, and it was..... chaotic. it was hot and stuffy and there were lots of bo liao pple running ard shoving papers into our faces. o.O the talks were.... ok... considering i only went for 2. the med talk was good, quite informative... but now i think the whole world is applying for it...... and have to write on the spot essay too!!!! wah@@!!! can't remember wat else happend cos i was too zonked from work to pay much attention. ^_^"

speaking of work, my contract got extended by a week. so that the new girl and counter staff dun get too traumatised.... problem is, where am i supposed to sit on wed to fir? cos my reporting superior isn't coming on mon and tues, so she said i can use her com to work...... and the head of our section says that they expect the girl to pick up her stuff by mid-week, after which i'll be siti's errand girl, but that doesn't solve my sitting problem .>< oh yes, and i broke my nail while filing stuff.-_-" it was one of those where yo've to slide the clips down and the clips got jammed. btw, the clips aren't the flimsy wire ones in the normal MG paper files, this one is totally hard plastic. so i happily borke a nail. >< mou! good thing i cut my nails, otherwise i think it would have gone quite deep. ><

can't think of anything else to say now, so i'll save it for tmr when i get back from the UCAS exhibition. me going to catch up on fics now and hopefully find lyd lyd on ff.net since she refuses to tell me until her 3rd fic is published and she's only on her second. >< mou! shesays her writing still sux too much to show me..... and no matter how hard i try to convince her that my writing has changed alot since i first posted/wrote it doesn't work.... come to think of it, i think my writing has gone from sugary sweet to angst angst angst. nyuk nyuk nyuk. now if only i can find time and more inspriration to actually write out the partial plot bunny bouncing ard..... sigh...




Friday, March 12

12:02 PM

WTF??!? blogger ate my post! i quit. ><




Thursday, March 11

5:18 PM

just came back from lunch where i passed a toy shop. there's a barbie set from lotr starring barbie as arwen and ken as aragorn!! lol lbogging illegally now, gtg. ^_^




Monday, March 8

1:23 AM

darn, no time to blog already..... i'll do it some other day.... hopefully tmr if i'm not zonked from work... i think mondays are like hell, super busy, and that's judging from last mon, unless they were saving all the paperwork for me when i got there. ><




Sunday, March 7

12:47 AM

and in case anyone is wondering, the 'messa' thing that i use sometimes nowadays is courtesy of jar jar binks. XP sure he's irritating, but his way of talking is funny... until it grates on your nerves and you just want to snap that skinny neck of his. ^_^

me to jar jar: MESSA KILLSA YOUSSA!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahhahahahahahahahhaha




12:44 AM

phew! finally finished reading lots of fic. messa one happy person now. ^_______________^ anywayz... *drum roll* I GOT 4A'S!!!!!!!!!!! *bounces happily* really really didn't expect to get that.... i thot i'd get 3A's and a B at most, but really... wow. ^_^ got a B3 for GP thot, but i don't really mind that considering that i was crapping thru my paper, and my GP was never that great. mr lee spoiled my surprise tho, he gave me the paper we have to fill in for college day invitations before i even looked at my results. *sulks* oh well, but i finally get to go up on stage and receive something. *big cheesy grin* haven't done that since... wat... MG graduation? ya, think that's it. bet my ultra-jealous and calculating aunt will have a fit when she finds out wat i got. according to mum, i'm the only one on dad's side who got perfect score for 4 a level subs...... *evil laughter* we were making plans on how to 'accidentally' let slip my results, like maybe photocopy my results in the office and 'accidentally' leave a copy behind at the machine for the office girls to find so that they can gossip and spread the news. ^_^ bad us.

yuppo, so, me going around asking for rewards from sisters now. mwahahaha..... made my second sis buy me a TY toy germand shepherd (i think it's a beanie classic, same size as beanie buddy) that looks like my german shepherd, only it's much lighter in colour than bruno was as a puppy.... so i'm calling it 'bruno jr', since i already have a teddy bear named bruno and another ty toy doggy (a pitbull) named bruno. heck, it's even got a grand and unpronouncable name like bruno did. ^_^ then oldest sis bought me a shirt/jacket/i dun noe wat it is. it's a shirt, but i guess it can double as a jacket cos it's zipped instead of buttoned.

went out for dinner with half the class yesterday as celebration. eddie dear invited himself along, as always... *rolls eyes* we went to spageddies at paragon, think the staff got quite a shock when 13 pple trailed in at 6pm asking for dinner.... they were like, lining the aisle leading to our table and greeting us when we came in.... wah lau, reminds me of those wedding diners where the poor waiters line up with the cold dishes and dry ice steaming into hteir faces. *lol* eat some combo thingy that cost $13 but tasted pretty good... the guyswere calling it western popiah, cos it was something like those pasta thingy's that were stuffed (not raviolli tho, i dun remember wat it's called) so one roll had mozarella in it and tomato puree poured over the roll, while the other was stuffed with chicken and some veggie/herb thingy with cream sauce... and not to mention a nice thick cheese base. *drools* getting hungry just thinking abt it now. >< nothing spectacualr happened during dinner, apart from jianghai accidentally loosening the cap of the cheese shaker and pouring half the bottle over his pasta O.o and it was a full bottle.... man, cheeziness. hehe... after dinner rodney was telling us NS ghost stories, and eddie dear was eavesdropping in a very obvious manner.... you could practically see his ear popping like in the cartoons... ^_^

after that we gravitated out of spaggadies and went to buy ice cream at this booth in the middle of paragon basement.. had a scoop of caramel and went on a semi-high. hahaha... but the serving was VERY generous.... it dwarfed the cone, and i'm not kidding... i was attempting to be the statue of liberty by holding the cone in one hand and my prospectus int he other. XP anyway, the ice cream was really nice, and the size of the scoop was worht the price ($3.20 ofr single scoop) they had ferroro rocher flavour also, but i didn't try.... FCT ate that, but licked the entire cone so i couldn't kope from him .>< and he happy happy go and steal on BIG spoon of my ice cream too!!! ok, maybe not that big, but messa very stingy when it comes to protecting my sugar source from other pple.

so that was my very eventful yesterday. nothing happened today, or the other days when i was at work. ^_^ finally figured out a semi-timetable for slacking in the office... it goes something like take my own sweet time to key stuff in from 9-10.30. otherwise i'll be made to do other stuff which ranges from photocopying to sorting to entering even more data. >< then from 10.30,11+ onwards, it's key stuff in madly and clear as much as possible... then around 4.30, it starts slowing down again, so i must slwo down as well so that when siti leaves it'll look like i'm hard at work when actually i finish at abt 5.15+ then i cans urf... XP the other i finished before she elft and she made me sort a HUGE stack of papers according to the vessel names... >< in the end i only left the office at 6.15. >< mou! i like going home ok!! even if it means cramming into a bus where i have absolutely no CG.... i think i scared this girl sitting in front of me the other cos everytime the bus turned i'd be hopping ard trying not to lose my grip on the hand-hold-thingy and go smashing into her or the person behind me... ^_^" pai seh, but i really can't balance on buses... ><

k la, shall go watch peacemaker now... nad i thin ki was supposed to surf stuff abt unis too. O.o nvm.... shall do that tmr. off to sleep after that, and cuddle bruno jr. ^_^ which means soon i'll have to clear my bed if stuff falls off the side at night.... tsk. ja then!




Saturday, March 6

10:36 PM

*rofl* wah lau, this is damn funny.... ahem. let me finish reading all my fics for the week, then i'll blog abt all the stuff from yesterday...




Wednesday, March 3

8:56 PM

actually, it's a netscape browser, which was the first browser i had before switching over to IE... ^_^ and once again, i'm doing illegal stuff... ^_^ wah lau.... last time was going online while supposedly studying and ending up playing solitaire/free cell/reading scanslations... now it's utilising electricity on behalf of the copmany... hahahaha... not like they turn off the coms anyway.... they just leave it on sleep mode.. *shrugs*

going to cut hair later.... in anticipation of the release of the results on fri... wai~~~~~~~

7 more min!! *bounces up and down* me shall go pack baggy now. ^_^ wish everyday was like today, not too busy, not to free.... monday was truamatising, tues was boring-fying^___________^ and i'm not thinking very straight now thanks to excessive staring at compy screen to check numbers.. O.o I DIDN'T MAKE ANY MISTAKES TODAY TOO!!!!!!! *fireworks* yup, that's why i want the rest of the days to be like today....

ok la, me shall 'siam' now. hehehehehe... byez~~~!




Tuesday, March 2

8:48 PM

blogging from work now... shhh. ^_^ it sux, temp staff have to stay till 6, even if they got nothing to do, like me... tsk tsk, i can become professional stone at this rate... and i get paid to stone too.... ^_^ mou...... 23 min before i can go home legally.... ><

today was highly unstressful... which was bad in a way cos i had too much time to spare.... i started drawing a glucose molecule on a piece of rough paper, that's how bad it was... except i gave up halfway cos couldn't remember structure.... >< anyways, office com is windows Xp.... and my bloggie is all displaced onit...... and ning's bloggie is worse, all the words are blurred together, can't see a single thing at all....... sigh...... can't read fanfic either... who knows what would ahppen if i get caught doing that.... ^_~ so now i'm pretending to stare at the windows epxplorer screen.... and i bet whoever passs by thinks this girl is crazy.... trying to memorise program files or wat. ^_^

going out for dad's b'day dinner later... *drools* me HUNGRY!!! *slobber* and i think i should get off this thingy now... haiz. very tempting to change the wallpaper and screensaver of the compy tho..... imagine the rxns if instead of some cheeesy company screensaver you e the matrix code running ard..... hahahahha, maybe they'll think got virus?? *starts imagining strange stuff due to over-radiated brain*

ok ok, i'll shut up and get lost now... bye!




1:20 AM

first day of work today..... highly eventful-less no da.... well, sort of.

first off, i woke up at7.30, only to get a huge scare when sis burst into room 5min later and told me it's actually already 8.... wah lau! thank goodness didn't get lost on way to the building...... anyway, my job is basically to stare at a computer screen the whole day with a 1 hr lunch break in between... and there isn't any time to slack at all, too busy keying in stuff...... and all the numbers are irritating... i hate it when htere're repeating numbers , gets a bit hard to tell whether there're 4 or 5 '0's at first..... so i basically key in some billing list thingy to confirm tht a hauiler (?dunno how to spell correctly) company can collect the shipments on behalf of the employing company and shove it all into the warehouse.... i keyed in 3 wrong things tho.... >< hope i doesn't affect anything drastically....... >< must be more alert tmr.... my reputation is at stake.

stuck in an all malay dept, not that i'm complaining, cos i dun have time to talk anyway. but it's kinda strange, cos they're also talking in malay, and i'm a very kay poh person. ^_^ ended up eating lunch by myself too.... didn't want to make them (or myself) feel awkward. found a food centre that's less crowded during lunch time, so i guess i'll haunt that place for the next 2 weeks... >< btw, i'm in the OCBC centre, near the place i always go for flag day. ^_^ on the 42nd floor, except i'm facing away from the windows adn the blinds are always drawn, so nothing to see.... no time to see also... ><

after work... that's when the FUN started. *rolls eyes* couldn't find the stupid bus stop cos i took MRT in the morning... ended up walking for 40 min... i walked all the way frm raffles mrt to tanjong pagar mrt. >< cos i ended up at the bus stop going in the wrong direction at first after ending up at a bus stop that DIDN'T even have my bus.... so i was walking along trying to find the other side of the road. and it deosn't help that the roads in the CBD are mostly one-way.... ><

sigh. so, hopefull tmr won't be as eventful as today, and i'll remember everything i learnt... and key in the correct codes...... >< off to finish reading fics and then to sleep.......... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

choosing clothes to wear is such a headache.... guess it's cos most of the stuff i usually wear is..... well... highly unsuitable..... ^_^ if only i could go to work in anything i wanted. ^_^ scandalize the whole dept maybe? mwhahahahahahahaha