Wednesday, June 30

8:22 PM

blackout yesterday... wah lau... just when i was training yuna... gr..... and i maanged to get rikku to train with 2 dress spheres at the same time to master them ASAp too.... gr....... was running ard the house in the dark trying to find working torches and candles. >< had to brush my teeth by candle light... how "romantic"... and it meant to reading in bed too.... sigh... ended up sleeping really early for once... 10.50. wow... but it was sooo hot.... and i didn't dare to open the windows cos there're cockroaches flying ard at nite. migrated from the bed to the floor cos the floor was much much much cooler than the bed... and i think i kena bruise on my hip..... >< the joys of not having enough fat. >< thank goodness power came back... at almost 12 on my side... otherwise i think i might have just stayed up doing... nothing.

random thought.... it's pretty interesting how much we depend on electricity... and how there's always background noises.... it struck me how quiet it was last nite when nothing was working... and of course, all my philosophical ramblings were disrupted by my neighbours burglar alrams going crazy..... enlighten me... how is it that safety light still work (duh!) even when there is power cut? and... what sense is there where burglar alarms can go off with power cut, but can't be turned off since there's (double duh) no power?

went for interview today.... the teacher said that there's actually a combi more suitable for me, cos i told her i did trip sci...... but... but... but... i'll have to teach maths!!!! nah, not that it's MUCH of a problem... i think... but she was kinda scared that i'd be bullied by my classes cos i'd be handling mostly normal tech...... not that i'd blame her for thinking that, i mean.... i wore a baby pink top and a white skirt to the interview... the very image of sugary sweet angelicness. wahahahahaha. and i didn't tell her that i like to scold pple too. XD ah well. i guess since she didn't call me at the end of today, it means that i didn't get the post, but am on the top of the "call me in an emergency at 7am" list... aka the babysitting class list. *shrugs*

got call from agent also... my monash interview is next fri, same as my UNSW interview... really really reminds me of the day i took my driving test and NUS interview ne...... the times are almost the same too! is this a sign? *raises eyebrow*

almsot dinner time now... and tokking to the ning da too... and reading fic.... ARGH!!! me is actually multi-tasking for once!!!!!!! xx hath inspired me to think of bloggie layout... so if current idea holds long enuff for me to get smthg done abt it, next wall will be flame of recca, featuring either joker, kurenai, mi-chan or whoever i can big and nice pics of. sigh, must go find those manga scans sites....... *bangs head on wall*

Tuesday, June 29

4:28 PM

*bounces up and down* i got a call from braodrick secondary to go for interview tmr!!!! (but i dun think anyone knows where that is.....) heck, actually, i dunno where it s either, only that it's somewhere down the road from where i live, maybe a 10 minute walk if i stroll??? anyway, if i get the job i'll be teaching lower sec geog and english and... horror of horrors.... ART!!! *faints* diao.... i told the lady who called me up that i can't draw to save my life, she said nevermind, can't be helpe.... oh dear, hopefully the students won't fail their art becos of me.... if it's calligraphy i can handle, painting drawing etc..... eh...... well...... *whistles* still remember the banana i drew in sec 2 that looked like a dalmation... yellow coat with big brown spots..... -_-"

forgot to mention yesterday, results of NUS med appeal came back. didn't get in, so very happy now.... ya. i'm HAPPY that i didn't get in, strange as it sounds.... cos i wanted a really really clear sign that i'm not staying, so this is the clearest sign. ^_^ and also cos, imagine what would happen if i got the place, then rejected it cos i wanted to go overseas, only to be rejected by all the overseas unis? that would really be a case of "zhaung4 qiang2". so now i'm happy and my kay poh-ness is kicking in... want to go ask everyone else wat happened, but a bit pai seh to do it..... ^_^"

got another review for my fic, wow, can't believe that i'd get such good response.... first time in my life..... i think soon my ego won't be able to fit into my room. ^_^ need to get down to writing the rest, the story is getting longer and longer and i need to think of names for all the OCs!!!! >< if there's anything i suck at in terms of writing, it's thinking up of names.... tsk tsk tsk.

started replaying FFX2 without my new game plus. decided that i'll try to get 100% completion for this game first, then if it works i'll play the new game plus soome other time when i'm bored....... 'sides, since KH2 is coming out in dec only, i got plenty of time to replay my stuff. ^_^

just a random question, how the heck do you study for the UMAT?? i've never seen any books published on it before.... and the online site where i can get "test questions" is SOOOO helpful that i only get like 4 test questions per category.... >< diao.......

off to read and write in peace since i'm home alinefor the day...... *kickstarts creative juices and overactive imagination* ja!

ps: ning da!! wherefore art thou, oh ning da!?!?!?!? i called your house just now but no one answered... so sad, got no one to crap/get corrupted with. ^_^

Monday, June 28

6:08 PM

*bounces* I FINISHED KINGDOM HEARTS!!!!! *streamers and balloons* and for once, i really REALLY finished a game. hit max level of 100, whacked all the hidden bosses (even tho spehy killed me quite sadly 3 times and made me waste 5 elixirs total...>< but getting to see (and kill) his royal evilness/bishieness was fun~~~) synthesized everything (tho i usually do that anyway) and everything else... XDXD got to see my game stats at the end cos i played under expert.... turns out that i kena KO'd 60 times. *rofl* wow. great accomplishment ne? and i only healed donald and goofy 25 times... hahahaha, such a great fren i am..... i prefer to just ignore them even when they're dead cos i got better things to use my MP on than healing them. XP

now planning to play FFX2 so that i can get perfect ending... XDXD but the problem is... should i play as a new game plus or not? if i do, it means that i can retain all my dress spheres, mastered garment grids and al bhed dictionary etc tho i get reset to elvel 1, but my percentage completion will be left at the value i didn't finish at, which isn't very helpful cos i dunno how much i've completed so far in the new game..... haiz..... guess i'll most prob play as a totally new game then... >< shall go think some more. XD

still reading X, just struck me that the seven seals are all highly uke (and have 3 girls to boot) while practically all the seven angels (excluding kakyou and satsuki of course) are, well, seme....... hmmm..... xw fodder??? and why can't they just fnish the darn thing???? cos based on the way the covers are designed, it can't have more volumes than the hebrew alphabet and types of tarot cards so...... CLAMP NO BAKA!!!! WILL YOU GUYS JUST HURRY UP AND KILL OFF EVERYONE AND GET TO THE POINT?!?!?!?!!?

ahem. haven't been online for long time.... too busy whacking and training. XD got 2 more reviews, so very happy now... that makes a total of 11 reviews for a single chapted.... broke all my previuos records already. XDXD shall celebrate by going on a choc hunt after i post this....

off to read fics and maybe/hopefully write a bit. ning da, when are we going to have our sugar/xw/mahjong/barrel-bashing party???? huhuhuhuhuh?????? i volunteer to help cook dinner... my mummy supposed to teach me how to make baked rice, so all of you can be my guinea pigs. XD

Saturday, June 26

1:00 AM

*rofl* i love this author...... crazy story here and over here... XD

playing KH still... i aim to reach level 99... *determined look* hpefully this time i'll actually reach it... i've a tendency to just give up and whack the final boss, cos the final boss is piece of cake. >< tried to whack sephy at level 62 without my ultimate weapon under expert mode... needless to say i died... but i didn't die as terribly as the first time i tried it out. *big cheesy grin* i just didn't amke much of a dent on his HP bar. heck, i didn't even manage to get the HP bar moving!!! gr. nvm, i WILL beat him!! *waves bash sephy banner in the air* poor little sephy... don't worry, i still love you ne~? *evil laughter*

i think sephiroth is one of the most abused bishies in my colelction. i mean, i derive loads of pleasure from killing him you know. *wink wink* gd thin he's technically already dead even before i added him to my collection so..... *rubs hands* SEPHIROTH-SAMA!!! SHI-NE!!!!

too much sleep no da. that's all i have to say to explain that... slpet for 14 hours yesterday..... haven't done that for a long time. so now i'm flly recharged, cos i also just ate a choc bar. XD mini choc bar but still choc bar ne~? and ning da, choc no hath MSG okie???

shall go finish reading al lthe nice little ficcies i found... oh yes! my messenger finally works!!! it can now pay the normal sounds!!!! *bounces around madly* let me celebrate by opening a pack of M&M'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!

prob won't be online tmr,going out with mum, then i think i'll prob read when i come home..... X is highly... entertaining..... homicidal and psychotic kamui...... and angsty subaru-kun on the way. XD bishie overdose no da~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (maybe i should make that my msn nick??? but then again, i kinda like sugar overdose... ah well, see how i feel.)

Thursday, June 24

12:02 AM

oh yes, and i forgot to add, the ms wee is still alive even tho i brought/dragged her into watson's so i could buy the new maybelline lipstick. XD not my fault... my sis gave me a voucher so i could get free nail polish too!!!

Wednesday, June 23

11:46 PM

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! 9 REVIEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *bounces ard madly* wow. this is one of my record breakers....... rivalled only by my koganei ganko ficcie.... *huggles story* my ego is now very happy and well-petted. XD

went to watch riddick with the ms wee yesterday... not a bad show... pity no //// XD and i love judi dench's character... the elemental person, dunno wat her name is.... the effects are really really really cool..... but once again, pity got no bishies to add to my very extensive collection.....

got reply from adelaide today... got to go for the personal qualities test thingy on the 20 august... sigh..... dun noe wat on earth it is tho... -_-"

finished reading CCS already, now reading X...... kamui is really chao angsty man... and damn "suay"... hehewhhehehehehe... and subaru-kun...... haiz *shake head* obsessedly obsessed...... where on earth is the mythical X19 anyway???

i shall go and pay homage to ff.net now.... aka: surf fics..... wah~~~ me still very happy over all the reviews... very unexpected ne, even tho i was hping for a gd response. ^_^ hopefully i can hit the 100 review mark... considering that all i need would be anaverage of 5 reviews per chpt to do that, cos i think i'm going to have at least 20 parts when i'm done writing..... -_-"

Monday, June 21

11:35 PM

divinitas was updated!!!! *bounces* now i can go drool over aether..... if only it really was an anime, i'd imagine aether to be really like spehy.... then i can go and and him to my bishie musuem.... wait, he already is in my bishie museum. XDXD

i think that my excitement over divinitas hath driven out watever i was planning to blog..... diao..... so i shall go read fics and prepare my fic for posting... oh joy... considering that i use lots of '*'s and ff.net has banned them for watever strange and obscure reason......

Saturday, June 19

10:39 PM

thank you ah.... xx.... *socks xx* such brilliance. >< and pearll dearie, i'm going back cos it's like, the only time i get to go on stage and get an award..... ^_^ bowing on the bridge after SYF not counted ma. ^_^ and i also want to see which of my juniors kena sabo-ed to come and clap for me *crazy evil laughter*

ard the world in 80 days was chao funny..... and (IMO) not as silly as it could have been. or maybe it's cos i've been very we liao lately..... but if you're free , go watch it. you spend 80% of the time laughing your head off. ^_^ was pretty fun, lyd and i spent abt 1 h camping outside lido discussing the working of our xw minds... and she even contemplated setting up a yahoo "turn s'pore into a /// paradies" grp. -_-" anyone else wnats to know why she's been my fren since we were babies? didn't think so.

progress in KH is pretty... ok.... the coliseum tournaments aren't as easy as in normal mode, which i suppose is expected.... but it's still pretty fun. i finally managed to figure out how to whack ursula... tsk tsk tsk.... being one for instant results, i didn't realise that when they say to fire magic at her cauldron, it's supposed to be fire magic MULTIPLE times at her cauldron to KO her. >< guide no baka.

halfway thru the CCS comics now. and i think my yue complex is coming back...... XDXDXD angsty bishies work everytime ne~~~ but wait, i'm supposed to be writing my fic now.... *shakes head violently* HELP!!! THE YUE COOTIES ARE ATTACKING MY XW BRAIN!!!!

ooh... just realised, got lots of reading to catch up on, asuming pple updated while i was MIA...... guess i better start now, then if got time i'll get my 2nd chpt of my fic ready for posting... maybe i'll post it tonite as well, in hopes that there's better traffic at ff.net over the weekend. my ego needs petting ne~~

Wednesday, June 16

12:22 AM

whoa....... not bad not bad, my yahoo mailbox got upgraded...... from 6MB storage to 100MB.... guess i won't be needing the g-mail account anytime soon. XD and i think i can attach nice big files too!!!! *bounces ard* dun ask why i'm so excited abt my e-mail account. it's a long story. XD but it's kinda slow in loading tho.... maybe it's just a few start-up glitches kind of thing.

just finished burning gohatto for lyd,... going out with her tmr to (hopefully) watch sneak preview of ard the world in 80 days.... so sad, wanted to watch the chronicles of riddick, but she's already going with her fren to watch on thurs... cos one of her ex-classmates works at GV, so they can get free tix!!!!! no fair!!! >< but going out with the xiao fang on thrus anyway, so shall not complain.....

i'm borrowing 70+ volumes of comics from her.... no kidding.... there's 12 of cardcaptor, 18 of X, 21 of prince of tennis (i can see the ning da jumping), 3 of lawful drug (think the jap name ought to be the gohou drug thingy), and 24 of something based on some chinese legend....... and apparently she's already planning wat to lend me for round 2. -_-" she said that abt one full shelf is now empty thanks to me.......... oh dear. ^_^"

need to go reply to UNSW mail now...... interview confirmed on 9 july...... oh yes, and college day is on the 17 july... so irritating, they stated explicitly that dyed hair is not allowed... i mean, HELLO??? i'm not a f***ing student there anymore???? but, haiz, sis says that i shud put off highlighting my hair first, just in case they damn ngiao and refuse to let me get my award. >< hwach no baka.

Tuesday, June 15

4:32 PM

home alone now. mum went out with my auntie, so i'll have another hour or so to write before she gets back. ^_^ after which i'll go play KH.XD

i hate ursula. she sux and i always can't figure out how to whack her. >< irritating. now i'm training at halloween town and attempting to get to the top of the stupid tree wihtout getting killed along the way, cos it's very irritating to keep falling off etc.

nothing else to say here, so... until next time!

Monday, June 14

1:27 AM

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Sunday, June 13

11:58 PM

-_-" now i know what it's like to be stalked online..... one of the pple who read my fic added me to her msn list just to tell me to.... *drumroll* update my fic. *falls down*

highly entertaining ne. she's 11, lives in the US and writes slash. *raises eyebrow* stuff on her list includes peter pan x harry potter. so, lyd and i are analysing her situation and constructing an eqquation as to how warped she'll be when she reaches 19, considerig the damage i've gone thru in the past.... 2? 3? years to turn out like this? ^_^

anyway, cuzzies came over on friday.... and hyperactive comes nowhere near to describing the smallest one.... the two of them almost fought over who was going to play finding nemo on my PS2. -_-" and they have an xbox at home..... haiz. but it was pretty entertaining babysitting them..... talk abt corny and crappy, i think they ate springs for breakfast and drank corn soup for dinner for the past month!

spent the past 2 days pia-ing KH.... currently at agrabah at the time of i think 10+h... but only at level 24... i was planning to level up at least 5 times per aread, but guess it slipped my mind. interactive bashing is fun ne~~~? and thanks to the avatar xx uses on msn, i'm now in ff7:ac anticipatin-i'm-going-crazy-waiting-here mode. >< incidentally, i think it's vincent's eye. i can't think of anyone else who wears a red bandana. ^_^

let's see, wat else to update whoever reads this abt my life.... ah yes. aussie unis.

currently up for interview with UNSW on 9 july.... got replies from UWA, got to take my UMAT first then they'll start considering me... erm... monash waiting for my interview date.... melbourne will get back in august...... tasmanai just submitted my application.... adelaide waiting for it to be processed. and yes, i applied to all that are recognized in s'pore. except newcastle cos that one is thru foundation year only.

that's the update on aussie uni applications... thanks for tuning into channel xiang wai. have a pleasant evening.... reading *cough* stuff.

oh yes, and to whoever's interested,spontaneity has been updated..... XD

off to read, write, and wait for that xiao fang to come online to pester her abt her trip down. >< oh, and maybe eat a chocolate sprinkle doughnut at 11pm.... *raises eyebrow* i wonder if it'll actually come to that?

Friday, June 11

12:33 AM

*rofl* read this.... i think i'm starting to be a fan of this author. she's the one who did the story abt the lift too. ^_^

me very high and happy now... just finished placing my 'orders' with lyd..... soon i'll be... err... 'improving' my chinese again ne? tho i don't see how knowing how to write subaru and seishirou's chinese name in fan ti and jian ti will help but.... MOVING ON. *wink wink*

last day of work yesterday, and i got to eat a really really yum cheescake!!! *bounces* it's better than coffee beans' except i dunno where to buy it from. *cracks and crumbles* all i noe is that it's called "don's-something" ^_^" ah well.

went back to sch to get my stuff signed today.... i drove the whole way, very fun and quite eventful. misjudged the space at the carpark at six ave, so my side mirror hit the bar at the side. ^_^" that makes 2 times. but at least i didn't scratch the car like my sis did... and i hope i never do that. very scary no da. but it's also quite stressful to be stuck in a carpark with a car behind you and not knowing how to get out of teh tight situation cos i had one of those irritating little metal humps between the front and back wheels. ><

need to go type out my personal statement now... and my UNSW CV in case i need to refer to it during interview... up for UNSW interview in in july. *bounces* it'll be over the phone, so hopefully phone-san will be good and not conk. >< going down to IDP and the UNSW head office tmr to submit my stuff, then i can sit back and twiddle my thumbs and wait for replies. incidentally, i think i'm not on NUS waiting list, cos i haven't heard anyting from them abt waiting list and watnot.... which is gd, cos the less i have to worry abt the happier i am.

am replaying KH now... in anticpation of KH2. ^_^ playing on expert mode since i already whacked the boss 2-3 times on normal... wno i'm starting to regret tho... dunno whether it's cos i haven't played for so long or wat, but it's seems kinda hard (DUH!) cos.... i can't even whack the guard armor at traverse town the first time round!!! and that is very sad case!!!!!!! *throws tantrum* if it's really going to be like this it means that i'll have to do lots of training and be less giam and use more potions!! and.. and... how on earth am i supposed to whack ursula in this case!!! it always takes me at least 10 times in normal mode before i get past her!!!! *cries* *hyperventilates* btw, squall (oops! LEON) darling looks damn gay. they should have cut his hair and taken the stupid angel wing motif off his jacket. ><

ok ok ok. on to happier things... sort of.... is getting a miserable 2 reviews considered a happy thing? then again, my prologue was only 800 words max, the remainder was made up of my crappy rambings. ^_^" hopefully it'll get more reivews as it progresses..... otherwise my ego will be severely deflated. ^_________^ waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddd?????

shall go my typing now.... got to babysit cuzzies tmr so can't be too stoned at nite... -_-" i swear one of them is getting a tad too obsessed with my PS and PS2. and the other one is an extreme case of "swallowed springs for breakfast and ate corn soup for dinner everyday" - he can rival me in hyperness, but then again, he's only 5..... and incidentally, when my mum goes out with him and my eldest sis, it really looks like there're 3 generations walking together, cos my sis is old enuff to be his mum. -_-"

nite nite folks.. and go read the fic at the top!! *points* it's really corny.

Tuesday, June 8

10:48 PM

*streamers and balloons* I FINISHED THE SILMARILLION!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i managed to undersatnd it. sort of. tolkien really managed to do the chinese way of "give your kids almost identical names" thing really well..... all the names of the pple who are related (even like... distant cousins!) are so similar i get confused with who's an Elf and who isn't. ^_^" now to finish the last 30+ pages of unfinished tales.... heheh then i can claim to have finished unfinished tales...... that sounds really.... oxymoronic. i believe i just made up a new word..... hehehe

ahem. sorry, a bit high now... i ate 6 onde onde for dessert dduring lunch. ^_^" i was bored. cos i was waiting for the other girl to come back cos she went to Q at some noodle store.... for 1/2h. even tho i nibbled at my chicken rice i finished it all off before she remotely came close to coming back with her lunch, so i felt pressured to go eat more so that she wouldn't feel bad abt making me wait..... and the sugar rush was GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD *drools* i love the sugar filling thingy. tempted to go and buy more tmr. ^__________^

last day of work tmr!!!! *bounces ard madly* apparently i'm supposed to go and remind one of the pple to treat me to a cheesecake... but i feel a little pai seh abt doing that.... ^_^" so i shall go and pester her abt my envelopes in the morning and hope she remembers... otherwise i'll just leave it as that. speaking of envelopes, the $%^&*@#$%^& stationery shop better delivvver them tmr. i've been waiting since last week, and i currently ahve 5 large ones left and 0 small ones. like that how to do work?!

going back to sch on thrus to get mr chan to sign my UNSW CV. cos mr ang's on holiday. >< means i prob won't be online tmr cos i'll be busy rewriting it...... mr lee sent my recommendation over already... poor guy, think he really didn't noe wat to write, i think he copied it off the testimonial he wrote for me. it makes like 25% sense. *raises eyebrow* ah well.

me shall go surf fic and convert my prologue to html then. *bounces off to evil authoress land*

Monday, June 7

11:22 PM

anotehr cute ficcie over here. starring little aragorn and a spider going ard rivendell scaring pple... elves.... watever. ^_^

10:42 PM

*rofl* read this........ some guy on the yahoo group mailing list posted the link... and it's the same guy who writes slash. i think he's gay, cos he was ranting in a previous post abt moving out with his guy friend cos he couldn't stand living with his parents. at least, i think the writer guy from the mailing list is a guy. cos pple call him a nice guy... *scratch head* am i making sense here? O.o

countdown to freedom from work........... 2 more days. ^_^ can't wait to be able to sleep at 1 and wake up at 1..... not that i do that nowadays.... i usually wake up after abt 9+, 10 hrs, but i just laze ard until it classifies as 11+, 12. ^_____________^

inspiration to write fics.... such fun-ness...... and i think if i've nothing much to rea later, i'll convert the prologue of my fic to html format, add in the crap that is disguised as my author's notes and post it. ^_____________^ cnoot help the fact that my ego needs petting..... sides, i calculated that if i post every 2 weeks, it'll be abt 3 months before the current chpt i'm writing will be due. ^___________^ tsk tsk, looks like i've succumbed to temptation again. ><

kkz, me going to read now. ja!

Sunday, June 6

7:32 PM

had class gathering yesterday... sort of, considering only10 pple turned up. but it was quite fun really, cos there were so few pple we didn't split up into cliques. chun and i were the earliest, reached hui jun's chalet at abt 4.30, so we gossiped for 2h..... then gena and esther came abt 6.30, so we took a walk down to the ebach and watched the sun set..... something that i've actually never done. never had the patience to see the whole thing thru, but actyuall,y sitting on a breakwater and watching the pple fishing from their boats and figuring out whether we were facing tekong or ubin was fun.... and i nearly fell asleep from listening to the sound of the waves.

after that went back to the chalet for dinner, it wa catered this time, cos it's actuallyhui jun's family chalet. the food was gd. ^_^ i plucked a hibiscus on the way back cos chun wanted to take a photo with a flower, so i 'maximised' it's usage as much as possible.... first by sticking it behind osama's ear and then offering to sell it to chiken for $5 when he showed up with his gf. XP evil me. played game of life after dinner while chiken went for a walk on the beach with his gf *waggles eyebrows* it was pretty fun, rodney ended up the richest with more than 1 million, i was the poorest with 550K......

left the chalet at a record early time..... cos the stupid shuttles ran at 9.50 and 10.50 pm, so had to take the 9.50 one otherwise would get home too late..... and on the bus to the mrt station, the girls were trying to matchmake me with osama..... haiz.... cmi. >< wat's with this "get attached" fever that seems to be going ard anyway? apparently XM is with a former classmate who got kicked out after first 3 mths, KY has a bf the list goes on. *shrugs* watever. i don't see the point in getting attached for the sake of getting attached, especially if i'm going away, no point in in ne~~

and to clear up the kai's confusion, osama didn't get in. neither did JH. for JH, apparently they screwed up his results, so one minute he was offered med the next minute hewasn't. as i said before, screw NUS.

mum was sorting out stuff in thes tudy just now so couldn't type and surf fics. >< not that i mind, cos she was actaully sorting out all the letters and stuff that we wrote to her when we were kids.... quite funny really, to actaully see that we were so full of crap nand watnot ast time.... and my sister's disgusting writing and incoherent letters..... rofl. so funny. ^_^

lyd is back! mustgo out with her soon, then i can return unfinished tales and silmarillion... i've got 50 more pages for unfinished tales and i think abt the same or slightly more for silmarillion..... then........ i think i'm going to borrow.......... *cough* X and cardcaptor *cough* why i want to borrow X i dunno, cos i'll never get tor ead the non-existent vol 19.... but, oh well, me wanteth to think slashy sei-chan and subaru-kun. ^_^ and of course see yue angst. ^_^ was tinking of borrowing anime but i dunno wat to borrow... i already watched weiss kreuz like... 4 times already? maybe i'll borrow fushigi yuugi. altho' i'd rather read it, but noone has it and i dun want to buy........

haiz, when oh when is ff7:ac coming out? and KH2? sis' bf said that KH2 is released in dec, not july, so i dunno now, i hope that the guy at the computer shop is right and it's the ENGLISH version that's coming out in july, otherwise i'll cry, cos i dun think htat it can be translated and watever crap they have to do in US so fast right?

i need a sugar fix...... and my contract is ending soon, how does that tie in with each other? i dunno. i stopped thinking coherently since the last time i wrote a bio essay. ^_^

off to read fics. oh, and this is funny. abt glorfindel clearing his room.... reminds me vaguely of my room last time when i had to sort it out..... just had to imagine erestor as my mum and glorfindel as me and it really really fits the bill. *wink* enjoy~!

Saturday, June 5

12:14 AM

today, i recieved an order from an orc. really. no kidding.... this person from aspial e-mailed her request to one of the sales pple.... and in the "from:" line, it said 'orc'. and of course being me i laughed my head off in the computer room, leaving the poor new girl to stare at me like i was some deranged psycho. oh wait, i think she already knew that part.

*big cheesy grin* so, if an orc exists in singapore, does that mean i'll fin leggy soon? ^_^

this post will be short cos i need to paint my nails. going for class thingy tmr.... i'm wondering whether or not to experiment and try metallic blue tips on pearl base.... *waggles eyebrows* all the crazy colours i bought from as long ago as sec 3 are coming in handy. ^_^

off to read and paint nails! *waves and disappears in a cloud of sugar dust*

Thursday, June 3

11:13 PM

argh........ i is stoned.... but surprisingly wide awake... it's not that physically tired kind of stoned... it's just..... numb, somehow. nothing seems to be bothering you now, and if only it was raining and abt 23 deg outside, the weather would be perfectly nice and cool to match wat i feel......

dun get it? *shrugs* neither do i.

got letter from UCAS today. i'm eligible for clearing. now got to figure out wat to do. from wat i checked of the course codes just now, it doesn't seem like their any uni's that are on the medical council's list that have space....

lots of stuff to do this weekend. got to write out my UNSW thingy, write personal staement, clear mysutff and read my prospectus', write NUS appeal... sigh. and try to guess when my last day is at work..... i really really need time off, i miss being a student. i miss not needing to worry abt anything but getting the tutorial done and passing my block tests. and thi is the part where those studying shoot me death glares and say that i'm crazy. ^_~

i need to read. i need entertainment. and i need to go hyper. i went slightly high at work today when the new girl joined me cos i finally had someone to talk to, and now i think she thinks i'm deranged......

random thought: if i were a mage, i'd go play with fire... .lots of fire. and maybe go burn something down and blow something. now THAT's wat i call H-O-T.

don't mind me. i'm just being....... me? well, who else could i be.... me, myself or i? pick one.

end of transmission. *static*

Wednesday, June 2

5:54 PM

*drumroll* en^2 recommendtions!!!!!!!!! well, only one for today..... featuring: hyper glorfindel and erestor... and it's not ///, just them driving each other nuts... kinda like the elevator fic from last week.

currently eating a bowl of twisties and contemplating writing. ^_^ nice to hae a holiday in the middle of the week ne~~~

sis went to buy a digicam with dad just now, so now we're the proud owners of a cannon ixus..... now if only she'll tell me how to load the stuff into the com cos i'm too lazy to go read the manual myself..... she's going israel on sat, lucky... i also want to go.... speaking of sat, got class dinner at a chalet, but dunno whether i want to go or not, i'll prob end up going, but i dun really feel like hauling my lazy self over to loyang to be the clown of the day...... altho the prospects of suan-ing chiken are quite tempting....... *rubs hands evilly* ok. i'm going. ^_^

a miracle happened last night..... i had a serious intelletual conversation with the ning da, the ms wee and the xx for once on msn.... and it's all ning's fault.... i still maintain that the court was stupid and the lawyer on drugs and the doctor in deep hole of bad luck and the parents deluded and the kid..... you get the point... and i dun see how that ended up becoming a discussion on how bimbo i am... *scratch head*

i need to go write my personal statement for uni of tasmania..... and structure my appeal aka: piece of my mind to nus admissions... and do my cpf thing..... >< reading fics looks much more interesting than that, cos i've got at least 5 windows open, one of which is a 45 chpt ficcie....... and everyone knows wat i'm going to end up doing right? oh, but it's 4 laready, if i'm going to get any writing done, i guess it's not today. i write ahem stuff better at night. *wink wink*

and i think noone understands wat i've just written so...... *sighs* *shakes head*