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En² is a very (and i mean VERY) hyper and warped person. Add that to the fact that she can be stoned and hyper at the same time, hyper all the time, warped all the time, all the above in the various permutations and combinations... and you get a walking corrupted err... sugar timebomb. XD And there's also that ability to say dodgy and embarrassing things in public.


She is currently fulfilling her dream of being a chao mugger in university in the land down under (under what? it's uke???) where she sacrifices sleep for the sake of studying, drooling at her computer screen and trying to corrupt more people. Sort of in that order. Hopefully. She's living by herself now and has discovered the joys of cooking and that *gasp* she can actually cook!


She has many obsessions... some of which you either don't know about or don't need to know about, and a lot you really don't and shouldn't want to know about. ^_~ So don't ask. Same goes with her livejournal account. If you don't know her LJ username then it means that you're not corrupted enough to know. Still, can't hurt to ask ne? At most you'll just get a very loud 'DAME DESU!' screamed at you. XD


Her hobbies include bouncing around in lalaland, drooling over various bishies, writing/reading fanfic, drooling at and itching to grope/kidnap various bishies, daydreaming, sleeping, eating lots of sugar... basically being hyper and crazy... and not to mention, warped. Very warped. *evil music*


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Computer Game:
- Dirge of Cerberus
- Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core (wish list)

Non-existent Bishuonen:
- Sephiroth (FF7)
- Cloud (FF7)
- Vincent (FF7)
- Riku (KH)
- Erm... the rest know who they are so they can feel loved about not being mentioned here.

Puppy farm:
- Toma aka toto-chan
- Yamapi aka p-chan
- Matsujun aka momo-chan
- Hasejun aka haha-chan
- Aiba aka aibaKA-chan
- Jin aka baka-chan
(and not forgetting)
- Kame-chan the turtle

Anime:
- Too many on the 'to watch list'

Manga:
- Yamane Ayano!
- CLAMP
- Whatever else I'm collecting and downloading

Songs:
- Flavour of Life (Utada Hikaru)
- Truth (Yuna Ito)
- Kiss Me Goodbye (Angela Aki)
- KOKIA
- Evanescence
- Secret Garden

Book:
- The Black Jewels Trilogy by Anne Bishop

Pet Phrase:
- Random cursing
- Adding 'desu' to any phrase possible

Anticipating:
- Not having to take exams for the next year
- Starting research and getting to play with venoms.


« Bloggie V09 »


Overdue layout again. This time it’s the gang from Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2. Well, the <I>human</I> part of the KH gang… I don’t like Donald and Goofy that much to include them in the layout. XD haha. Was going to do a Dirge of Cerberus one, except I couldn’t find decent pictures of Vincent and Lucretia so. *shrugs* Maybe some other day.


The left hand side is from KH1; right hand side is from KH2. I was trying to get the feeling of change and growth but… hmm, I dunno. Did it work? Ya, well, for those who don’t know, the brunette girl is Kairi, the brunette boy is Sora, the silver-haired BISHIE! is Riku. The blonde boy and girl are Roxas and Naminé from KH2. The star thingy in the middle is the charm that Kairi gave Sora to make him promise that he would come back to her after he stayed behind to look for Riku at the end of KH1.


Pictures were screen capped from the opening and closing FMVs of KH2, which I downloaded from… somewhere. Same goes with the brushes. The text is from the opening of KH2. The separator and the page title are from the Gameboy version of KH, taking place between KH1 & 2… so it’s called Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories. Ya ya, I have no originality. So sue me. (Actually, no don’t sue me. I want my money)


Still no avatar or past layouts page… and I doubt there’ll ever be one. ^_^” ya. And erm, if this layout looks funny or whatever, you’ll just have to live with it for a few months. Considering that my exams are less than a month away, I really don’t know why I’m messing around on my blog. Sigh.


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Thank you -
For being a special friend.
For sharing your life with me.
For corrupting me to anime and manga.
For making me laugh.
For being our evil mastermind.
For making me a gaming addict.
For all the crazy times.
For the good memories.
For being you.
For being there.

In loving memory

Deborah Wee
3 Nov 1985 - 26 Mar 2007


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Our homepage: winter-muse.net
Partner-in-crime: ning
Cousin of the above: xx
Provider of credibility: amy
Gone on ahead: deborah
Fellow corrupted fangirl: amy
Partner-in-babbling: rox
Hard-Boiled Egg: kat


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Wednesday, June 29

5:18 PM

wtf..... why is my code scrwed????? argh..... too lazy to go and dig thru all the html to fix it.... maybe some day when i'm bored (prolly not any day soon) so i guess i'll just leave it as it is until i get my new layout out..... must do my bakakame layout! *determined look* cos if i don't do one now, i won't be able to do one til i come home.... cos no way am i going to try uploading my slices in the com lab in med fac.... cos i've got better things to burn my bandwidth on in jch then checking to see if bloggie loads properly...

burning gokusen anime on psycho-compy-sama now... so i'm blogging off nimbus.... and er... d/ling tsuba vids while i'm at it. ^_^" waaaaaaaaaaaaad... i want to see the full dance for 'diamond' cos the stupid harucon dvd kept doing slow-motion captures and various stupid effects.... so... all hail the fans with the not-so-legal means of getting videos~! XDXDXDXD

plaing enter he matrix thru ghost's POV now.... was going to play in the afternoon actually, but i was skmming thru my guide last nite nad i realised that i can get some extra weapons in the stage i'm abt to enter if i do a spot of hacking... so i'll do the hacking tonite wen it's easier to see the highlights on the keyboard..... so irritating.... the resolution and contrast of the words sux.... and i have to use the joystick to select each letter... takes sooooo long just to type a decent lie of code... gr..... wish i had the pc version instead... inputting on a keyboard would be so much more convenient........

why are my discs taking so long to burn???? *pokes compy*

the ending for anego sux. i haven't watched from ep 7 onwards, but i skimmed thru ep 10 and and and... *bawls eyes out* *kicks scriptwriters/directors/whoever's fault it is* it's not that i apporve of older woman x younger man r'ships... but but but, naoko and kurosawa are just tooooo cute and baka together!!!! must go and watch the full thing to understand wad happened properly but..... they didn't get married!!! *cries* but that means that jin!kurosawa is still up for grabs ne? XD *grope*

ok.... i think all the matrix-ing is getting to me..... i swear that i was dreaming of guns and bombs last nite. ^_^" but blowing pple up is teh fun fun fun~!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXD

*prods tsuba d/l* why so slow le.... i'm not leaving my com on while i go out later.... cos dad will be mopping the floor and... he does it very... energetically... so i'm scared he'll accidentally yank nimbus + cable off the porable table it's on.... cos i have one of those hospital tables in my study that i use for nimbus.... and my psycho-compy has it's own compy table... so i look very coughprofessionalcough cos i have 2 com's on and i'm working on both at the same time ne? err... i think i'm digressing... wat was i talking abt in the first place???? *scratch head* ah forget it. shall go and read fanblogs now and..... stone. ^_^" bye bye~~!!!




Tuesday, June 28

10:47 PM

apparently results are out already????? scaree da ne... mag called me while i was playing matrix to say that jw msged her to tell her that... so i paused the game and dashed down to see if it's real... waiting for firewall to start-up so i can access internet now..... *crosses fingers*

anyway, i'm meeting up with steph from jch next week... have to mail rox to tell her.... then we can all go shopping~!! yay~!!!

*prods anti-virus and firewall* hurry up le........

meh!!!! me got 73% for both........ 2 marks away from H2A!!!! *whacks markers* i thought you were supposed to spill coffee on my paper and give me a H1!!!!!! nvm nvm.... at least i passed and can go to next sem. XDXD i bet they had to scale the marks down cos everyone did too well..... mou! does that mean i could have gotten higher????? *fans self* don't stress don't stress.... 1st sem not counted..... shall go celebrate by blowing more pple up then. XD *poofs to play matrix*




Monday, June 27

11:58 PM

forgot to add... i was doing a little bit of writing for my original fic last nite after watching resident evil.... progress is teh slow.... in fact, i think i'll never stick it up on fictionpress..... it'll be for me and me only to read.... i think... see how la.... it's going to be an epic.... and i don't think i've even covered 1% yet.... and names!!! argh.... i suck at naming pple.... *head desk* and why oh why do the characters sound like me talking???? heck, the character i was writing wasn't even the main character!!!! and already she sounds like me. *dies* i should really stop being so hyper when writing ne? -_-"

someone give me names.... anything is fine.... i think i have too many characters for my own good...... stupid supporting roles..... how the heck do pple come up names for all hteir characters????




11:09 PM

finally!!! haven't been able to blog the past few days cos blogger was screwing ard... refused to load my 'new post' page properly.... or maybe it was compy-sama protesting once more at moy downloading sprees? considering that the other day it decided to switch my anti-virus guard off for fun. -_-" i swear my compy is more temperamental than a pregnant woman..... it used to spontaneously reboot last time whenever sis tried to do work on it.... it would just reset everytime she hit the keyboard by accident when crossing her legs. -_-"

been playing enter the matrix this few days..... supposed to do from ghost's POV, but decided to play from niobe's again cos the last time round i seriuosly screwed it up... still screwing up but less so. ^_^" quite fun.... dad was giving me strange looks cos he just happened to be watchin me play during one of the car chases..... and thans to the general 'darkness' of the game, i couldn't exactly see where i was going so i was crashing everywhere. *whistles* and i err.... didn't know that i could actually change the view of the car from driver to overhead until today..... so... ^_________^" let's just say that given the number of pillars i crashed into, it's a wonder the freeway in the matrix is still standing. XDXDXD

hm... busy week ahead.... was actually planning to call ning and ask her whether she wanted to go out this week.... but as usual, i haven't gotten round to doing it... sides, this week is totally booked already... going out with mum tmr... wed got bible study... thurs going out with my auntie.... fri going to collect air ticket and buy books... sat is badminton with the HC girls..... looks like i better start my anatomedia in between all that so that i can go out with ning and lyd next week..... XD

rang mise on saturday... wanted to go collect my kaizokufan... btu guess wat? it's STILL not tehre. -_-" now i'm starting to wish that i'd bought it from aussie even tho i'd prolly have paid more for it... for one, they're more efficient..... i doubt it's mise's fault really? but seriuosly, 1 month at customs/rotting somewhere in the post office? this is really.... CANNOT MAKE IT. *rolls eyes* i really hope it comes before i go back to aussie.... if not then ms wee is welcome to have dvd party with ning da and fangirl on my bealf.... or by herself (touch wood) if it decides not to come until after ning has gone back. *cries* my bakanishi..... meh!

to ning: *waves madly* ohayo~!!!!! gomen gomen i haven't called you... been too busy pracitsing me wonderful(ly lousy) sniping skills... i finsihed downlaoding the entire series of p-chan's drama... except that there aren't any seeds, so the last 2 MB are non-existent!!! *cries* other thatn that, all the other files are ok..... want me to burn/lend anything? i have all of gokusen 1 & 2 and anego and p-chan's drama..... haven't decided/found anything else to d/l. XDXDXD

to aimee: KYAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! you're alive!!!! how's boston/wherever you are now? (can't remember the place... sorry sorry~!!! ^_^") and yesh, me hath moved on from drooling over legolas to drooling over the pweeeeetty pweeeetty jap guys.... cos for one, they are real and leggy, unfortunately, isn't, so there's a 0.00000001% more chance of me meeting them in real life. XDXDXDXD but i still ♥ leggy. a little bit. a very tiny tiny little bit. XDXDXD

to amy (chi): amy-chan~!!!!! oh yes, amy, meet amy *points up* tee hee... this is addresssed to the one in taiwan.... halo halo`! how are you?? suffering from heat? be glad you don't live near the equator, i think it's worse here.... and your aunt is a takki fan???? hahaha, you guys can go drool over him together then. XDXDXD ne ne ne, if you see a really really old drama (from '98 i think?) called love and peace, can help me buy? cos it's got chibi toma in it. XDXDXD other than that, have fun over there, i'll pop by mise someday soon to pick up the takki pencilboards for you and athena-sama. XDXDXD

okie dokie... shall go and bathe now while waiting for the last ep of anego to d/l..... kyaa!! i hope jin does more dramas.... his acting is actually pretty good.... and his strange facial expressions and general baka-ness.... *roflmao* too cute. XDXDXD i wonder if kame's due for any dramas? or is he actually going to end up in uni stalking like p-chan? arrggghhhh... i need a kat-tun fix... like now..... hmm..... maybe i shud plug nimbus up to the net tmr or smthg... then can access all my links and d/l more stuff.... i think the next mp3 rotation should be up for the site i d/l all my j=kin stuff from? ^_________^ *rubs hands evilly* okei dokie. that's all for today then, bye bye til the next time i blog~!!!! *poofs in a cloud of sugar dust*




Thursday, June 23

6:15 PM

la la la la la......

had movie marathon on... tuesday? ya i think it was tuesday... star wars in the morning... pretty ok show.... somehow, the CG doesn't impress me as much any more. *shrugs* but it was an interesting way to find out how anakin became darth vader.... needless to say, mum enjoyed it very much and she was on a high the rest of the day. -_-" came home and watched LotR, the two towers... sis was tryig to guess who i like(d) and of course i refused to tell her.... so nice to irritate her... like i refused to tell her how much i paid for summary. XDXDXD after dinner we watched RotK... kya~!!! extended version is ♥~! the drinking game btwn legolas and gimli was funny....
L: theres this strange tingling in my fingertips, i think it's affecting me.
G: *goes cross-eyed and passes out dead drunk*
and i think there was more background on the paths of the dead? *shrugs* don't really remember how the short version was but. ^______________________^ me is happy rabid fangirl now...

been watching loads of gokusen these few days.... got 1 more pe of gokusen 2 to finish before i move on to anego. XDXDXD and now i'e this urge to watch kimi wa petto and all the anime i ahve again. -_-" oh wait, i forgot, i still have all of amy's anime in nimbus-san. XDXDXD woo-hoo!!!! but.... er.... i think i'm supposed to do my anatomedia sometimes coughsooncough. nvm, shall pia my anatomedia so i can watch my stuff *determined look* oh ya, must go pester henry abt wat books i shud buy also... think i'm going down to bras basah to get my books sometime next week? XDXDXD

watched summary for the Nth time just now for fun... cos it ws too late tow atch RotK again. ^_^" and and and, p-chan was stalking jin!!! hahaha, no la, he was just walking in the same direction a few metres behind jin when they went out into the audience. XD la la la la la..... hm.... orthodontist appointment tmr.... the clinic is next to heeren..... heeren has mise.... mise has my dvd.... or rather, i assume they have my dvd, cos they missed called me last week and i was too lazy to call them back to ask. ^_^" no harm dragging mum there agian wat right? i mean, she finds the place amusing. XDXDXD sides, ning da is coming home soon, so even if i don't go tmr i can always drag her out one day right? *pokes and prods ning*

la la la la la.... think i shall go watch gokusen now then..... i'll prolly watch it again on nimbus to 'check that my discs were burnt properly' XDXDXDXDXXD bi bye~!!!!!




Monday, June 20

11:15 PM

burning gokusen now..... and d/ling anego. XDXD bakanishi~!!!! *drools and floods study* i was watching summary this afternoon.... and mum watched a teensy little bit before she left to bring grandma to eye doctor... and guess how she identifies them? "oh, that sissy group?" and then she said "that guy in red is kinda sissy le...." (note: ALL of kat-tun were in red -_-") and no guessing who she was talking about.... yep, a certain 20-going-on-21 year old who was the only person wearing a big hat with a giant feather in it...... aka: the bakanishi. -_-" tho i must admit, he is kinda.... *stuffs baka's ears with cotton wool* floppy-wristed? but then, i think that's why me ♥ him, cos he is TEH PWETTY~!!! XDXDXD (i can just hear frenchie rubbing it in over dinner that i like pretty boys now... sigh)

amy called me a while ago cos she was bored and goddess' room was too far above hers to go irritate her... tsk tsk tsk... so i was tempting her with gokusen 2 and anego, andd she was dangling claudio in front of me... and we had a rather... warped convie with lots of innuendo's in it. XDXDXD warpedness is good... as are milo shots and all... *bounces happily*

someone else found my bloggie..... sigh..... fitrie, uf you're reading this, i don't mind exchanging links... i shall just hope and pray that the link to my bloggie doesn't end up with someone i know who really shouldn't be reading this. ^_^"

la di da... burn faster le....... and anego! d/l faster le!!!!! speaking of anego.... jin had to play rugby in it. *roflm* can imagine the off-shots:

director: ok, we need you to run after the ball, catch it and then get tackled to the floor by a million other guys waiting to grope your butt, and then pretend to pass out while we pour water over your head and wake you up.
jin: but... it'll ruin my hair.... and all my nice stlying will have gone to waste.... adn can you repeat the whole thing again? i didn't quite catch it the first time round.

ok. i think i'm making him sound too much like a bimbo, but.... kya!!!! his hair is too pretty (sometimes) to be true!!! that does it... anyone willing to sponsor me a one-way ticket to japan to go stalk him? XDXDXDXDXD

yatta~! burning spree for the nite is finished. off to watch gokusen season 2!!!! jin!yabuki and kame!odagiri picking a fight in a deserted warehouse!!! after which they raburabu together!!!!! woohoo!!!!! *disappears in a cloud of sugar dust*

ps: i realize i ramble a lot..... la di da..... rambling is good. XDXDXD and i'm off to watch star wars with mum tmr morning.... how that is related to rambling... i dunno. XDXDXD fried anakin anyone? XD




12:01 AM

yay~! gokusen 2 finished d/ling~!!!!! now i shall hope that my ability to read fan ti hath not flown out the window..... d/ling ep 3 of anego now.... skimmed thru ep 2... the bakanishi kissed the main character at the end!!! *whacks bakanishi* cmi da ne... but to give him credit, at least he made the first move unlike p-chan in stand up. *rofl* cue random thot of the day: is it some johnny's initiation rite where they have to star in at least 1 drama where there is a odler woman younger man r'ship? i mean there's:
1) p-chan the dance teacher in the drama i can't remember the name of
2) matsujun in kimi wa petto
3) ken-chan in neverland (altho it was sorta against his will)

and i think the list goes on but you get the point..... *shrugs* demo demo demo, *does flapping actions* bakanishi in a suit with nice flippy hair~! *sqeeeeeeee* KAKKOI!~!!!!! (♥)_(♥)

sorry toma dearie, i think the bakanishi hath replaced thee at my ichiban spot..... stupid mr johnny for not giving you enuff publicity with or without your p-chan to hold my attention...... *kicks mr johnny* btw, is it true kat-tun are releasing debut album sometime soon? crap, since when did i become a kat-tun fangirl? *head desk*

watching summary tmr..... sis is sick so she'll be at home and i can scare her. XDXDXD mwahahahahahaha.... bakanishi on my nice big tv~!!! *fangirls massively*

i really should let compy-sama rest soon... but.... anego ep 3 is 32% complete.... *pats compy-sama* ganbatte for just a leeeeeeetle while more and i'll give you a nice 12 hour break since friday afternoon okie? XD i need to let you rest before i go on my burnign spree anyway.... won't want you crashing on me halfway *touch wood*

off to watch gokusen and anego now~! *bounces off to the land of flippy-hair-of-doom*




Sunday, June 19

6:03 PM

surfing the jdorama website cos i'm bored and waiting for gokusen and anego ep 2 to finish d/ling before i give compy-sama a break from OT-ing the whole weekend..... and... *gasp* TSUYO AND KO-CHAN ARE COUSINS?!?!?!? *dies* ok. i didn't know that...... (even tho they do have the same surnames....) and... ahem. well. cough how did tsuyo turn out so ugly un-pretty? are they are SHORT. as in REALLY SHORT.... ko-chan is only as tall as me!!!!!

does mr johnny like uke guys or wat? well, all except the bakanishi who prolly grew taller than expected. XDXDXD

BT is giving me lousy rates. bleh. *kicks BT* faster da ne!!!!! me wanteth bakanishi now now now!!!! cos at least his acting isn't as stoned as coughyamapcough and coughtsubasacough




Saturday, June 18

7:05 PM

just watched snippets of anego..... fan ti subs are teh evil but.... gasp! i can still understand them!!!! sort of. ^_^" and teh bakanishi is teh baka and teh cute in it..... well, in wat i've seen of ep 1 so far.... i think they were playing golf or something and he managed to hit knock the ball backwards in the driving range. *dies laughing* and he was using the wrong clubs or something? so he hit the ball off the tee backwards..... not violently of course, but it was just funny. XDXDXD and then amazingly, when they went on the green to play, he managed to drive the ball really far without spraining his back even tho his stance was wrong. -_-" tsk tsk tsk.....

think i'll wait for my gokusen 2 to finish d/ling mostly before i start loading the rest of anego? *twiddles thumbs* it's finishing in abt 20 more hours anyway, so i shall hope and pray that the seeders don't decide to disappear cos i needeth the jin!yabuki and kame!odagiri baka-ness raburabu ne? XDXDXD

off to watch more gokusen 1... laters~!

ps: roti prata is ♥♥ XDXDXD




1:55 AM

guess who found the torrents for gokusen season 2 and the first ep of anego with chinese subs? *falls down* but the brilliant person uploaded the entire season of gokusen 2 as 1 file, so it's a frigging 2gig. -_-" looks like compy-sama will be doing OT on my behalf for the next few days ne? doubt i'll leave it to pull any all-nighters... don't want to risk any viruses or anything *raps wood* the things i do for the sake of bakanishi drooling=fests..... *prods SARS fansubs* hurry up and come out with the english subs!!! i don't think my chinese can withstand the onslaught of fan ti for anego and gokusen.... *cries* but why oh why is tehre only 1 subbed episode of anego???? am i really nuts enough to d/l the raw versions just to drool over jin acting like a slut (according to yo-sho)? well, after deleting all my PoT from compy, there's abt 4 free gig to d/l.... so...... *whacks self* shall resist temptation. XD




1:01 AM

eeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhh...... i just watched the video clip of tsuba's performance of 'go on' from 2003 may..... and kat-tun were backdancing for him..... and sad to say, baka had really bad hair.... as in REALLY BAD HAIR. think: BIRD'S NEST. *dies* and his clothes!!! this is one of the occasions when i have to say it.... JIN NO BAKA!!! TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT!!! *whack* that idiot wore a singlet TUCKED INTO his 'leather' pants with a 'leather' vest thingy..... and it was very... tackey ^_______^ *dodges ms wee's missiles* but since he is my baka little puppy, i shall be nice to him and say that he was a good little jin becos he didn't take any shortcuts while dancing for tsuba. XDXD i bet he only got lazy after kat-tun started having more solo songs? XDXD or else having nice and long(er) hair absorbed too many of his (non-existent) brain cells and interfered with his motor skills therefore depriving him of his ability to do ALL the moves in a single song? XDXDXDXD *pats bakanishi* ok ok, i'll stop insulting you and go fangirl over sawada!mop now.... go raburabu with your kame-chan and i'll poke more fun at you when i get my dvd. XDXDXD




12:42 AM

*showers luff and peace on sister* me is now the proud owner of a new handphone~!!! XDXDXD nokia 7270... it's a clam shell phone... and it's teh purdy da ne..... one of the red and black series (like the lipstick case phone)... only thing is that it doesn't have bluetooth and can't play mp3s... but it can do video and voice recordings... so if i'm bored enough i'll blast some j-pop songs and record them to use as my ring tone. XDXDXD

went on shopping spree with mum and sis today.... and got new stuff. XD got a belt at 77th street for only $15. XD and a new ring from mini bits, aka where i got my 'takki' ring from.... i ♥ chunky rings.... perlini's was having 40% off all rings until this sunday i think..... but.... i kinda abuse my rings (eg: washing my hands with soap without removing them) so no point buying such expensive ones altho they are nice..... shall stick to the cheap stuff so that i won't feel bad if i lose them... which i tend to do given that i just scatter my rings all over my study table. ^_^" wat else... ah yes, got another top from fox.... .gearing up for summer ne? XDXDXD

ms wee, i ordered arashi thingy for you.... it's 65.90, and guess wat, i think the SA doesn't recognise me anymore. XDXDXD so i can go haunt the place... and my kaizokufan is STILL at customs. *falls down* i bet they're enjoying themselves too much to give it back to me ne? *shakes fist at customs* but according to the SA it's expected tmr... so i hsall hope that they call me..... oh, and they have come up with another variation to my name: evien.... quite... nice actually. -_-" better than 'urn' *whacks stupid coffee bean guy* mum was highly amused at the shop and volunteered to come and help me buy stuff next time i need any ordering done. *rofl* my mum is too amusing..... and and and, when i showed her the pic of takki in the olympus advert, she immediately spotted him on display on the wall opposite.... very sharp ne? i shud intro her to kat-tun raburabu one day... except she might get scared.... didn't stay long in the shop, otherwise sis might decide to start doing psychoanalysis on me..... i'll go back someday to get my dvd and buy pencilboards for the goddess and the amy. XDXD

gokusen is almost done d/ling.... hmm..... to watch on compy-sama or to bring nimbus up to room to watch?? XDXDXD la di da....or maybe i shud sleep ne. ^_^" see how la...... off to surf for d/ls for my new phone~!!!!!




Thursday, June 16

9:56 PM

I'M HOME!!!!!!!!!!!! *flying glomps psycho-compy-sama* i missed you and all the crack on your hard drive!!! and... omg.. there's only 4% free space left??? *falls down* i wodner wat sis has been doing to you..... OMG!!! I TOLD HER TO DEFRAG THE COMPUTER!!!!! WAT THE HECK?!?!?!?!??! ALL OF IT IS FRAGMENTED!!!!!! *fans self* no wodner it's lagging..... sigh..... *pats psycho compy-sama* i ♥ thee still even tho you are highly fragmented.... hmm... looks like i have to do some deletions tho... too much stuff on your hard drive... guess i'll get rid of some prince of tennis since i already burnt all of them onto disc.... and if i need them i can ask huizhuan. XD

wtf... henry is trying to convine me that i'm in love with TY. *whacks idiot male* so now, i'm giving him death threats online..... grrr,,,, but i really wonder.... is TY attached now or not? according to how i read his blog, he is... but he's not confessing... maybe i shud grill him online after compy-sama finishes defrag-ing..... and when my darling gokusen finishes d/ling, XDXDXD the joys of bit-torrent.... i think i've been suffering from download withdrawal. XD

ok long post ahead..... start reading slowly ne? let's start from first aid on tues..... it was... pretty fun... the morning was boring... just us sitting in a circle answering various questions..... and the test was easy..... but a little tricky, so good thing i studied.... i think i got 27/30, so i was in the safe zone, *sigh of relief* spent most of the morning desperately trying not to fall asleep... i think the demonstartor could tell htat i wasn't exactly... 'there' most of the time ne? ^_^" afternoon was more fun... even tho we only had a 30min lunch break... and we had to dash to subway and back to gobblee lunch..... in the afternoon we got down to the practical details.... learnt how to tie a sling.... except i think i've already forgotten how to do it ^_^" but i'll definitely remember my CPR for a loooooooooong time more...

first off the dummy is..... spastic... and secondly, it's sooo hard to blow air into hte damn thing!!!! grrrrrr.... i think i almost died trying to get air into the thing.... until i realised that ti wasn't tipping it's head far back enough... and according to the deomnstrator, the way i tip it's head back will break the neck of a real person.... so whoopee! i killed my 'first kiss'-ee. XDXDXDXD die you evil dummy!!! which happened to be called 'little anne' BUT i will no go into that. nope. but..... most memorable qoute from the demonstrator: "Open your mouth and blow!! open wider! wider!" cough cough cough warped pple.... i think you know what i mean...... ^___________^

yup, so that was first aid in a nutshell..... after that i went to threasherman's to buy giant cookie, and then went back to hall to bitch abt doing CPR.... i think the pple at the table were rather amused cos i was all grouchy and crap before i ate my (double) serving of sugar... nad fater that i was all smiles. XD suigar makes my world go round. XD packed my room and luggage until 2... cos i was wwaiting for a load of laundry to finish even tho we're technically not supposed to do laundry after 10.30... but heck, noone obeys that rule XD so i was freaking out at 12am cos my luggage was definitely weighing more than 20kg and i hd no idea wat i could take out... so after running ard like a mad chicken and spamming henry to see if he knew anyone who had a weighing scale cos he was the only one in college awake at that hour. ^_^" woke up at 7.50 to go for brekkie so i cld say bye to rox... .and then i complained and stressed to athena abt my luggage before i decided that i should just call wantas and solve my problems... turns out that the limit was 32kg per piece, not 20, so i was stressing abt nothing -_-" well, it's 20 for economy, but cos i get additional 10 cos i'm a student, so my max is upped to 32, after which i'd have to take stuff out. but when they weighed it at the airport it was 26kg, so i was worrying over nothing. ^_^"

so i ran around like a mad chicken again the entire morning packing my room, and then i had to do my sheets... and my stupid track pants were refusing to dry... -_-" so i only finished my laundry at 11.15.... and then i spammed amy's room. XD and went to say bye to the asian gang.... and then mag called me mulitple times from a pay phone but kept getting cut-off... stupid aussie pay phones.... and then she rang me at 11.40 to say that the cab was waiting outside college sqaure...... brilliant system the cabs have ne? you tell them it's for such and such a time and it comes immediately. anyway, after much shouting (thanks to the wonderful reception in my room) and headbanging, she finally managed to sort the whole mess out.... so i ran down to pay my $3.60 bill to wendy. -_-" and then ran back to my room to fold my sheets... and then mag called at 3.05 to say she was in the cab... and i hadn't thrown my rubbish yet!!!! so idumped the last few items into my backpack, grabbed my laptop, almost left my coat behind, and dragged everything out to the foyer whre i dumped eveyrthing onto the floor, dashed out the backdoor to throw my stuff, dashed back in and then dragged everything down the stiars...... and ran smack into ms rickards and james outside......

the cab showed up just as jiawei got to the gate we were supposed to meet at.... stupid company refused to give us a wagon, so jiawei's luggage had to go in the front seat, and all of us squeezed in the backseat... not a vey comfy position, considering that mag had a giant CD case, plus a duffel AND her backpack... and i had a bulky laptop bag, plus my backpack... and jiawei had a backpack and a er... soccer ball. -_-" ya... so it was rather a squash in the cab.... and we got to the airport super early, only to be confronted by this HUGE Q that wsa practically extending out the door for out flight. -_-" and... why the heck do we have to RENT the trolley at the airport??? *whacks idiot pple who came up with the idea* i felt so stupid trying to pull a trolley out before i realised that i had to pay for it.... after which i gave up and just dragged my luggage ard the airport while waiting for the IH-ers to turn uip... and i now have a very sore set of shoulders from that. ><

it was super drama in teh airport...... first jiawei realised that STA didn't issue him a ticket,.... and then ugy checking us in took almost an hour to 10 of us done at the same time..... and we still got split up anyway so we shud have done it individually. after which we hung ard a bit, then went into the departure area.... where mag was promptly arrowed by the officer becos of her duffel.... packed full of dog food and other... foods.... to give them credit, they are sharp... considering the fact that we spilled into the area with loads of other pple but she could still see mag when she put her bag down to fill out her deprature card... so after some reshuffling that didn't make much of a diff (i mean, ocme on, no matter where you put the damn thing, it's still going to end up on the same plane, so screw it all!) she let us thru... so we got in Q for customs check.... where mag was (again) hauled off to some room becos they mistook her for an overstayer. *rolls eyes* talk about inefficient system.... actually, mag, you COULD sue them yanno. ^_~ we were wondering wat happened to her, cos all us us went thru without incident (why must we take our laptops out for separate scanning anyway/) and she just disappeaerd from the Q... so jiawei rang her and we all got a shock when he calmly told us that she told him she was in a room somewhere. -_-" charis calls this first-time-flying-suay-ness... o hope it doesn't again to any of us.... cos it's really nerve wrecking, especially when all of us were suffering from lack of sleep and post-exam hangovers....

i got an exit door seat... except i was next to the window wall so half my foot space was taken up by the door... ended up having to stretch my legs out towards the seat of the lady next to me.... i wonder if they found me amusing, cos i was sooo tired i fell asleep before takeoff, woke up when the plane was on the runway, fell asleep until they gave out snacks, jammed my earphones on, and proceeded to fall asleep halfway thru the movie i was watching. ^_^" and then woke up for dinner. XDXDXD after which i watched the movie again cos i missed an hour or so of it... plus my headphones were screwy and i couldn't hear the sounds properly the first time round..... so i watched the movie thru to lights out... fell asleep again and didn't wake up even after the lights were switched back on.... in fact, i didn't wake up till the enxt meal was served. XDXDXED so i just ate and slept on the whole flight back. XD

sis met me at the airport and we went ot buy my perfume.... CKone summer fragrance~! XD oh, and ms wee, your escada thing is abt 75 for the small bottle and 103 for the larger one... i don't really rememebr teh price for the smalelr one, gomen, but it was definitely btwn 70 adn 80. ^_^" collected luggage and went out... mum was seriously bouncing when i saw her... went outside and the humidity hit me like a brick wall.... so hard to breath! and it was smoky too.... and for the first time in months, i felt sticky... not a nice feeling but hey, it's HOME~!

came back and unpacked my wonderful luggage.... sis couldn't fit the pants i bought her... and was too un-funky to wear the earrings as well, so i'm now the proud owner of another pair of pants and another pair of earrings. XDXDXD other than that everything was peachy... oh, and they watched my interview vid too... and found it highly amusing... althot they didn't see why i was asking all the quesitons abt her family adn stuff. XD

i just checked out my blog and realised that it's screwed up on my com..... i will have to resixe my new layout to see it clearly i guess... so maybe i shud do my layout on psycho compy-sama???? but... it's laggy..... -_-" ah vell, will think o f that when it's time to play with pics of the bakakame. XDXDXDXD

watched batman with mum today... the show's ok..... a little boring, but much more realistic than the rest.... it makes it easier to see how bruce wayn became batman.. but i think if i've to watch it again i'll fall asleep.... saw the posters for charlie and the chocoalte factory... and teh one with willy wonka aka johnny depp said "willy wonka is semi-sweet and nuts" on it. almost died laughing. XD cos johnny depp is on crack ne? XDXD they showed the shots for fantastic 4 too.... kya~!!! so coool!!!! but the guy playing johnny isn't very cute tho.... hmm... nvm, he's on crack too. cos there'sd this scene where some nurse or smthg is taking his temp, and it goes up to 120 deg... and she goes "whoa, you're hot" and he replies "why thank you, so are you" *roflmao*

ok, that's the super long post of the millenium.... i'll try not to do this again... but then, being me, i like writing essays ne? XDXXD going shopping with sis x2 tmr and mum.. so shall go sleep now..... or amybe read my book.... or... shud i bring nimbus to my room and watch my cough cough cough anime/dvd/crack??? XDXDXXDXD *smacks self* i shud go sleep. the time diff may not be much, but that coupled with severe lack of sleep is making me a bit @_@ so ntie nite eveyrone`!!!




Wednesday, June 15

1:35 AM

crap.... i have this feeling my luggage is over the 20kg weight limit per piece..... argh.... where the heck is the weighing scale when you need one??? and why is qantas so picky about the weights???? i think i shud go ask rox what to do..... crap la, i didn't even put much stuff inside... maybe i bought too much food.... sigh.... am loading my backpack now.... but... i still have some magazines and books that i want to bring home to read left over.... i'd put them into my laptop bag except i'd have to pack my laptop charger into my luggage and... *gets confused*

in short, i need a weighing scale adn sleep. >< in a worst case scenraio, i'm invading henry's room tmr morning to try to estimate 20kg worth of notes and books...... argh..... jude and darren better have one.... i should have asked alice whether i could borrow her scale earlier.... if she has one..... bleh bleh bleh.

no mood to blog a long-winded post now... will do that tmr if i'm free enough.... still ahven't done my evil mission yet... mwahahahah




Tuesday, June 14

8:51 PM

and in the end, everything ended up the way it started out..... why must we go and complicate things for ourselves....... but i'm glad it's resolved. and yes, contrary to popular belief, the en^2 has QUITE a temper if you piss me off enough. go ask all the idiot males who bore the brunt of multiple scoldings back in jc when i was public relations officer in badminton club. XD frenchie can be the next witness to that... cos he basically chose the wrong moment just now to start being irriating and was the recipient of a knife at his throat and multiple murderous glares and i almsot blew my top at him.... but after i calmed down it was better. ^_^" the en^2 is happy once more. ^_^

first aid was stupid... but i'll blog abt it later.... i need to shower so i can go handwash my shirt now..... sigh.... it didn't occur to me this morning that i can't stick the shirt i'm wearing today into the dryer otherwise it'll shrink further..... i swear it was once longer. -_-" then i have to pack luggage and room... and mum's due to call.... la la la... busy busy busy... oh, and must write multiple notes to spam amy's room, XDXDXD retribution!!!!! XDXDXD

this time tmr, i'll be on the plane home and due to land in in 45 minutes..... *bounces*

blog more later..... the toilet is calling my name now. XDXDXD




2:39 AM

YESH!!! I FINISHED!!!!!

may i remember eveyrhting later tho... bleh.... think i'll mug my first aid book at brekkie and scare the pple ard me. XDXDXDXD

wait.... this means that i'm going home tomorrow!!!! cos it's tues morning now~!!!!! woohoo!!!! and... i'm hungry. -_-" *smacks stomach-san*

circle is playing. off to drool then brush teeth and crash. ^_^"

*crosses fingers and hopes ofr fool-proof first aid paper*




1:31 AM

rabid fangirl stuck 'circle' onto my media player playlist.... so of course i watched the video when it played.... and i finally realised that the 'scary guy' aka the one who looks like he wants to beat someone up in the intro just behind takki is actually JIN! *falls down* ya..... took me that long to realise it. ^_^" cos he was a golden monkey with short and coughuglycough hair then. but kame-chan had a mushroom hairstyle. XD kawaii~! he must have been 14? 15? 16? when they shot that performance? *pinches cheeks*

fractures are interesting... but why oh why are there so many ways to splint the damn thing and why am i still blogging!!!!!!!!!! *smacks self* shouldn't have done all my packing this aftenroon.... it could always have kept till tmr.... well, today since it's past midnight...... sigh.




12:05 AM

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit..... i think i won't be able to finish first aid in time.... my notes that is... i could always just read the slides and hope something goes in but.... argh!!! *kicks summary* JIN THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!! for being so..... baka that i amuse myself by watching you being baka!!!! *head desk*

so wat does the rabid fangirl do to console herself? she watches more summary eats kokoblack and spams her blog. *dies*

i hope the test is easy to whack.... considering that henry supposedly didn't study for it but still managed to pass it.... why oh why must htey make it a hurdle requirement???? *cries*

random thot: i'm giving my first kiss to the CPR dummy. >< i was complaining abt that to athena during dinner and saying that i shud go get a boyfren... so she told me to kiss henry cos i offered to marry him yesterday so i could kill him and steal his money and his BOAT~ yes, the guy has a boat... not like TY who only has a 'eucalyptus tree' since he's a koala. XDXDXD but no, in the end ididn't kiss anyone..... altho i was trying to convince them to get me a ticket to japan so i could go stalk the JE pple in the 12 hours leading up to the exam. XDXDXD

why am i still blogging when i shud be freaking and tearing my hair out? *head desk* obsessive compulsive bloggeritis? XDXDXD *sends jin and kame a whack via xw waves* go raburabu together both of you..... this is ALL your fault!! XP

i think i'm too obsessed. but i like being obsessed. makes life more fun. XD but still!!!!!! sigh........ 5 years ago, i wouldn't have believed you if you told me i'd end up a rabid fangirl cum med student........ bleh. *stuffs chibi!jins bouncing ard head into the xw closet and stuffs key into koyama's mouth* that shud fix the problem.... until i go to sleep that is.... then all the chibis come out and start bouncing ard me singing the song that never ends..... ta~su~ke~te!!!!!!!!!!!!




Monday, June 13

4:17 PM

argh.... summary is addictive..... i think i've watched the full thing twice and my favuorite snippets (which is like 75%) at least 5 times. *head desk* it's all baka's fault.... but his hair isn't verynice in it.... his best hair so far is in the giant blue poster on my wall. XDXD oh and... sign of rabid over-analysis: he has a belt buckle with a skull and cross bones on it. -_-" i wonder if it's actually his or whether the wardrobe manager has a fetish for jin in pirate-related stuff....

and as a result of excessive drooling dvd parties with me, myself and i (plus ep 6 of gokusen at 12mn) i now have 6 hours of first aid to finish by 9 am tmr... speaking of which, i need to find out if i'm supposed to meet mag and charmaine anywhere first so if we get lost we'll get lost together. ^_^"

jiawei rang me at 10.30 this morning... and for once i didn't snap his head off cos i er... cough cough was supposed to be awake at 8.50? but then i kept resetting my alarm clock so in a way it was good he called so i could haul my lazy ass off my bed and get started with packing my room..... yup, so, tazi arrangements are more or less settled, i think he's handling it? but then... isn't theh cab supposed ot pick mag up first?? *is confused* forget it, discuss with them tmr. ^_^"

spent the whole morning packing my room.... best thing is, i don't need to pack it? but knowing me, if i don't clea rup now, i won't clear it up next sem.... sides, i don't like having all my stuff on display when pple come in to do maintenance or watever crap... i'm leaving my psoters up tho, so if they want to paint the wall, too bad. DXDXD but.... after just clearing 20% of my stuff, i realised how screwed i'm going to be at the end of the year when i have to clear out totally.... how the heck did i collect so much stuff? i didn't shop that much..... really..... *halo* oh wait, i remember... mum and dad took back the extra luggages i came with, that's why i have so much excess..... thank goodness noone's staying in my room over the hols.... i'm leaving my chest of drawers the way it is man.. too lazy to stuff eveyrhitng into my cupboard....

luggage is more or less settled.... i got the impt stuff in already... it's just the bits and pieces that are left.... like my chargers, my pencilcase and CDs.... and other stuff i can't remember. ^_^" oh, and i found sis earrings. *sigh of relief* they were stuffed in the sie pocket together with all my receipts from my wrist exercises aka signing credit card. XDXDXD

laundry calleth... blog again later~! *poofs to retrieve clothes from dryer*




Sunday, June 12

8:29 PM

meh.... me got headahce and neckache.... maybe i shud watch some sumary to cure myself? XDXDXD

first aid last nite sucked.... i only got as far as asthma before i gave up and went to watch more summary. again. XD i think i'm addicted to it..... JIN!!!!!! (i read on tsubaholic's blog that kat-tun smoke..... does that include kame-chan? considering that he only just turned 19..... *cries* i think baka smokes too but... *crosses fingers* baka don't smoke you big baka!!!) ok, that was random... but i really don't see why the japs enjoy imitating chimneys that much..... nvm nvm, if baka ever gets lung cancer (touch wood!) i volunteer to be his doctor. XDXDXD ya. so first aid sucked. the end.

joo ye left this afternoon... but i didn't get to see her off...... not becos i overslept... but becos her stupid taxi came early and she didn't have time to come tell us that she was leaving. so i was with henry outside her door and knocking loudly on it... and just as we got to the foyer, alice, jittu and yu xi came back in and said 'oh, she left already' and we were both going 'WTF?!?!!?' athena and rox were still eating their lunch cos i was supposed to go retrieve them to say bye to her... and we were all so shocked that she's gone just like that..... wah!!! i miss joo ye already!!! the asian table just lost one member.... and i don't have anyone to keep me company during high table nights anymore..... *sniffle* i wonder who's taking over her room... kat and i have an evil plan to go bang on the door next sem ant trauma the new occupant. XDXDXD

went shopping after that.... walked till my feet hurt... so i took the tram back. without paying of course. XD bad en^2 XDXDXD bought myself another pair of pants.... they're nice and swishy too and somehow... they remind me of my character skirt from ballet... maybe that's why i bought them.. briging them back home to try with my other coughunderwearcough cos i hate VPL... otherwise it'll mean i have to go haunt the lingerie section... which is something i don't exactly like doing? i dunno..... is it supposed to be a must that all females enjoy haunting the lingerie section???

anyway, bought chocs for home, nd t-shirts for cuzzie.s.... i'm hoping and praying that they can fit into them.... otherwise i'll feel really stupid..... got a b'day card for sis too... didn't get her any present cos couldn't find anything.... bought her a pair of purple dress pants tho..... except there is the possibility that she won'tbe ablet to fitinto them and they will become mine. XDXDXD it's strange, ther smallest size here is usua;;y a 8... which is good for me... but..... aren't there any smaller sizes ard? or are the pple here naturally coughfatcough compared to UK????? and.... speaking of sis.... where the heck did i put her earrings!!!! *freaks out* i was packing my luggage when i realise di couldn't find the,m... i still can't find them, i don't think i ate them.. so where the heck are they!!!!!!! ok ok.. calm down relax.... i will find them tmr when i clean out my drawers.... if i don't i'm screwed cos her ring was in there too... i swear i saw the packet laying ard just.... yesterday???? bleh.....

horrible horrible neckache... still need to mug first aid too,.... i think i'll do first aid after talking to family... i'll watch my dvd and talk to htem. XDXDXDXD summary here i come for the..... 3rd time!!!! XDXDXD i wonder if i'll be sic of it by the time iw atch it with deborah and ning. XDXDXD

3 more days to going home!!!!! bed-san!!! toilet-san!!!! oh yes, must remember to pack my teddy into luggage too... lalalalala... and incase anyone's wondering why i pack so early, it's cos i'm the sort of person who can't decide wat to pack in...... and when i go on holidays, i have to pack my luggage everyday to make myself feel good that i'm not missing anything nad that i can find all my stuff. ^_^" but it's soooo exciting!!! i'm going home!!!!




Saturday, June 11

10:36 PM

WARNING: VERY LONG FANGIRLING POST ABT SUMMARY AHEAD!!!

*roflmao* SUMMARY is sooooo entertaining!!!! XDXDXD i think it's going to be my favourite DVD for some time now.... *sqeeees and pinches all hte JE pple's cheeks*

first off, they have decent costumes... mostly.... and secondly... well... jin's baka-ness is spreading to the rest of kat-tun... kame is now making the wierdest faces (and being more baka than usual), ueda is on crack (seriuosly! he pretended to throw a flower into the audience and then flying-skipped/hopped away). koki was being spastic (flexing his (non-existent) biceps during the curtain call), junno was.... normal (one sane one among the lot thank goodness) and jin was being baka-er than normal.. i will sqee abt him later in the post.

the intro: it was really really cool... at least, i found it cool... kat-tun in red, news in blue... jin was being extra and wearing one of the hats with the huge feathers in it.... and yamap's coat-sleeves had extra long tassels in it, i wonder why he didn't trip over them whie waving his arms. -_-" the song 'summary' is nice too.... if anyone knows where i can find an mp3 of it tell me da ne!!! and they used a lot of wires and flying ard, it was really relaly cool... the effect of 12 pple flying ard isn't asz tacky as i thot it'd be... and it was really well-co-ordinated too. ^_^

next was some historical section or smthg.... didn't understand wat they were talking abt so maybe i didn't catch the significance... but.... kame-chan the dragon slayer is very cannot make it.... and yabu-chan the coughdamselcough in distress!! *rofl* that part was crack... there was a lot of random stuff that involved many pple running ard the stage... and one part with the SHINSENGUMI!!! *dies lauighing* yamap the leader???? my FOOT man!!! but he does make a good gangster... he has the swagger perfectly done. XD must be from hanging ard nagase too much in IWGP? but it was really funny. DXDXDXD and then NEWS sang I.ZA.NA.I.ZU.KI... p-chan was in the middle of the audience in the beginning doing very half-hearted turns and flapping. *whacks* i didn't realise that he sang all of the intro to the song. so i shall give him credit and say that his voice isn't as uninspired as i thot it was.... but it still need s LOT of work. ^_~

the next part was ♥!!! jin suspended from the roof and singing!!! kyaa~!!! kakkoi~!!! *drool* the effect was pretty nice, but i think there were too many juniors waving flags on the stage... so a little messy.... but the ending was cool... he started in a 'sitting' position while they lowered him. so his ending was in a 'suspended' sort of position? i dunno how to describe it... he was basically just hanging from the rope and the lowered him onto a giant flag while yabu-chan sang with jimmy in the background..... and before i forget, i feel a little sorry for jimmy... i mean, how OLD is that guy already? and he's still prancing ard with the juniors? (altho he does get his own english solo with yabu-chan) i'm glad mr johnny didn't make toma and hasejun and kazama dance with the rest of the chibis.... i'd feel a little.... embarrassed for them cos they ARE the sempai after all... but back to the dvd. after yabu was kat-tun again/.... kya~!!! jin doing latin dance!! or part of a latin dance.... he was waving a rose ard and then he sort of kissed it and put it on the stage before kame-chan came on for his part, and then kame-chan picked up the rose!!!! XDXDXD then gave it to koki when it was koki's turn. -_-"" but it was funny, cos they had to take off their hats and throw them backstage.... it happened that koki wasn't looking where he threw his hat, so it hit one of the ABC guy's head. *rofl* so i saw the hat deflecting off the guy's head in the background. XDXDXD

dont' remember wat happened after that... shold have a few more songs, but since i haven't watched it enough times and i can't read the kanji on the title page, i shall skip ahead to the more important parts. oh wait, i remember one more part... htere was this sort of turkish? dance thingy.... where jin and kame were singing together... and jin no BAKA was lazy in his dance again!!! *smacks jin* they were supposed to turn their backs to the audience and do a high kick to the side.... kame-chan did it, but JIN DIDN'T!!!! he just turned ard, shook his butt a little (not that i'm complaining) and then turned back around and continued singing. *falls down* that guy is terrible!!!! xDXDXD but i think i ♥ him cos he's such a big big BAKA! *huggles*

next there was a medley section where they were singing all the sempai songs.... p-chan sang 'ambitious japan' by tokio dressed in this... red.... robin-hood-cowboy thing. i alm,ost laughed my head off when i saw him in it. *prods p-chan* poor thing. always gets the tassels and strange stuff.... i bet the costume pple enjoy torturing you cos you're so blur you prolly dunno wat you're wearing until just befor eit's time ot go on stage!!!! XDXDXD anyway, they sang 'hakka candy' by KK, 'ai no melody' by V6 (in this case represented by kat-tun.... i shall not comment. it was very entertaiing to see them bouncing ard) and A.RA.SHI by dumdumdum arashi. ^_^" oh, and 'yume monogatari' by T&T XD whaahah..... all of them had to wear feather boas.... kat-tun wore blue (tsuba) and news wore pink (takki)... i think jin was the one who draped the boa over p-chan's head... otherwise i saw wrongly... but p-chan had this 'get me outta here' look on his face when he first put on the boa. XDXDXd

next was 'dreams' by news, then 'never again' by kat-tun, then more shounentai songs.... followed by jimmy and yabu-chan singing 'new york new york'... gd thing they got jimmy to sing it cos it's all i english.... SO NICE to hear proper english diction from the JE for once. ^____^ then kame-chan sang a song from dream boy... i think it's the one takki sang during the curtain call for dream boy? not sure, but it sounds really familiar.... and then he did some stunts on the ropes.... and was twirling ard, hanging by a foot and arm etc etc etc.... i bet even if he fell off he wouldn't die... the fans would catch him and grope him to death... until jin rescues him maybe? XD oh, speaking of rescuing, there was one song where they went out into the audience, and i think some fans grabbed hold of p-chan and he coudln't get back to the stage, so koyama had to haul him up the side. *pokes koyama* i guess lightbulbs do have their uses too? you're fogriven for the next 5 minutes... or until toma comes back to claim his stone p=chan. XD erm... where was i...

ah yes, after dream boy, ther was a news vs kat-tun section that was full of crack too... they were pretending to be mafia in new york...-_-" CMI!!!! well, kat-tun make good gangsters... they are all super pai-kia..... i bet jin and kame taught them from gokusen? XDXD news make lousy mafia... they are so..... cough cough cough... so it was basically them fighting it out literally... there was a p=chan vs kame moment that was so... "GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY JIN!!!" XDXDXD and jin was.... floating around somewhere doing i have no idea wat..... and then they raised the middle platform on the stage to form a ramp and all of them took turns to run and jump off it like those skate boarders do. -_-""" last but not least, they sang 'summary' again and flew around in the sky.... oh, it started off as a duest btwn jin and p-chan... and they sounded rpetty good together!! but jin wore one of those cloth=draped-as-a-skirt thingies again..... -_-"

next was SHOWTIME! akaku moyuru taiyo by news, followed by kat-tun singing song song whose kanji i can't read.... jin took the time backstage to put on a bandana, so he looked really baka but KAwAII!!! in it. XDXDXD it was a cute song, kat-tun stood in a line and bounced together, then they faced their backs to the audience and did a hip wiggle. XDXDXD *grope* ya-ya-yah sang a hyper song after that... speaking of whic, how old is yabu???? 16?? 17??? his voice is still so... high for someone that old? ^_^" then evyerone came back onstage to sing akaku moyuru taiyou.... and they went out into the audince... jin no baka was soooo happy to be shaking hands with evyerone he wasn't singing at all. -_-" in fact, i have no idea where he chucked his mic, cos he was bouncing down the aisle shaking hands with evyerone, and when it was finally time to go back to the stage, he stood in the middle of the front aisle and waved to everyone (and evyerone waved madly back to him) before finally getting his ass hauled back up by kame... XDXDXD

last was curtain call... and htey were being baka in it...... jin wrote smthg on a piec eof paper and... his english handwriting is cute~! he signed it in english, the rest was in kanji, could only recognised the 'no' character..... and then he bit his thumb before he threw the paper out to the audience... so wat does that mean???? **scratch head*

oh, and somewhere in the middle they did a cover of naniwa iroha bushi.... i think the k8 version sounds less dodgy, but it was entertainig.... kame was seated next to p-chan in the background and he was bouncing in his chair...... nad they were doin gstrange motions... -_-" cmi... dunno hwere jin was.... prolly backstage, cos i counted all the members of news and kat-tun and he wasn't there on-stage..... i can imagine him singing it tho.... all his wierd facial expressionx. XDXDXD

yep, that's my super long 'summary' of 'summary. XDXDXD feelin gcorny now... prolly cos i'm hungry.... hn.... i shud go start my first aid soon...... i SHALL not watch it again...... DXDXDXD must have dvd part ywith the ning adn the ms wee... then i can make my random comments to them allll teh way. XDXDXD okie dokie then., thank you for reading this nice long ra,mbly post, i think the next one will be when i get my kaizokufan. XDXD *prods mise* you better have it by the time i get down to heeren!




7:57 PM

YESH!!!! FREEDOM!!!! well, relatively..... except for first aid but... hey, as longas i don't kill the dummy trying to do CPR on it i'll pass right? XDXDXD

prac yesterday was crap... it was more like playing musical chairs in the lab. -_-" seriously... evyer 5 min the bell will go and then you lift your butt up and plonk it on the chair to your right... the only thing that made it vaguely resemble a prac was the fact that we were in the mircroscope lab and there was 1 microcsope on the bench... the rest was just papers, papers and pictures. -_-" wast eof time..... and apparently the fail rate is 70%. like whooopee do da..... and the stupid thing was delayed by 1 frigigng hour. >< so i took a nap in the lock-up and had a very spectacular set of lines across my forehead courtesy of my knit-cardigan. -_-" the paper itself was stupid... it made me wish that i had memorised my prac book... like seriously, who the heck asks you "which of hte following is the beer-lambert equation for absorbance?"?? all i knew was that it had 'A', 'e', 'c' and 'L' in some combination in it. *dies* and the antaomy questions.... wah lau, they gice you a picture and yo're supposed to know wat the hell heck they're pointing at. >< and mag managed to do a very brilliant thing which i shall not elaborate here in case she kills me for it. ^_^"

went down to vic mart after that.... bought 4kg of dried fruit to bring home and another 1kg of nougat.... then i carried the entire thing down to the city where i proceeded to buy mysef salon-size shampoo and conditioner... -_-" wasn't a veyr smart move on hindsight cos.... it's going to take me at least a year to finish lal that sstuff???? and how the heck am i gonna pack it???? sigh... ah well, at least i won't ave shampoo woes for a long time more.. plenty of time to look out for other brands..... oh oh oh, and most importantly, i picked up SUMMARY!!! *streamers and balloons* the SA lied tho..... she said it wouldn't be more htan 80AUD, but it was 82.50AUD. >< but since i alreayd put a down payment i can't say that i don't want it anymroe ne? and it's still cheaper than it would be back home so.... ^_^" i watched it when i got back to hall, but i'll type another post on it later when i've watched it again....

yup, so that was yesterday... oh wait, i forgot that we had a mini party in alice's flat.... she made us dessert! and we got to help!!!! joo ye and i managed to mess up the pantry pretty welll in our attempts to whip cream with the electric beater... note to self: turn off beater before taking it out of the mix..... joo ye managed to cream me when she got excited abt it flying everywhere..... -_-" this is the reason why i do all my mixing by hand back home..... more tiring but at least the mix doesn't end up on the wall znd on you. anyway, we had a really great time... loads of sugar... adn frenchie's crap... my gosh, that guy must have swallolwed a toilet bowl or smthg given the amt of crap he can spew... he was trying to trick the girls into showing him our fingers so that he could slip his ring on our hands -_-" oh, and i taught he chuang qian ming yue guang aka the moon poem by li bai in SINGLISH. XDXD so now he's practising it to drive rox mad. XDXD yup. so we had loads of crack and crap last nite and it was reall really fun. ^_^

some idiot banged on my door and woke me up 10min before my alarm went off today... gr............... and best part is that when i refused to get out of my bed, the idiot tried to OPEN my door... as in turned the handle and stuff... like HELLO, if i'm not in my room, who says you can come in?!?!?!?! thank goodness i checked that i locked my door last nite/this morning before i slept.... i don't exactly want to know wat i'd do if some idiot male/female barged into my room when i was in bed.... -_-"

went out for lunch with hte asian gang plus frenchie, josh and kat to celebrate henry's b;day and as a farewell party to joo ye..... we had pizza and pasta!!! it was really yum... and it was only 12AUD a person, cos we shared.... took loads of crack photos, including one of me attempting to kill henry with a dinner knife. XDXD and loads of frenchie making wierd faces.... then we migrated to fredo's for gelati after that... and managed to lose jittu along the way. -_-" stupid male got us soooo worried, we thot he'd been mugged or smtgh. turns out that he went to 7/11 and couldmn't find us when he came out, so he went to safeway and then went back to sleep in college and refused to pick up his mobile or open his door when we were frantically rinign him andbanging down his door and worrying for almost 2 hours. ><

sat ard in joo ye's room with kat after that.... frenchie attempted to dive bomb onto me when i was lying on her bed... but i think i screeched loud enuff to make him deaf. XDXD then i 'liberated' a curtain pole from joo ye and started pokin ghenry's foot with it. XDXD took more photos, then walked kat to the tram stop to see her off to bendigo.... she's soooo sweet and cute!!!! she almost cried when saying bye bye to joo ye and then she was going on and on abt how she'd miss us all cos she's not going to see us for antoher 7 weeks. -_-" hahahaha.... looking forward to seeing her as a puffer fish next sem cos she's going to get all her wisdom teeth out. XDXD

erm.. wat else.... that's more or less wat's been happening the past 2 days........ oh, and i started packing my luggage already... cos i think i might be going shopping tmr instead, then i'll pack my room on monday. XDXD poor bank account is getting dented... time to whip out the cough cough father's credit card. XDXDXD yup, so packing my luggage and doing mental sums to see how much luggage space i have so far... stupi dqantas will prob make me repack iff i exceed 20kg even tho my limit is 3 kg due to 'health concerns' *rolls eyes* like, i won't exactly sue you if i happend to sprain my back (touch wood!) trying to lift my luggage you know? and i'm sure that your bagggage handlers shud have been taught how to lift heavy objecs properly?? ya... so... now i'm wondering whether i'll need to devise ways to stuff my things in such that it won't roll ard and break..... cos it's mostly food in there... and i'm going to thresherman's on tues or s,mthg to buy cookies and cute giant mugs for my cuzzies... so if my luggage goes kaboom onto the floor..... i don'e exactly want crumbs all over my clothes ne? ^_^"

okie dokie, off to watch summary again. then i'll write a post abt it and start mugging first aid.... la di da... oh, and becos it is a very rare event: they actually have DECENT clothes in summary!!! *applauds* mr johnny shud use that designer more often. XDXD well, most of the clothes were decent.... and there was actually NO fishnet at all!!!! unless kame's shimmery-slightly-see-thru' shirt for his dreamboy section is counted.... but no fishnet. xie tian xie di. off to droooool~!!!! ♥♥




Friday, June 10

10:54 AM

*head desk* today's award goes to mag..... who rang 5 min before my alarm went.... and i was having a crack dream that involved p-chan as a pizza boy???? i haven't even watched stand-up yet!!!!!

2.5 morer hours to freedom.... but i feel so stoned.... i think i would sleep the weekend away if i didn't have first aid and clean my room..... my grammar sux... prolly cos i'm typing with one hand as i gobble brekki too... sigh..




Thursday, June 9

10:15 PM

fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish. i have a bloody prac tmr and i haven't started studying....why the heck am i blogging then?? i dunno? stress relief?? watever man. can i say now that i'm glad i'm in 3rd shift??? *head desk* all this shit for 12 questions with only 5 min to figure out wad the hell is going on... argh argh!!!

PBL paper was... ok.... the questions were a serious case of WTF???!! and and and! the SNAKE BITE question came out!!! *head desk* why didn't i listen to henry when he was going on and on about it to me the other day!?!?!?!?! yes, but apart from tht, it was crappy... we had to explain the mechanism abt the increased heart rate, sweating and dry mouth of a kid scaring the shit out of herself in the middle of the night when she was all alone in the house. then we had to explain stuff about an idiot who got hit by a car at 2am in the morning, and generate a list of questions to ask him... like are you gay are you alive do you have any blah blah blah history and crap... adn then state the 5 physiolobical state of normal consiousness!??!!? like WTF?!?!?!? i think i crapped marjoyl fo rhtat, i bet i repeated the same point 3 ties in different wording... i said smthg like must be able to speak coherently, capable of logical thout processes (but i'm not logical when i'm not in chao mugger mode, so that means i'm not conscious?), must be able to recognise sounds and voices, must be able to react to extrenal stimulus and... erm.. smthg else i can't remember.... i think charmaine wrote that the person had to be alive and awake? XDXD haha.. the things exams do to your brain.... erm.. last question was abt the stupid snake bite..... explain the inflammation process in his hand, and then why he has juandice in the eyes... and draw a bloody diagram of skin!! *dies* i hope the examiner doesn't vomit blood on seeing my err... beautiful reporduction of a textbook diagram i made up. ^_^" think veyr horrible drawn cells (mrs foo will have a heart attack on seeing that... liek scream "en^2!!! all those beautiful prac drawing i gave you A's for!!! and this is the kind of stnadard you give in med sch!!!") it was basically random blobs with a huge THING in teh middle that was supposed to be the hair follicle. XDXDXD hahaha... but it was kinda fun drawing it? i dunno... i can't draw anyway, so.... it's not my fault. XD

went to eat fredo's gelato with charmine after the paper to destress...... choclate and honeycomb is ♥♥.. it was sooo good... i felt much happier after that.... so i cam eback and slept for an hour... and i'm STILL sleepy... sigh... so much sleep to catch up on...

dinner was crack as usual... TY proposed ot me again... and apparently we;'re going to get married in trinity chapel tmr after my prac despite my protests... and ATHENA!!!!! first she told him that he can't marry me cos i'm her kitty and he's not allowed to get me pregnatn without her permission (me: WTF!? WTF?!?! ----- rox: i want a white kitten with blue eyes!!! ----- me: O.o O.o O.o) and then and then and then, she sudden;y switched sides and siad that she'll be my mummy and give me away to him at the altar!!! *cries* why everybody bully the half-awake en^2????? ya anyway, they figured that henry wld be the bestman and make the speech, rox wld be maid of honour and kat wld play the organ before leng came out of the tute room and told us to get lost cos we were being too noisy in the hallway. XDXD

went to TY's room with the rest to hang out for a while after that..... so i was spinning ard on his chair and making myself dizzy, while kat was glomping his tweety... and then she kidnapped tweety and brought him on a walk to my room and TY panicked and thot she was brinign tweety back to bendigo with her so he chased us down the hallway and started begging for tweety. XDXDX hahaha... kawaii ne? XD

yep... then surfed and explain/screeched/banged head on wall on the phone with mag.... stupi dPCR...... and i was grossing her out by calling her darling and sweetie. XDXDXDXD so nice to scare her...... *pat pat pat* mreo fun face-to-face tho... mwahahah.... we're going vic mart tmr after the prac... SHOPPIN!!!1 which reminds me, i need to draw money, and i need to go collect SUMMARY!!!!!!!!11 *crazy fangirl screaming* but i really shouldn't watch it tmr nite... i really need to catch up on sleep... which brings me back to the poitn, why the heck am i still typing this when i could be studying and getting to bed earlier (than 4am)? sigh.... i never cease to amaze myself..... and... i'm hungry. *fall down* hm.... hot chocolate and bikkies? but... sleepy da ne.... argh......

i will pass and move on to 2nd sem!!!! everyone's saying i'm mad to be aiming so high for 1st sem which isn't even counted..... and.... i starting to feel burnt out alreayd, which is not veyr good... thank goodness tmr is the last paper for PBS... screw first aid man..... i so need to change my study habits next sem... i've already planned how i'm going to do it, so i shall hope that i can stick to my plan.... i don't want to go thru all this stress and truama again eveyr sem until sem 5..... chao mugger background or not, i don't think i can take it at such regular intervals........

going home in 6 days..... sis will be picking me up at the airport... which reminds me, i need to go try perfume so i can decide wat i want to buy. XD the joys of added discount at duty free. XDXDXD firdst hing i'm going to do when i see her at the gate is mess up her hair.... XD then agai maybe not... maybe i hsud be nice and do it at home..... mwahhahhahahha

ps: i realised that my language is getting rather.... welll..... ^_^" i think i shud stop typing so many swear words into my blog entries and start weatching my mouth before i go home... otherwise mum might scour out my mouth with dettol and chlorox. XD




12:04 PM

*big sigh*

and today's award for 'wake en&2 up before her alarm(s) goes off" goes to miss amy chi. *whacks amy* she sms-ed me at 1015 to tell me that she was waiting for a movie to start...... ggrrrrrr.....

it didn't help that i stayed up till 4 doing absolutely nothing.... i dunno wat i was doing also... i think i was studying my pbl cases? btu given the fact that they';; prolly not ask us anything related to those, i really didn't see the point of mugging them... so i basially sat there and flipped half-heartedly thru my notes. *head desk* may i not screw up my pbl.... i need to pass dammit!!!! shall go mug my mechanisms now and angst at the world in general.... i'm now running on adrenaline and sugar.... i really need sleep...... thank goodness tmr is friday... last paper of the sem!!! minus first aid that is..... i think i might spend the weekend recharging and learning first aid, then go shopping by myself on mon.... unless i can drag someone along with me.... but i think mag will get bored and scared by my definition of shopping.... nvm, shall go ask pple today. ^_^"

last paper for PBS!!!! go en^2 go!!!!!!! 6 more days to going home! this time next week you'll still be in your nice warm bed with your nice (noisy) air-con blowing in your face!!! add oil add oil!!! *waves fanclub banners*




Wednesday, June 8

8:53 PM

frenchie and athena just came to visist... and i showed athena the ff7ac site. XDXD nad my trailers.... and we're both getting very excited abt the dvd. XDXDXD and now i want to go home and play it again for the nth time. ^_^" frenchie didn't freak at the sight of my wall... shucks.... and he was asking me if i liked pretty boys etc.... and then tried convincing me to show him yaoi. -__-" so i told him that my yaoi is on my removable hard drive and i was too lazy to set it up... which is true cos i do have gohatto on that drive. XDXDXD oh crap, i realised i shud have played him '2nd face' to scare him further. XDXD ah vell. there's always next time ne> XD

exam today was ok... my hand is officially half-dead.... -_-" i havne't written that much in a long time.... hopeflly hte examiner can read my writing ne? otherwise it';; be very sad......... i crapped my way thru the entire paper... i just hope i pass and didn't go out of point in some of the later questions that required more crap waffling ^_^" on the whole i think it went pretty well, cos i could answer the questions.... it's just whether or not i crapped suficiently compared to the rest of he cohort....

scary thing happened atb 45 min to the end of hte paper.... this girl 2 rows in front of me and 2 aisles away suddenly just keeled over and fell out of her chair in a dead faint... and she went BANG on the floor and scared the crap out of everyone aroundn her..... i was halfway thru a line when i saw her faint and the rest of the sentence just flew out of my head... is wa kinda ironic tho, considering she was surrounded by med students... none of us got out of chairs to help her... we all just sat there and gaped.... i later talked abt it with mag who was across the aisle from me and we realise that we were having exactly the same thots: "if we were to help her, would we get extra time for the paper?"

just some food for thot i guess.... if that were to happen again, would i actuallyt go help the person at the expense of my paper? of just leave it to the invigilators (who took damn long to get to her...) but at least the girl behind her went to help her.... i heard her crying and stuff before they finally wheeled her away in a wheelchair abt 5 min after the whole saga..... that was rather rattling... thank goodness it was near the end... i think if it was near the beginning i would have freaked majorly. ...

PBL tmr..... almost free.... gah... i can't wait!!!! poor tim is super stressed tho..... mag is going for dinner with him on fri i think..... should i go too and give the guy some support? but then there's joo ye's farewell thingy at alice's flat..... hmm..... maybe i'll go dinner with them, and then come back and crash the end of the party with rox..... cos i feel really sorry for him... he's a nice guy really... i hope he gets over it soon and doesn't drop out or smthg.... *sends a pat to tim*

off to e-mail home now and drool over sephy so many things to do when i am finally free..... faster faster faster!!!!!!!




12:06 PM

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! THERE IS A BLOODY CONSPIRACY AGAINST ME GETTING DEQUATE SLEEP!!!!!

*fans self* this time hall no BAKA decided to start testing the fire alarms AGAIN at 11am.... which i s15 min before i'm supposed to wake up but STILL!!! i like having the last few minutes of peace and quiet yanno???? besides, they already tested the damn thing the whole of yesterday afternoon!!! which was why i was blasting 'one winged angel' and '2nd face' into my eardrums the whole afternoon!!!! *whack whack whack* now i wonder wat will happen tmr..... sigh...

i;m feeling extremely relaxed abt HP cpmpared to my PBS paper (the one on monday) considering i was mooning and mucking ard the whole of yesterday and got super distracted (again) who goodness knows wat, which resulted in me finishin at 4.30am instead of.... earlier... and that' without completing my reading, which i couldn't care about anynmore.... so i shall go inand crap out stuff.... *prods crap portion of brain* today's your day, don't fail me now ne?

this time next week, i'll prolly be whizzing round my room about to lock up and turn in my keys..... can't wait........ i think i might be naughty and cut church this week to clear up my room and vacuum my shelves....... then if i finish my first aid course i can coughgoshoppingcough on monday. *whistles* sides, church is at festival hall which is i dunno where...... *rams on halo*

almost time for lunch... hopefully this time stomach-san won't start growling in the middle of the exam...... i think i shall go do warm-up exercises for my hand. XDXD it better not cramp on me later, considering how out of practise i am with writing multiple essays...... thye joys of having done geog an bio... yippee do da.

wish me luck!

ps: ms wee, wad's a fibbly/flibby/how to spell worm??? and how big is the baa baa??? cos if i actually have space to bring one bck here with me, my bed's prolly going to overflow and i'll end up kissing my table. XD me will ask the ning da tonite ne? XDXD




Tuesday, June 7

8:38 PM

i forgot to mention in my previous posts that this morning at 9 BLOODY am, this IDIOT male rang my mobile and shouted:

"GREG!! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU MAN??!?!"

needless to say, the cotton wool located between my ears aka my brain, wasn't functioning very well conisdering i just went to sleep like 4 hours before...... so i went "huh" into the phone at which he repeated himself at a relatively saner volume.... then it finally dawned on me to ask "who the hell are you" at which he said, "oops, wrong number sorry. *slam*"

why is it that this past week, everytime i time my bedtime such that i get more than 5h of sleep, someone rings/sms me halfway thru my beauty sleep??? am i not meant to have adequate sleep or wat?!?!?!?!

but looking on the birghter side of things, i'm glad it wasn't mag ringing me and going "where the hell are you?!?! we have a paper now!!!" so that's smthg to be glad abt.... i think i'm paranoid abt over-sleeping again after that incident when the ms wee stayed over... ^_^" heck, lately to make sure i wake up without slkamming my alarm off, i set my handphone alarm 3 times... yep, you heard that... 3 times.... i make notes and set the alarms for those at 1 minute intervals after the main alarm on my phone goes off.... so now i'm getting irritated with the beeping noises of my phone... which is good cos it means that i wake up. ^_^"

off to try the practise papers now.... how hard can HP be??? i'm just aiming for a pass.... but.... i want to pass WELL.... at least a H2B? please? may it be doable and my stomach not start its royal rumbling again halfway thru the paper.....




2:28 PM

oh elp. i'm addicted to the latest version of '2nd face' too... *head desk* can i just say that tsubasa sounds SOOOO much better now than in 2001??? and the lyrics!!! omg... i read the translation and they are very.... O.o...... GO GET A ROOM MAN!!! XD *prods takki*

study study study.... all those xw thots going thru my head while staring at HP... nto good...... coupled with hte fact that '2nd face' plays just before 'one winged angel'... can anyone see what i'm hitting at here? XDXDXD

why oh why didn't the dvd cameras show up at go-con??? i wanna see tsuba dance in '2nd face'!!! *fans self*




2:10 PM

i'm addicted to the FF7:AC version of 'one winged angel'.... it's so nice and dramatic..... perfect background music to sephiroth-sama burning down nibelheim. XDXD *drools and fangirls madly*

sis said that her bf wants to get jap dub with eng subs.... so he'll help me get a copy too if he can find one.... i really hope the dvd is released in jap dub with eng subs...... i don't want to imagine how cloud and sephy sound like in english... *shudders* too many bad experiences with english dubs..... but i was surfing the AC fansite and apparently sephy's voice actor was yamazaki from PMK..... i don't remember how he sounds like but.... i hope he doesn't mutilate sephiroth-sama.... and zack's voice actor is someone familiar too except i don't remember who, ^_^"

HP is calling... la di da.... laters everyone~!

ps: note abt yesterday's post.... me checked amy's site already and she didn't link this bloggie, she linked a diff bloggie..... wrong info from kat so SORRY AMY~! ^_^" but to everyone else, same thing applies, no linkage for this bloggie, and ask beofre giving out the links ok?




Monday, June 6

10:19 PM

YES!!!! it's finally over.... the very first paper that i've been stressing abt for the past week.... and now that it's over, i've just gone totally limp and numb.. nto very good... so i shall start studying again later after i get a call from home.....

but seriously, the paper was... ok i think? i know i'll pass.. or rather, i've this very peaceful feeling that i'll pass so yes, i will go on to sem 2. XDXD but i think i screwed up my MCQ.... >< so many past year questions!!! which i couldn't rememebr the correct answer to!!!!! *head desk* i hope my short answer pulls me up, co si think the short answer was actually pretty decent.... structure and function of ATP in a cell, compare and contraxt necrosis adn apoptosis (i vomited out everything from the notes) and.... fill in the blanks crap, label ovulation (all the labels flew out of my head the minute i saw the qn tho.. shucks) nad crappy anatomay question..... on the whole, i'm kinda glad i mugged for it but so far i haven't really felt very cheated for studying so hard.... so maybe it means that the paper was doable but not braindamagingly hard/simple... just a fwe WTF?!!? sections. ^_^"

it's a real relief to have it over and done with... i was stressing abt it cos i only completed my syllabus at 5.30 this morning... and then i KO'd for abt 6 hours.... and woke up feelin pretty crappy and panicky cos i didn't have time to revise before lunch, so i brought my notes to lunch and had last minute study tips from henry... which didn't really help cos he and jittu started arguinh abt other stuff halfway thru answering my questions. -_-" idiot male. and then mag msg=ed me just as i started eating my lunch to say that she was leaving for hte tram stop and i was freaking cos i thot i was late again... turns out she was going to sit in the cold to wake up. -_-"

oh yes, very impt announcement.... on days with afternoon papers, DO NOT message me before 12.... cos i'll probably still be sleeping then and i don't like being woken up to the tune of under the sea aka my sms tone becos i don't really like the sound of my phone vibrating and buzzing ont he table right next to my ear. and depending on how short on sleep i am, you might get your head bitten off the next time i see you. ^_~ don't worry mag, you'll learn... and maybe one day you'll be like the ms wee who calls me up only after 2 in the afternoon and asks my mum whether i'm awake yet. xDXDXD

exam venue was... interesting.... we were in an exhibition hall... and just staring at the rows of tables with CHEAPO PLASTIC chairs with number plates stuck on them with a metal rod is enough to freak anyone out.... as mag says, it's like taking an imperial exam or smthg man. *falls down* but i felt more like some specimen on display.... and imagine, if someone blew up the building, there goes the next 2 years of meds at least, cos the 2nd years were at the otehr end of the hall.... and prolly abt 1/4 the uni population? i bet there were at least 4-5,000 pple in the building today....

quite stupid... i was hungry when we reached the building... adn halfway thru the paper i was STARVING.... and it didn't help that my stomach was growling relly loudly as i was trying to figure out the parts of a bone and venous systems and stuff... *whacks stomach* i just ate my lunch an hour before!!!!! stomach no baka..... so after the ecam i ran back to hall and made myself a hot chocolate and then KO'd till dinner.... at which i ate lots and now i'm hUNGRY again. *head desk* i hope i didn't put on more weight during swot vac given the rate i've been having midnite/mid-morning etc snacks..... charmaine said she put on 1 kg in the past week... -_-"

la di da.... shall go study health practise..... soon...... in the meantime i shall hug my teddy and surf adn wait for mum to call.... i ♥ my teddy... he's 10 years old and has travelled everywhere with me.... i wonde rif i shud bring him home with me this time? he'll definitely fit on the way home, but it's the flight back that i'm worried abt, cos he'll be smashed togehter with all my textbooks, and he's not heavy, but he's kinda bulky and.. well, it's not very nice to smash in a veteran's face ne? ^_^" *huggles bruno the bear* see first la..... but my bed back home will feel so empty without any stuffed toys on it... unless i dig out more from my cupboard. XDXDXD

3 more papers and a stupid first aid prac...... 9 more days to going home!! i can't wait!!! and and and!!!4 more days till i can go collect summary!!!!!! *bounces excitedly* plus weekend shopping trips!!! altho i have the party for joo ye and henry on friday nite and saturday lunch.... hmm... i really wanna go shopping tho..... and monday is already reserved for mugging first aid..... i just wanna go vic mart and myers and DJs.... and BUSS!!! and deborah k!!!! argh!!!! shall we just add richmond into the list there? ><

okie dokie..... off to surf now..... hungry... to eat orange now or later??? hmm... decisions decisions decisions.....

oh ya, amy hath gone home to gold coast... i told daniel that cos he was behind me in the dinner Q and also that there wld be no more milo shots coming from her and he had the 'thank goodness' look on his face. XDXDXD incidentall, amy if you are reading this remove the link for THIS bloggie from your msn thingie or watever!!!! and stop giving out my link too!!!!! i don't need the whole world knowing that i'm warped...... you can leave my xanga one on cos it's harmless. ^_^ forgot to tell you earlier.... i think i only told mag..... but anyway, NO MORE GIVING OUT LINK TO BLOGGIE OF DOOM OK? *pat pat* that goes to anyone else reading this... if you want to give the link to other pple i know, ASK ME FIRST.




Sunday, June 5

3:30 PM

exams start tmr.....

i'm staring at the paper from last year and wondering how the hell they managed to pass the short answer section.... it's a sever case of WTF>!>!>!

going to do the MCQ now.... even tho i haven't actually finished studying... i think i shud study, but i need to do that paper to see exactly how much i know.... argh....

i need a miracle... like now....

body clock has adjusted to sleeping at 6am alreayd... impressive.... but i could od with loads more sleep..... i'm suffering from the after effects of adequate sleep believe it or not... cos i managed to get 7hr straight yesterday/this morning... so now i'm stoned... but otehr thztn that i feel pretty good.... really......

wish me luck, i think i'll need it.......

if you look at the question and freak, don't worry, at least 1/2 the other pple taking the exam will be doing the exact same thing

i hope that's true, becos i have no wish to fail and retake the damn semester next year... sommeone tell me why i'm doing this and why i'm not an arts student?????

to all those taking exams, good luck and God bless..... we're almost there!!!!! (a sem down and... 11 more to go? how comforting.... i feel old. ><)




Friday, June 3

6:07 PM

hm... prett y prodcutive afternoon i think??? still behind time but getting there... add oil en^2~!!

didn't take afternoon nap today... cos my papers are in teh aftenroon, so better gear up to stay awake during that period.... but i did KO on my desk for abt 15min just now..... cat-naps are good for the lack-of-sleeped student ne? XD

ok. shall go check mail and stuff now... i hope dinner is decent... i'm hungry... adn incidentally, i can't decide whether or not i'm lactose-intolerant... i know i wasn't back home, but it seems that lately milk hasn't bee agreeing very much with stomach-san... *cries* how to make milo dinosaur like that??!?!?! myabe i shud switch to soy for a while and see?? but... soy and cereal sound kinda..... O.o




6:30 AM

ok... this is super bad..... after 9 hours, i've only finished wat... 3? 4? 5? sets of notes... this is getting irritating... why the heck can't i concentrate??? it's like, i can concentrate for a while, then my mind starts wandering and it refuses to come back. *head desk* crap man.... how to finish at this rate..... need to start zooming thru my stuff already.... argh... why oh why can't i be super chao mugger?!?!?!?!?!

and in case anyone's wondering, yes, the time of this post is correct.... i pulled another all-nighter and the results are sucky. and more proof of my insanity: i just showered and washed my hair... at 6am in the morning... go me..... *head desk head desk* argh... where is brekkiew when you need it??? i'm staarving da ne..... ><

amy abandoned me... she went to sleep at 5am after ringing me at 1 hour intervals... *whacks amy* lucky thing has finished all her assignments... and she's going home on monday..... i wanna go home!!!!!! but then again, her exams in the last week of the exam period so ahhahahah XXDXDXD

i wish there was some magic potion that makes you know everything........ bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh.




Thursday, June 2

5:45 PM

XD pulled an all-nighter last nite for fun..... and it was actually quite... fun? ^_^" yep, stayed up till 7am to 'study' (and catnapped half the time), then went to shower and to brekkie.... scaree da ne, amy did exactly the same thing.... -_-" cos she rang me at 2am to invite me to her room for a fire..... so i dropped by to pass her this crack sound clip of pple being spastic at heathrow airport.... then i hung ard till 2.30am before coming back down to continue studying... i think it must have been the MSG in the cup-a-soup i drank, cos i was feeling veyr high and wide awake... so at 4 am i still didn't feel like sleeping, so i decided that since brekkie was only 3+ hours away, i might as well stay up and sleep after that... so i stayed up. ^_________^" i think i'm going to do that again tonite... cos it seems more productive that way? considering i don't really get much stuff done in the morning and afternoon, so mgiht as well sleep then.....

stupid internet is down... i hope that it's not the plug trying to be funny... *whacks internet* ah well, at least i've d/led just abt evyerhting i wanted to d/l? except for the 240MB clip of tsuba at some variety show... shall wait til the last minute to d/l that... just in case there's more stuff to brun my bandwidth on. XDXDXD

anyway, brekkie today was full of crack... amy was seriuosly..... on crack. -_-" she screeched good morning at everyone who walked in, and then she started stalking these 2 little fat sparrows that somehow managed to fly into the dining hall...... and then evyerone was giving us strange looks cos we found everything and anything absolutely hilarious... and then even more strange looks when we announced that we hadn't gone to sleep yet. XDXDXD

came back to roomie at 9 and slept till lunch, went to lunch super stoned... made myself some milo to make myself happy... then came back intending to study but ended up sleeping till 4.... in preparation for tonite/tmr ne? cos i think it's abt time to hit the panic button and start mugging even harder..... got tute later, so i doubt i'll fall asleep given that i've had a total of 6h of sleep, which is smthg i haven't had for a long time this week..... haiz.... tutor is going to quizz us on stuff.... so not looking forward to that, i haven't studied the most recent lectures yet!!! i'm still wallowing in the past..... >< really need to change study habits and study backwords instead of forwards..... *head desk*

i'm so looking forward to going home... heck, i'm alreayd planning how i'm going to pack my room and when i'm going to pack it... plus all the shopping sprees i'll be going on.... ARGH!!!! *kicks exams and stomps them into the ground* this sux. ><

anatomy is calling... i shud have finished that last nite but.... sigh.... bye bye everyone... ,ay my internet work tonite....... i want to check my mail!!!! and i don't want to do it in the library.... i don't like the thot of pple reading my mail over my shoulder.... >< *poofs*




1:57 AM

yay~!!! yo-sho's site is back up~!!!!! and i've just d/led the performance of kizuna. XDXDXD too bad 'she said' isn't there... ah vell, maybe next time??? *is hopeful*

that didn't burn as much of my bandwidth as expected... hmm... i have the better part of 500MB left... think i've only used abt 350+??? must think of a way to get rid of as much as possible if they're not going to snowball it.... >< and why oh why is jenn's blog password protected now??? to e-mail her to beg for password or not... that is the question... me wanteth tsuba luff!!!! *cries*

i have this urge to d/l more videos... need a site to do that tho..... but there's noone ard to tell me where to go.... *cries*

behind time in revision... but strangely happy.... must be the MSG in the cup-a-soup i just drank... and teh fact taht i'm popping upstairs to crash in amy's room in a moment. -_-" someone tell me why i'm doing this again..... *head desk*

i think i'm studying too hard for teh damn exam, except i don't feel as though i'm remembering a single thing, which makes me NOT studying hard.... *is confused* ah vell, may i feel cheated that i studied tooo hard after the exams then... better than feeling pissed with myself for not studying hard enuff.... i just hope that i'll do well..... or at least pass..... dunno why i feel so stressed also... i never was one to feel stressed.... argh... culture of medicine, suddenly the closet perfectionist and competitive streak come out. -_-" i bet if this was 2 years ago, my classmates in jc wouldn't recognise me man.... heck, i was the slackest in the class, always playing FF7 before the physics exams and cannot be bothered wat grades i got... well, except for maths and bio cos i liked them. ^_^" ah vell, pple change..... speaking of change, i so need to change my study habits next sem.... otherwise as TY says, i might 'kill' myself........ burn-outs are not fun.. ><

i'm alive nad awake, may i not oversleep again tmr/today morning........ i relaly really shud try the burn your notes and drink it thing... it just might work. XDXDXD who came up with exams anyway? if this were a few hundred years ago, i'd be a doctor just by being an apprentice... then again, thanks to my double X chromosome, i think i'd more likely be a housewife with a million kids running ard by now. @_@

lack of sleep and too much MSG does strange things to the brain... hsall pop upstairs and bounce ard a little now.... happy studying eveyrone else!!!!

ps: i just realise that i can ramble a lot.... i hope my crappy side of the brain is alive and awake on wed for the HP paper...... and my PBL paper too.... mya my crappy genes not fail me when i need them most. *pats crappy section of brain-san*




Wednesday, June 1

8:03 PM

*head desk* i've just d/led the entire NEWS album... go me.... and i WILL NOT become a NEWS fangirl... *head desk* but some of their songs are nice da ne.... argh..... KAT-TUN!!! go release an album too so i don't get converted by p-chan's attempts at singing!!!! ok, it's not that bad but he sounds quite uninspired..... actually, he sounds a lot like tsubasa back when tsuba couldn't sing veyr well..... like in his pre-debut and hatachi days... then he got better. (thank goodness)

overslept this morning...kat and joo came banging on my door at 8.30.... and i opened it hugging my pillow. XD and i had my glasses on??? it's strange, i auto-put on my glasses no matter how sleepy i am..... maybe i shud try not wearing my glasses to brekkie tme? see whether i trip and fall over anything. XDXDXD ya.... but i felt kinda bad.... cos i distinctly remember turning off my alarm clocks and thinking that i'd just lie that for a little while more..... ^_^"

coffee duty last nite was fun..... wish i could do it again, but no time.... heck, i only got back at 12 last nite.... so i made myself instant chicken noodle soup (which was surprisingly good considering how cheap it was... i think i've become a home brand convert...) ya.... so after that i stoned and memorised my ntoes till 4.30..... and i'm trying to remind ymself not to get bogged down in the details now... except i keep forgetting and trying to memorise evyerhting word for word. *head desk* nvm... 9 more days before i'll be free of PBS for good! i hope. ><

dinner today was dodgy... the gravy for the lamb was tasty, but the lamb was........ probly a full-grown sheep who exercised a lot... i gave up halfway thru trying to chew on it..... and it didn't help that TY wore his convict shirt again and athena insisted that he sit next to me... so half the time i was too busy laughing my head off to chew..... -_-" and as usual, he proposed to me. *socks idiot male* oh and i was teaching kat how to say 'shut up', 'go and die' and 'idiot male' in chinese. XDXDXD her accent is really, good... kaighin's is simply hilarious. XDXDXDD

okie dokie..... off to go and mug anatomy now.... la di da... i think i shall bring anatomedia home and try my best to make notes during the hols...... cos i feel bad abt giving up at skin..... heck, will i ever look at that book again i wonder? but since i bought it for the sole purpose of summarsing anatomedia, i WILL do it! *determined look*

study study study!!!! this time in 2 weeks, i'll be on the plane home!!!!! *is excited*