Wednesday, November 29

5:05 AM

SQEEEEEEE~~!!! ♥♥

asdfghj!!! RIKU!!!!!!! *does very happy fangirl dance of doom* omg omg omg!!! the riku finally appears~~~ yay~!!! XDXDXDXD *glomps onto riku and never lets go*

ahem.

yesh, i finally trained enough to go to the final world... and riku is back~! yay~!!! and... i swear that that he muchly stalks the sora too. -_-" duuuh. but he's forgiven cos he's HOT! altho i wonder how on earth he managed to fit his funky outfit under the black cape thingy that org. XIII wears... -_-" and erm... yanno, the blindfold is cool and all, until mickey tries to explain why he wears it. *falls down* but sqeeee~~!~!!! one complaint, i hate the way the animators drew his hair in the normal (ie non-FMV) way... cos it looks muchly blocky adn i is tempted to take a scissors and chop it all off, so i can't wait for teh final FMV when he's nicely animated in all his bishie glory. XDXDXD bwahahahahha... yay for silver haired bishies~!! *throws confetti ard*

i went to try to whack sephy for fun again... got killed. VERY badly. *cries* i think i shud disable sora's 'berserk charge' ability... might make things easier... and sephy-sama, i knows that you muchly hates sora/me for kicking your bishie ass many times in KH1 (and quite enjoying the process too) and you hates sora/me even more for wanting to kick your (still very bishie but omg prease to get rid of those 2 stupid wings) ass again, but notice that if said ass-kicing process does not occur, there will be no final face-off with cloud and you won't get to stalk each other all the worlds again in an excuse to erm... settle all your mutual ISSUES? XD tee hee... and of course, it woudl be VERY nice if you could just behave yourself nad let me beat you up so that i can get the fenrir keyblade from tifa okie? XDXD

lalalala.... i'm finally at the stage where i just train and train and train and level all my forms up... sigh... so tedious... my wrist is starting to complaing from all the button bashing... maybe i shud take a break after finishing KH2 and start watching my anime... oh, tsuba chronicle season 2 is finished at last... burnt the dvd today... so now i'm d/king holic, gravitation, X and the tsuba chronicle movie... yayness... now if the speed would prease to go up so that i can muchly burn dvds and be happy... and may someone seed ko-chan's 'mirror' album... why are there no seeders?!?!?! WHY!!! *paws at random seeders*

i think i'm high again. -_-" oh wel.. SHALALA. hahaha. must restrain self from going into the final battle... otherwise will have no motivation to whack sephy... and still need to complete all the phades paradox cups too... and this time, i WILL KICK TIFA'S ASS!! *determined look* she beat me up quite sadly in the jap version. hopefully this time, since i've the ultimate weapons for all of them, i can beat her... and then i have to beath the cloud/leon combi too... not looking forward to that, esp since i'm playing in proud mode... and good thing i'm not playing in normal mode, cos jiminy's journal is super irritating to complete. which means that i'd prob wouldn't have completed it in normal mode nad missed out on the secret ending. ^_^" la di da. the joys of interactive bashing... ANGER MANAGEMENT!!! hahahaa. ok. i shud go adn sleep now.... oh crap, i hope that the ants im seeing in front of me aren't comig from my oreo cookie wrapper... *whistles and twiddels thumbs* nite ntie everyone~!!!

ps: btw, forgot to mention, if anyone's looking for me, don't call my landline, call my mobile straight.... cos if you call the landline, we prob might not pick up... long story, don't ask. ^_^"

Tuesday, November 28

6:00 AM

Quick update...

wahahaha... merlin vs cid... merlin 1, cid 0. XDXD merlin zapped cid with lightning magic anf fried the computer. *rofl* watever crack the KH2 producers were smoking, i want some. XD

almost done with the second round of worlds... currently training up the forms before i head off to the world that never was... adn then i get to meet riku~! XD but since i don't want to get my ass kicked too badly before meeting riku, must train muchly ne? still got whacked by sephy... sigh. well, i was 30 levels below the recommended level to face him, but hey, anything to drool at teh sephy. XDXD and yay for him talking more... altho he's STILL stalking cloud. not that cloudy isn't stalking him... the whole 'i can feel him in my heart' blah blah blah cloudy should stop making excuses that sephy is his dark side. and then everyone shud gang up against them, lock them in a box and send them for marriage counselling. XDXD tee hee... and aeris is number one. she just slotted the CD into the computer while leon was desperately trying to key in commands. *dies laughing* KH2 is on much crack desu. XD

before whacking stuff to oblivion, was helping sis and bro-in-law-to-be to make their handbills or watever the program thingy is called... so the whole family was like a processing line playing at art... cutting pasting adn tying strings... adn then we had to make boxes for the confetti too... but it was prety fun... altho i hope she never decides to set up some wedding planning shop liek they wer joking abt, cos guess who's gonna get enlisted to help her cut stuff??? -_-" ya... so, it's 5 more days to her getting married, but too bad i don't get to take over her room cos they'll be living with us until they can find an apartment.. shalala.

shud go sleep now but feeligna bit too hyper after allt hat gaming... d/ling has been good, almost finished all the death note available... had to d/l the entire holic serier cos it was a batch torrent adn the ones by mishicorp got taken off cos they is good pple who obey licensing laws... so i couldn't just continue where the ms wee left off on the dvd she gave me a looong timem ago. sigh... then i found the gravitation and X torrent, so i'm d/ling those too... was going to burn the tsubasa season 2 dvd, then i realised that i'm actually short of the last ep, which is STILL not released... *taps foot impatiently* prease to hayaku release desu! altho ihaven't started watching yet... ^_^" *whistles adn twiddles thumbs* okies. shall go adn sleep now... loads of ironing to do tmr.. YAY~! maybe i shud work part time in a laundry. then i get to iron all day adn be happy. hahahahaha. nite ntie everyone and be good tillt eh next time i update~!

Saturday, November 25

5:22 AM

Happy fangirly rambly

SQEEEEEEEE~!!!!! *does mad happy fangirl dance of doom* my fav silver haired bishies showed up at last~!!! all hail sephy and xemnas~! (yes, i like xemnas. cos he's... bishie. XD and not as big a wuss as ansem from KH1) i hereby vote sephy ultimate stalker... omg, the SxC vibes!!! *dies laughing* sephy and cloudy muchly stalks each other across many worlds to beat the crap out of each other but they is sekritly UST-ing!!!!! *bounces* tee hee. i think i'm high... erm... i had a lot of stuff to sqee abt, so let's do this in an illogical order. XDXDXD

SEPHIROTH!!!!!! i rabu you muchly you is my number one bishie. XDXD and so nice to hear him talking more than just saying... wat was that phrase again? "sin harvest". that's it. all he said was "sin harvest" in KH1 which was the name of the really irritating attack that brought sora down to 1 hp/mp. >< bleh. butbutbut... now that he talks, I SQEES MUCHLY AT THE TV AND IS GLAD MY MUMMY DIDN'T SEE ME GOING GAGA AT TEH TV~! XDXDXD (altho his lines are kinda cheesy stalker-ish. XD) and goofy going "(sephy) kinda looks like cloud" and me going "omg wtf of course becos they ish married erm, 2 sides of the same coin?" the light/dark thingy. and tifa trashing the study in search of the spiky-haired guy aka cloud, who ran away on seeing her. XDXDXD and got bullied by aeris. altho, in KH2, i think cloud has more sticks up his derriere than dear squall leon. but i still ♥ the conversation they were having while whackign the heartless... i think it was pam who called it the "my sword is bigger than yours" convie (prease to not think dirty desu. ^_~) but... since when was the gunblade bigger than cloud's watchamacallit?? buster sword or ultima sword or random-bandaged-yet-sharp-piece-of-metal? XDXD

next topic~! XEMNAS~!!!! his voice isn't as irritating as ansem's was, thank goodness, but i think the jap one was better... they tried to make it too masculine in english (which so does not go with the long hair pretty boy image) BUT! he's bishie, so that's ok. XDXD looking forward to seeing more of xemnas in the future, altho i think he needs a spanking. demyx... is highly entertaining. he's an entertaining wuss. i cracked up when he started complainign to himself abt being the wrong person sent to whack sora and co., cos demyx is kinda... lousy... but he still almost trashed me in the boss battle... la di da. *pats demyx* axel is highly entertaining too. reminds me alot of reno, even down to the scar thingy under his eyes... fav qoute: "that's xemnas. X-E-M, N-A-S. got that memorized?" oooh... feel the sarcasm and start itching to hit him on the head. XDXDXD *adds axel to whacko bishie collection to keep reno and the turks company*

erm.... let's see... i think there was more but i probably exhuasted it all screeching over sephiroth. XD la id da. finished the first half of KH2 already, now going on to the second half which means revisiting all the worlds (sigh) and training. LOTS of training. need to level up all teh forms, and then adn then and then I GET TO MEET RIKU!!!!! *does another happy fance of doom* so many silver haired bishies in the game. i think i'm going to have very happy dreams tonite. XD (intead of dreaming i went back to broadrick to teach... which happened a few nights ago.. *shudders*) hahahaha... ya... right. ok. need to go sleep now. will continue my KH2 bashing tmr after i finish the ironing adn help sis cut paper for her handbills... need to do a reasonable amt of work to justify me sittign in front of the tv... otherwise mum will start... commenting. *twiddles thumbs* *whistles* nite nite everyon~! *bounces off*

ps: d/ling for today hath been good.... angel sanc is 78% complete, and i think i got abt 10 eps of anime done... which is an impressive number really... *pats nanashi-san* prease to be good and behave the next time i burn dvds tho... don't waste my dvds by writing 300kb onto them adn then spitting them out cos there's an error or smthg......

pps: ning da~! i thanks you mcuhly for buying me... stuff... do i want to know wat it is tho??? ^_^" la la la. vyou know that you want your own copy of teh DoC guide... cos it'll give you an excuse to make your cuzzie buy the game. and if all else fails, you can use it to line your walls and worship vincent everyday. XDXDXD tee hee... j/k.

Friday, November 24

10:20 PM

Update~!

*waves* i is ALIVE~! ya... been busy erm... bashing things up in KH2. XDXD i ♥ english version despite the slang cos i actually understand.... and surprisingly, i haven't been dying as badly compared to when i was playing the jap version... maybe cos i can actually understand the abilities list??? XDXD tee hee... got killed by scar yesterday before running off to cell group, so will go and train up and beat him later. XD anyway, update ont eh past few days...

been pirating muchly the past few days, except when sis comes home and she needs to use the internet on her laptop... then nanashi-san goes on a break and gets started up again for a few more hours till i go to sleep. so far i've finished d/ling blood+ and the remainder of ouran and kyou kara maou... still got a few eps to the end of KKM except they're not released yet. will be starting on tsubasa after i finished burning blood+ to dvd, cos i need to check the dvd that ms wee gave me last hols cos there's some of second season on it... ya... erm... oh, and i decided to d/l the angel sanc OVA. altho i think ms wee has it. -_-" oh well. it's almost 60% done so might as well continue... after that i need to complete my death note and xxxholic collection. XD

played lots of KH2 an am very happy... almost finished with the first round of all the worlds, so it's back to hollow bastion soon to get intro-ed to cloud and stalker!sephy. XDXD bwahahahah... then need to go round to all the worlds again, beat more pple up, and then i can go to the world that never was and go SQEEEEEEEEEEE over riku. XDXD tee hee... ning da bought me the DoC guide yesterday, so i thanks you muchly and i hope you're having fun droooling over vincent. XD and may you succeed in convincing your cuzzie to buy the game. XD hahaha...

went to highlight my hair today... was at the salon for 6 hours... cos sis was getting her hair done too, so the guy was super stressed... and he's already very meticulous and slow, so imagine having 2 pple come in at the same time. XD i finished my 'tales of troy adn greece' book while waiting. so now i have very bright red streaks and am a self-proclaimed angpow. XD hahahaha. and this time hopefully it won't fade out to orange like the previous time when i had hot pink streaks...

made cookies for CG yesterday... from the recipe book teh jchers gave me for my b'day... and it was muchly yummy. XDXD made the oatmeal bikkies with white choc chip, cranberries and condensed milk... had fun bashing in the block of cadbury with a meat tenderiser cos i don't think there's white choc chips in s'pore... therefore it's DIY. XD everyone said that it was muchly yummy and i think i t was muchly yummy so my ego hath been muchl inflated. XDXD tee hee...

okie. shall go adn shower now, then eat durian and then go play KH2. XD bwahahahhahaha. DESU~! bye bye everyone~!

Tuesday, November 21

5:19 AM

I love my PS2

*sqeeeeeeeeeee* PS2-SAMA I RABUS YOU MUCH~!!! *huggles* hai desu. the days of gaming have begun. mwahahaha!!!!! started off teh game fest by testing teh dvds... and they all work~! whoopee~! was watchign the openings for ff12 and DoC.... ooooh... pweddy!!! ff12 graphics are really really nice... and DoC... *fangirl mode* OMG!!! VINNCENT~!!!!! *does happy fangirl dance of doom* he is teh HAWT. and they didn't mutilate his voice, sounds vincent-ish enough. and at least yuffie (from wat i've heard of her voice so far) doesn't sound as bimbotic as they could have portrayed her. kinda liked her voice actually. may it stay likable, cos i really like yuffie's character. she's full of crack and spunk. XD hahahaha. and all hail the yuffitine vibes~! esp the part where motion-sick!yuffie hops onto the flying motorbike thingy and rescues vincent fromt eh mako canon. XDXDXD and vincent should stop camping in the waterfall, get over lucretia (who'se name is actualyl pronounced lu-cret-zia... i didn't know that... are is it the US translators who are playing with my mind???) and marry yuffie and have many babies with kleptomaniac tendencies running around. if not, he can come join the bishie colelction over at lalaland so i can do happy fangirl dance everyday. XDXDXD

not making sense? ya... typical me esp after gaming for 3+h. finished the entire prologue arc of KH2... poor little roxas... me gonna miss him. it;s nice to play in english and actually understand wat the heck is going on now.... DiZ ought to be hit on the head... ansem... is forgiven becos he is actually _________ XDXD not spoilering anyone who doesn't know. la di da. tim happily rang while i was having fun bashing the shit out of the nobodies.... thought he was some wierd and random stalker at first cos i didn't have his number in my phone book... then he started laughing at me. -_-" conclusion is that TIM IS TOO FREE. since he rang mag (who's in melb) and got my number off her, and then rang me (who i 1 hemisphere away from mag) and started babbling when he's abt to go out. -_-" can anyone see the logic here? no? i thought so. THEREFORE TIM IS VERY BIG IDIOT. desu. and if you're reading this, I JUST WANTED TO CLARIFY THAT POINT WITH YOU. XD hahaha. moral of the story: when en^2 is playing computer games, stay out of her way. esp when it involved bashing stuff and much button jamming. XD i hope my controller doesn't decide to die on me since it'll be intense button bashing thru KH2 and then DoC. XDXDXD

ok. shal go sleep now. going to cut hair tmr and meet ning and ms wee for dinner... if i don't get lost on the way to cathay that is. XDXD tee hee. okies. shall go nad sleep now... blood+-san, prease to hayaku d/l finish so i can start my other ones desu. XDXD

Monday, November 20

6:45 PM

I"M HOOOOME~~!!! XD

hai desu~! en-chan is back in sunny s'pore and stewing... *fans self and flops under the aircon* tee hee... piracy central is up and running, but i don't like the new version of BT... cos it said there was an upgrade so i upgraded... but now it's... wierd... i dunno. the max speeds aren't that great, or maybe it's cos it's blood+ which has relatively few seeds and it's int eh afternoon etc etc.... and only 3 torrents can work at a time. >< *sulks* oh well. shall just wait and see... i've got all summer to d/l slowly. XDXD la la la. anwyay, here goes my thesis on the past few days.

packing to go home was crazy... but i managed to fit everything into the 8 boxes from last year. XD hahaha... packed al day friday and then woke up to continue on sat morning.... it was insane, my room looked like WW3 had taken place in there cos it was sooo messy... boxes and papesr everywhere. one thing bad abt having a small room i guess... lalalala. ya, but it's finally done, and we brought erverything to koala's room... adn then suddenly it didn't seem like that much. hahahaha. la di da. not very coherent now but who cares. flight back was pretty ok... food was yummy, there was quite a lot of turbulence tho... there was this guy who was sleeping like a log next to me before and during takeoff, and all teh stewardesses kept assuming he was travelling with me. -_-" grrr.... ya. watched movies and didn't sleep the whole flight.... watched 'lake house', 'lady in the water', 'stormbreaker' and 3/4 of 'john tucker must die'. the last 2 were becos my brain shut down so i decided to watch stupid shows. la di da. 'lady in the water' was actually pretty good... a little scary, but not overly so... i like one of the lines in it: "he's hearing the voice of God through a crossword puzzle'. and there was quite a bit of dry humour in it, like the film critic who was reciting wat was about to happen next based on hi analysis of horror movies. XD tee hee... 'lake house' was sweet, 'stormbreaker'... had a lot of explosions, alicia silverstone is a bimbo. 'john tucker' reminded me abt 'mean girls' and '10 things i hate abt you' crossed over. it was entertaining. too bad they turned off kisworld for landing so ididn't get to see the end. landed 20min ahead of time... first thing sis did was whack me in the middle of the arrival hall. so i whacked her back. and mum had to separate us before we beat teh crap out of each other. XD dad was wandering ard with my trolley while my oldest sis was trying to pretend she didn't know us cos my mum was still trying to separate me and 2nd sis. it's a positive feedback system btwn us. i whack her, she whacks me even harder, i whack her harder, etc etc. there was a ceasefire for a while when i was unpacking, then we started again when i was eating my dinner/supper after unpacking. XD

sun: went to church (kat kat will be proud of me), the CG guys were trying to bribe me to find out wat's in store for them on the wedding day cos i'm one of the evil planners for teh sabotage games. XD then came home for lunch, yummy noodles~! i msis the food here the most. and the internet. and my PS2, btu more on that later. then we went out again to sentosa for a rehearsal, so i saw my crazy little cuzzies... ben is motor mouthed as usual, he was chasing peahens, nad then he managed to squeeze into the little tykes plastic car and was rolling in the general direction of the coast so we said we'd see him next year. then he was interrogating sis on the cost of the wedding rings, and he was practising walking... ya. then we went for tea and he eat an entire plate of spaghetti. my uncle said that he hates chinese food, so we asked him wat he was if he wasn't chinese, and he said 'asian... no wait, i'm italian' *rofl* very entertaining kid. bringing him shopping with his sis one day to get him the clothes for the weddign cos he's the pageboy. came hoem fro a while again after that and thenw ent out to dinner with grandpa... haven't seen him since CNY and he's really changed. he's stuck in a wheelchair now, but his motor skills are still really good. he can handle his chopsticks really well. refused to even look at the fork and spoon we asked teh waitress to get for us at the chinese restaurant (i bet ms wee wishes that the opposite were true at western places where they don't have chopsticks for her to eat pasta with. XDXDXD *ducks flying objects*) but sometimes he starts babbling, so i was wondering during dinner whether or not his stroke got to his Wernicke's area or not, cos at times he's perfectly lucid, then other times, he makes no sense at all. but i was quite surprised that he recognised me immediately, cos previously he used to mix me up with 2nd sis.... but anwyay, he welcomed me back, and after dinner when i was helping him get int eh car, cos his foot got stuck, he said smthg to the effect 'not bad, you're strong enough' altho i wasn't exactly helping much in lifting him. but oh well. at least he knows i exist now. ^_^

today: slept for 12h... woke up, irritated my mum... dad was ignoring us as usual. hahahahaha. erm, started piracy central with blood plus since it's complete, so might as well finish it off before the torrents diasppear since it's pretty old. then i'll finish off ouran and start on death note and tsubasa season 2... maybe xxxholic too? hai hai. did the ironing as well, i'm supposed to be figuring out how to work the scanner, btu i'll do that after i blog. ya. anywya, on the my darling ps2. XDXD sis bf burnt many many things for me, so now i've got KH2, dirge of cerberus and FF12 sitting happy on my table waiting for me to play. sis x2 bought me the ff12 guide, adn omg the animation is TEH PWEDDY. (ie: i see a couple of hot guys in there. XD) but the battle system looks kinda complex, i was reaind the overview last night and seeing stars... smthg about license points and gambits and AI?!?!?!?! *faints* i think i'll go play KH2 first and get my itneractive bashing fix, then i'll start on ff12, cos i don't have the DoC guide yet. *hint hint* anyone wants to buy for my b'day? XDXD tee hee... going to test the games out later... and drool at the pweddy opening FMVs. but i'm definitely starting with KH2. been waiting since winter to play it... *paws riku and sephiroth* i'm thinking of playing in proud mode straight off, cos i dunno if i can actually complete jiminy's journal to get the perfect ending.... but i'm wondering if that would be suicide, altho i did play the jap one in proud mode... cos cos cos, i want to kick sephy's ass beat the shit out of sephy AHEM. DEFEAT sephiroth so i can see the UST face-off btwn him adn cloud. XDXD and of course, i want to fenrir keyblade. so i can beat xemnas up, altho he is bishie and doesn't deserve to be beaten up, but hey, he's a psycho bastard and you know wat square-enix does to psycho bastards. XDXD *twiddles thumbs in anticipation*

mum's dragging me out to buy dinner and stuff later... think we're going to find my bakign ingredients too. goigng to try a recipe from the baking book the jch pple gave me for my b'day... it's white choc adn cranberry cookies. hope they turn out fine. if they do then i'll feed anyone who wants to be fed soemtime in the future. XEDXD ok. shall go and tweak the scanner now... desu desu desu. to allt he pple still in melb, prease to muchly ganbatte for exams!!! whee~!

Thursday, November 16

10:27 PM

TONY NO BAKA

tony no baka threw away his pot becos he lost the lid. and then the cleaner fished it back out of the bin cos she couldn't believe that anyone would throw a pot away.

..................

does anyhone sense any intelligence in here?????? -_-"

qoute: "wat do you expect? i'm a stupid male!"

hahahahaha. ya. feeling hapyp now cos i am muchly yoga-fied. haven't stretched since chinese dance 3 years ago... my muscles are gone~! lalalalala. hahahaha. ok. shall go adn potter ard doing.... stuff now. i think they is cooking soba outside. bwahahaha. FEED. THE. CAT!!!

8:13 PM

*Hallelujah Chorus*

IT'S OVER!!!!!

the exams that is... not the world. hahaha. ya... the prac sucked tho. no idea wtf was going on. i just hope that i can get at least 50% for it, considering that i went it there and went "huh... huh? HUH?!?!" at the paper. ^_^ yesh. but is all good. and i didn't get any call telling me that i failed physical exam either. which could be due to the fact that i foudn out yesterday my details on the sis site were actually... less than correct. esp my phone numbers. yesh. but i assume that since i haven't got any calls or e-mails, i'm safe. so i'm going to get my seat after i finished blogging.

FREEDOM~! seems kinda wierd now, cos it's finalyl all over. i went on a food shopping craze in the afternoon... chocs, nougat and sweets to bribe my mummy, CG and cuzzies with. tee hee. ya... i think i'll pack my luggage tonite, sort out exactly wat i'm bringing home, then tmr i'll do my 'warzone' packing. ie: take everythign out, chuck it ont he bed and wonder how to pack it all into as few boxes as possible... sha la la. but is all good desu. cos at least i got an extra day to pack, instead of my crazy packing spree thanks to the the midnite flight thingy last year... so yesh. must remember to pay bill and ring the shuttle bus tmr... and i don't have internet from tmr morning. *cries* they deprives me desu.

feel like slacking off... i wonder if the guy who has all teh movies and stuff on the network is still here... if not then maybe i'll stone a bit... or read manga... i need to treat my hair too.. la la la... and sleeeeeep. or maybe i shud just stuff the sleep adn start the packing... can sleep like pig when i get home. XD and set up piracy central of course. ne ms wee, is it true that the law on not-so-legal d/ling back home is tougher? and does it apply to BT or just kazaa??? *thinks of all the anime screaming to be d/led* deus desu desu. sha la la. sigh. ok. me goes. bye~!

ps: it was freeeezing again today. the weather is really mad. and i think it hailed again last nite. and someone said that it was SNOWING somewhere else?!?? duuuuuuuuuuuuuh....

Wednesday, November 15

6:08 PM

Late spring/early summer my ASS

it is FRIGGING COLD. like WINTER outside. seriuosly. my toes are about to fall off (well, maybe that's cos i was wearing birkies ard since i didn't want to get ym other shoes wet) and everything is COOOOLD! -_-" crazy melbourne weather. i look forward to going home, i bet that i'll be dying to come back here nad freeze soon after. XD

went to the museum again with char today... was quite funny cos both of us didn't want to go, but we missed each other's hints in our sms so we ended complaining al teh way to the lab... but it was pretty good i think? we whizzed thru the files for the neuro pracs, i'm amazed ata how much i managed to crap out. oh, and for the first time today (or maybe second, if i actually heard and forogt in lecture) i realized that light travels from the other end of the photoreceptors, and then the nerve impulse travels back in the opp direction. -_-" let's jsut say that i've been learning it as only 1 way flow. -_-" sheeeet. thank you char for getting that point across. XD ya. then we went thru histo slides, except that the idiot before us messed up the slide box so we coculdn't find hte slides in the proper slots. so char was the official digger while i did the tweaking adn focusing on the microscope, found the slides and explained them. if i ever become a pathologist, i swear i'm going to get my own microscope (when i can afford it) because my face is too narrow and hence my eyes are too close together to look thru both eyepieces at the same time. -_-" which is silly, cos i end up having to use one eye to peer thru even though there's 2 eyepieces. grrrrrr. and i wonder if i really want to do pathology altho i find it interesting... considering that my neck and back are alreayd protesting witht he intense stdy and bad posture from the past 2-3 weeks... -_-" desu. oh well. still got time to decide ne? but i'm definitely not going into orthopaedics. not unless i start going to the gym and building up the muscle... considering that i was alreayd having troubles lifting koala's leg when practising knee and hip exam on him, and he was conscious and skinny to boot... i think i'dd need to help of a crane or smthg to help me if it was a big, fat, unconscious patient. XD ahem. desu.

need to read and study so much by tmr... ARGH!!!! sha la la. glad i'm in 3rd shift. maybe i'll drop by the city after prac... and hte pre-departure info session. if i even make it there in time. -_-" sigh. anyway. shall go and either sleep or read neuro prac. bye~!

ps: tony no baka forgot his calculator for his exam today. -_-" stupid male. and he's got 2 more papers, so i told him that if i heard any screaming and whooping in the corridor tonight, i'd kill hi slowly. and he has decided not to do his laundry at all. why? becos he ran out of laundry powder. -_-" stupidity has no limits. nad we wonder why the male brain is larger than the female brain... to make up for the stupididty or to make room for the stupidity??? -_-" la la la. not sexist at all... tee hee... here is where i'd spout my HP crap btu i really can't be stuffed so i shuts up and gets lost now. XD

Tuesday, November 14

10:11 PM

1more paper!!!!

yay~! osce is over. and it wasn't as bad as we thot it'd be yesterday~! XDXD altho i forgot to greet the patient for the physical exam.. adn screwed up the question on the S1 lesion... oh well. think i'll pass. i'm sure i got the whole exam right. the interview was pretty ok as well, altho i did miss the bit on the patient concerns abt his vision... and i hope the examiner gave me the mark for sort of guessing that hte financial situation wasn't that great at home. but other htan that, it's all peachy. XDXD

Went a bit high at dinner... was bullyign the kat with the help of amy, koala and amoeba. XD we babbled muchly and... i dunno. had a lot of general crack. XD ya... doing my laundry now so that it'll dry by thurs/fri, then i'll do my last load which an be chucked in the dryer on sat morning, and then it's off to home~! yay~!

la di da... i can't remember wat i was going to blog abt... except that i read my blog for fun yesterday nite and... i found it very amsuing. ^_^" i think i babble too much. oh. and i babble when i'm nervous. jsut ask the pple in lock-up with me todfay. i think they wanted to gag me at one point of time cos i just kept talking and talking and talking. and i rewrote tim's name as "vegetable as name" (literally translated) in chinese cos he forgot how to write his name or smthg, XD bwahahahaha. ahem. i was bored and stressed and trying not to freak out wiht char.... ya. and i think i'm supposed to meet her to go thru prac tmr.......... desu. XD

i further killed my non-existent and super exceeded internet limit yesterday by d/ling viewfinder.... pweddy pweddy pweddy drawings. and very.... ya. XD *jams halo on* i will share the corruption when i get home. XD

okie. shall go collect laundry, spam FCT and then start studying... desu. wish me luck~!

Monday, November 13

5:31 PM

ICM fever

i have just come to the conclusion that ICM for this semester is FRIGGING HARD. met up with the med gang for revision just now... after waiting 30 min for mag, we ended up int he anatomy museum naming strucutres. i STILL can't figure out wat is wat when it comes to the tongue and nasopahrynx and all teh stuff in that area. -_-" then somehow we ended up pulling up chairs and doing interviews in at the corner of the museum before migrating down to union house for bubble tea and sushi lunch and a good round of gossip. which involved bashing certain individuals in the faculty and the s'pore education system (Read: NUS and the lee dynasty) with great enthusiasm. and then we pulled out our books and started collating interview notes, which was where we started freaking out.

musculosketal system has A LOT OF STUFF. more than neuro, and omfg, interviewing a carer is hard too cos you're actually interviewing abt 2 pple and not jsut 1.... and we had intermittent debates over various things, like hwo to read a CT cos i got my positions wrong so i kept htinking that the patient's left is my left when it's actually my right. char was freaking out adn doing much head banging on the table. then huizhuan and i were swapping stupid comments we've read in textbooks... speakign of which, there was a stupid qoute in our HP notes:

"Masturbation is a cause of cancer, heart disease, hysteria, impotence and insanity" -- US Surgeon General, 1908

anyway. back to our ICM practise session. after we collated enoguh info and freaked out enough over the interview, we went to newman to borrow the couch for physical exam, cos the final year students were having hteir exams today. so we invaded the tute room and were desperately whacking each other with tendon hammers to get the reflexes. conclusion: mag is hte perfect patient. she's got all teh reflexes. i have good knees, bad ankles. huizhuan has good ankles, didn't check her knees. charmaine... is reflex-less. XDXD waahahahha!!! ahem. ya. then i finally figured out my dermatomes for the sensory exam... and then we were going on and on abt different exams.... SCAREE!!!! i'm very scared that i'll leave smthg out by accident... adn then we had a debate abt washing our hands.... hwo how how how how how1!!!!! *fans self*

ya. so. wishing everyone out there good luck for tmr... i'm going to go ard college and get guinea pigs for me to practise on tonight... helpness. everyone's talking abt screwing up and failing and how the supps will be next week... but I WON'T BE HERE NEXT WEEK BECOS I'M GOING HOME ON SATURDAY THEREFORE I WILL NOT FAIL!!! *determined look* ya. prease to muchly help me God... i really dont' want to take any supps AT ALL.

off to rewrite my notes and read talley o'connor. and maybe take a nap. slept at 3.30 last night cos i got too much sleep on sun, so coulnd't sleep. -__-" duuuuuuh. erm..... ya... oh, and i finally got 2 reviews for the crossover fic *ego is fed* desu. bye~!

ps: ning da... wat doth thou mean i has aircon??? you has aircon too!!!! *confused* we need to do muchly leechation of each other's compy's ie:transference of manga and the ms wee's too. XDXDXD see you on sat~

2:23 AM

Ramble

second chappie of the xxxholic/LM fic is up on LJ. i love writing yuuko's character. i think i'll write more holic fic when i've got time. there's a plot bunny for a cross with angel sanc hopping in my head. i think i posted abt it somewhere in the past few posts...

funny thing happened in the studio yesterday... 2 days ago... watever. well, tyson was all enthu cos it's my last lesson before going home, so he decided to teach me silver salsa. i got veyr dizzy. so he managed to dip me without me protesting. and he was very proud of himself. then he deicded to show off his gold rumba technique to amy and andrew. aka: whereby he twirls round and round and gets happy. then he decided to demonstrate silver salsa to me as the girl with andrew leading him. very entertaining. and then, best part of the joke:

tyson: *someone's wedding waltz song comes on the stereo* omg! i love this song!!! *grabs me into a rumba/waltz*
me: right.
tyson: *starts singing along*
me: *dying of laughter*
tyson: i know! we can get married and play this song at the wedding! i'll choreograph the dance! it's perfect!
me: !!!!! i don't want to marry you!!
ilona: yeah, i think you'll look good in the gown, tyson.
me: *dies of laughter*

ahem. brad and alina were sedate, so i guess ilona made up for it yesterday. when tyson wasn't busy twirling me round and round. i think my vestibular apparatus has just been confirmed to be in pretty goo working order, altho i still get veyr giddy. shall work on that. if not i hope tyson catches me when we get thru the whole routine and i fall flat on my face. maybe that's why salsa is the last dance, cos by then the girl's too dizzy to do any more dances. imagine doing tango arg when giddy, it'll be like, tipping everywhere. XDXDX teehee.

ok. need to go do ICM notes. meeting up with the gang to practise tmr... la di da. DESU! ntie ntie.

Saturday, November 11

10:27 PM

Stoned

eh... exam almost over. don't want to think about yesterdya's pbl thingy. it was better than expected. so may i pass on go onto 3rd year.

i wrote my holic/LM crossover. it's on my LJ. so you know the drill. i think it's porb one of the wierdest crossover's that would ever exist, so hopefully there're pple to fan my ego with. if not then... oh well. at least i'm happy. XD

very tired. i hate it when you suddenly have more or less enoguh sleep (8h) after 2 weeks of not sleeping right. i could sleep for 12h i think, but have to wake up and get stuff done. SIGH. i'm going to go home and conk out on my nice bed and AIRCON!!! XD tee hee.

going to write the second chap of the crossover now. i seem to write better when i'm out of it... ohs wells. oks. i goes.

Thursday, November 9

8:21 PM

Tenipuri music

check the link here if interested. ning da, if you read this anytime soon, they've got shishido's version of valentine kiss. i think you were looking for that?

guess wat i'll be doing once i get home and have unlimited internet. XD

slightly calmer after ranting to da jie via msn and ms wee via sms. da jie says she'll treat me to ice cream if i score well.hehehehe. instigation!

i goes. bye bye

7:41 PM

ASDFGHJK

STRESSS!!!!!!!!!! well, maybe not. seriously. i am not stressed. no. not at all. food is just sticking in my throat and i just have a lot of stuff left to cover and read thru by tmr morning. add in the fact hat i woke up for breakfast this morning, felt very happy, sat at my table, finished 1 pbl and then KO'd until lunch. NO NOT STRESSED AT ALL!!!!!

*fanfanfan*

i will surive. it can't be that bad. maybe the mcw was meant to be the killer and the written paper will be fine. yes. prease to breath. inhale exhale...

dammit.

sorry for screeching randomly down teh phone and glomping your leg jsut now waku. ^_^" and koala shud stop trying to whine like me... it sounds vaguely... convincing. -_-" omfg. ya. and if i rang home to whine at my mummy she'd laugh at me and then get my sister to tell me that in exams, yo're not meant to be able to finish studying. which is good psychotherapy really. and we wonder why my sister is a psychologist. -_-" sigh. add oil. after 12.30 tmr i can let loose adn go shopping... must.... meditate... inner calm......

TASUKETE!!!!!!

desu

ps: if i see TSM running along the corridor or making his stupid whooping 'scared' noises when he sees me (and then calls my name while waiting for the rest int he foyer to go for the afternoon paper. i ignored him of course) or if i hear ANY sort of commotion going on outside my door involving pple with Y chromosomes, i swear i'm not responsible for any bloodshed, hair pulling and viscera flying. just to make things clear. *sharpens collection of jch cutlery lying ard room*

Wednesday, November 8

8:47 PM

Sucky internet limits

apparently i've exceeded my limit. so i owe college $13. and counting of course since i'm now online blogging abt it. personally, i think the counter is screwed. but then again, i did d/l a lot of crap. but surely not 800mb in a month??? that's insane. duh. maybe i'll go find nick and pester him. i hate the lmit. it's soooo tupid. duuuuuuuuuh. sigh. can't wait for my unlimited internet back home altho it's slower. ohs wells. ladida. and at least it doesn't cost so much to overshoot. i've decided stuff it and be happy.

need to study, eyes are spontaneously closing on me. i'm huggin kuro-chan and going sha la la at the compy screen. hehehehe. need to go thru pbl and read notes again.. i love the life of a student. everything revolves ard getting neckaches and back cramps. all for one stupid piece of paper which raises your pay by dunno how many percent. or in my case, let's me stick a knife into pple without them screaming homicide. XDXD ahem. i digress. me go now. desu

5:59 PM

2/5; 10 more days!!!

hahaha, i just got a message from my mummy commanding me to go and sleep. ^_^" err... hehehe. i think i need to change my sleeping patterns too, but oh well.

HP PAPER IS OVER!!! it was so-so... when flipping thru during reading time, i looked at the the short answer questions and was thinking that it sounded pretty doable... then i went back to doing the mcq... but when the time came to the actual writing.... it was like 'huh? wtf? wat was i going to write here again?' -_-" so i think i crapped my way thru the whole written section. all i remember is waxing philosophical abt stds and condoms and how the male has power over the female in sexual relationships but won't go see the docotr. amongst other things to do with alzheimer's. a lot of alzheimer's. oh, and throw in a really bad drawing of a brain while at it. i was sooo tempted to write in brackets (i'm so sorry i can't draw, that IS a brain... altho it doesn't look like one) ^_^" tee hee.

i'm impressed that i managed to finish all my notes in time, considering that my concentration jsut went snap at abd 12 thru to 1.30... thank God that i finfihsed in the end. and got ot sleep by 6 too!!! when the sky wasn't that bright yet. heh. ^_^" ya... and guess wat happened while i was stressing? i started writing. WRITING. *bangs head on desk* like someone prease to shoot me now. desu. ya. so more poetry, up on my LJ. you know the whole thing abt my LK yadda yadda yadda. oh, and i was fleshing out hte plot for the xxxholic/LM crossover. it's more or less done. AND THEN. just when i thot it couldnt' get worse, another plot bunny hit. this time it's a xxxholic/angel sanctuary. the synopsis? "whereby mad hatter drops in and teams up with yuuko to make watanuki's life a living hell." XDXD looking forward to writing that one too. speaking of which, i shud go and find the clamp or holic community to join... feed teh ego with teh reviews of doom. bwahahhahaha. ahem. ya.

oh, and i think i scared the males last nite cos they were making so much noise in the corridor that i wrenched my door open, screeched 'SHUT UP!' and then slammed my door again. *whistles* not my fault i swear. besides, don't htey have to study???? duh. well, just their luck to make so much noise on a day when i felt like shit and had a whole load of work to do. *twiddles thumbs* now if they could just shut up till i'm done with friday's paper, i'd be a very happy person. everyone's lookign forward to friday, after which we'll be slightly more normal... and nto stocking up on chocolate from 7/11 (rip off) and prancing ard on lack of sleep. my bed looks very tempting now, but i think i shud sleep early and get waku to waku me up on her way to exam tmr... otherwise i dunno how i'm gonna sleep tmr nite and wake up adn do pbl in a semi-lucid state of mind. tee hee. ya.

hmm, there's time before dinner, to write or not ot write? not like i'm going to get any study done anyway, i'd just fall asleep. i hope the weather stays cold on fri too... can't think when it's too hot... brains kena fry desu~! hahaha. ya. ok. bye~!

Tuesday, November 7

7:48 PM

BLEH

i hate being female

slept the whole afternoon. result = 11 more weeks of HP. not including the reader.

panadol is my friend. anti-pyretic, analgesic and anti-inflammatory. right? or did i add in an extra property there? -_-" stupid pharmacology lectures. need to re-eat lectures notes for CSGD tmr. after getting thru HP.

i much rabus the lyd!!! she sent my b'day prezzie over.... it was a black meh-meh!!! XDXDXD of course with the intended pun of a black sheep, btu anyway, it's soft and cuddly and cuuuuuuuuuuuuute~! perfect for a cloudy day with lots of referred pain. XD named it kuro-chan. cos it's black, and that's train's nickname (black cat) and also after cough kurogane cough from tsubasa. cos i felt like naming smthg kurofai. XD now i just need a fai to go along with kuro and they can be happy. hahaha. kidding. i think i got more than enough stuffed toys. guess i better start bringing some home. XD i wanted to name it black hayate-meh at first, but that was such a mouthful. hence, kuro. welcome to the family kuro-chan!!! i need to find somewhere on my bed to put you, or else you can join jin-chan and eeyore in the 'hugged to death at night' group. XD tee hee.

study calls. HP is interesting. memorising it isn't. can't wait for friday afternoon. SHOPPING!!!!!

Monday, November 6

8:56 PM

1/5; 12 days to going home

first paper over~~!!! woohoo~~~~!!!!!! it wasn't that bad, but it could have been better. but overall, i think it was ok. a lot of pple found it hard, so i shall hope that there is eitehr moderation, or else it's just us being paranoid XD

was walkign back with mag after the paper when a girl sailed past us in a cloud of smoke... and we looked at each other and said "sometimes i feel like smoking." and we both cracked up and decided that we're a bad influence on each other. but seiously. after learning abt how nicotine decreases you spinal reflexes and makes you more relaxed while heightening your alertness... well, if it wasn't for the lung cancer part i think i'd have started smoking during the exams a long time ago. hahaha. don't worry i'm not going to start smoking. really. it's just the general out-of-it-ness speaking XD and then we were discussing the paper at the top of our voices, think we scared the general public when i started screeching abt contraceptives at the crossing... something like "if they're a promiscous couple the guy wouldn't care abt a condom therefore the answer is THE PILL!!!!" ya. was tikum-ing quite a bit of the paper... but on the first round thru, i managed to get abt 40 questions, so shall hope that they were all correct at that at least 30 more made the cut.... and ig ot a stomachache AGAIN at the beginning of the paper. like, is it my ritual this year to make friends with the REB toilet on the first paper??? -_-" oh well. hope it dones't happen again during the other papers, cos they're the writing ones, can't afford to get up in the middle ne?

hp on wed. need to start reading my stuff... want to sleep tho. sigh. and henry just told me a piece of news that had me freaking and screaming online to him and tim (who just happend to say hi jsut as i got that info) *drumroll* apparently TSM like me at the beginning of the sem, but decided not to try anything cos i was too snarky and evil (to that effect) like OMFG HE ACTUALLY WAS SEMI-INTERESTED PREASE TO WATCH ME GUT HIM WITH A BROOM NOW. eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww groooosssss... the veyr thot of that is.... YUCK!!! ahem. yes. needless to say, i'm not to thrilled to know abt that. or that he was making dodgy comments abt me and little mike thanks to yuxi suggesting we share an aparment. like seriuosly. if he ends up dead one day i swear it's not my fault. even if there's an object in my room which has blood on it and matches his dna. ^___________^

oh yes, crack laundry stories of doom. yesterday i found out from waku that TY sprinkles laundry powder onto his clothes. *dies* and i think he's going to kill me for blogging abt it too. XD la id da. hahaha. ya. anyway, yesterday steph brought in a kitten for ben, and since ben wasn't in, she gave it to tony to take care of. stupid tony puts said kitten on his bed. guess wat? kitten has bad bladder control, so it pisses on tony's bed adn doona. jason (who came to visit and was cracking me up with stories of why he'll never be a nurse or work in a hospital aka "i don't like your face get lost") was giving him the "are you stupid" look and asked him why he didnt have a kitten litter box. anyway, to cut the long hilarious story short, we told tony to RINSE off his doona. ie: use water to wash off the spot of cat piss on his doona. i mean, the ktiten is the 1.5 times the size of my palm. no matter how much pee it has, it's not going to be that much. guess wat tony does? he fills up the shower (the smaller one thank goodness), chucks 4 caps of washing liquid in and SOAKS THE ENTIRE DOONA. in the BATHRUB. which was probably filthy. and i think it's never been that clean in a long time. so yes. he soaked him entire doona. at 5pm. and then he takes his mattress off his bed, drags it into the bathroom as well to rinse it off . like ewww gross, dragging your matress along the bathroom floor is just disgusting!!!! then he gives up and brings it downstairs and lays it outside to sun or smthg, and then the VP finds the mattress outside and tells julia that it smells disgusting and that whoever the culprit was (tony wasn't ard, lucky for him) he better clean it or else the student club pays for it (julia's the treasurer). anyway, after that, at abt 8pm, he decides that his doona is clean so he tried to rinse it but according to kat, there was so much soap in there that he couldn't get rid of the bubbles or smthg. so he dragged his doona out of the tub and down to the laundry. in the process, he floods the bathroom floor and stairs before fighting with waku for the wwashing maching and the dryer. RULE NUMBER ONE, YOU WILL KILL A POLYESTER DOONA IF YOU PUT IT IN THE DRYER MORON. ya. so i walked into the bathroom adn the floor was all gross and wet and sticky and it didn't dry till like 3am this morning. i felt so bad for the cleaner, cos she has to clear up after us, and there were popped balloons in the bathroom too. don't want to kow how they got into the shower. -_-"

ya, so that's the crack laundry story of doom. it rivals jiawei's "have yo bought a bucket to fill the washing machine with water??" story. hahahaha... ya. after that i locked myself in my room and i managed to finish 18 sets of notes!!! *applause* it a miracle i tell you, and i only exceeded my bedtime of 6am by half an hour... altho i woke up 30 min earlier than expected cos i was having a tummyache... so all in all i only got 5h straight sleep instead of 6 as planned, but it's all good. i survived~! yay~! and i think i shud start on HP soon... cos it's almost 10. LA DI DA. desu. tee hee. yup. bye~!

Sunday, November 5

2:38 PM

Random thoughts from 4am

4am is a strange time in the morning. it's the time where most NORMAL ie: non-vampiric-tendency pple are sleeping. it's the time where the stupid birds can't decide whether to sleep or to sing, so you hear random sqawks and screeches coming from outside mny window as the super early bird tries to catch the worm. how it does it when it's totally dark and too frigging cold for any worms to come out, i dunno. and really, i don't care. 4 am is the time that i tend to run into tony in the bathroom, dressed in nothing but his boxers cos stupid male sleeps in his boxers and thinks that it's MY fault that i'm in the bathroom brushing my teeth when he needs to piss. seriously. maybe we should have bougth him a bathrobe and not chocolate for his b'day (incidentally, he pretended to try to steal my lunch. i almost bit his head off for that. i think him and TSM are officially very scared of me. esp when they woke me up by babbling in the corridor)

therefore, as teh title of the post goes, i shall now list the wrandom things i was doing/thinking at 4am. this is in anticipation for the exams where i need to do dotpointing. whoopee do da. -_-"

1) i made kat kat a pair of pink paperclip earrings. and then i managed to roll it up in a piece of paper the size of my palm and stick it on her door.

2) i concluded that since BS = brainstem and BS = bullshit, therefore by en^2 law od induction, brainstem = bullshit. XD

3) if it's a sin to be in a homosezula relationship, wat happens if a guy gets with/marries a transvestite or a XY female (the androgen insensitive one, not a trannie)? i mean, it's not like it's obvious that the 'girl' isn't exactly a girl cos there's surgery and all that stuff now, esp the XY female. is that still considered as same sex relationship genetically or phenotypically????? (don't ask why i'm thinking abt this. it suddenly jsut occured to me... -_-")

4) i zipped my stuffed doggy up into my MG jacket so it's head was hanging out. so i looked like i'd grown an extra head, but my tummy was extra warm. XD hehehehe.

5) i finally figured out teh circle of willis. willis, whoever he was, ought to hve been shot in the head or bashed on his middle meningeal artery before he even got round to charting which arteries came from where and supplied wat. it would have saved me a lot of trouble. >< desu.

i think that's all the random stuff i could think of. oh, and rupert escaped again this afternoon. i was ont he way to get my lunch when i heard this clatter and a scuffling noise, then rupert bounded past me (and he's really turning into a velli cute giant furball of doom) i would have stopped to pat him except i was too stoend and out of it. and then cameron goes whizzing past me chasing rupert and i hear a thump further down the corridor which i assume was cameron catching rupert or falling down. hahahaha. maybe i shud have told cameron that chasing rupert wasn't a very good idea, cos rupert's very playful by nature and he pro thot that cameron was chasing him for fun. ohs wells. *pats the rupert and ruffles his fur*

i need to go adn do the mcq from the previous tests now... and then i got 20 more lectures to go. sigh. it's that time of semester where i start whining abt doing med again. but i haven't been down to any meals for the past 3 or so days cos i've been bringing food to my room, so everyone isn;t suffering as much. i just snark at the males if they happen to get close enough for me to vent some irritation. oh, and i imitate kat's bendiporean accent for fun cos then she starts squealing and trying to sound aussie. DXDXD tee hee. ya. ok. desu. me wibbles off to finish lunch and... stuff now. sigh. wish me luck for tmr, i'm going to need it. -_-"

ps: some random xxxholic fic which is a crossover with something... but it's amusing. whereby watanuki meets death and they have a lond and semi-crack conversation. XD la di da. and a clow/yuuko fic. where they is muchly sweet friends and i think kero-chan dyed yue's hair bright green for fun. XDXD

Saturday, November 4

2:56 PM

Sheeeeeeeeeeeeet

the title says it all. exams in less than 48h. and i haven't finished. and make that haven't finished as in more than 25% not done. and wat do i do? i go back to sleep after bringing lunch back up to my room even tho i wasn't planning to do that. and now i'm sitting and staring at my comp and my lazy ass doesn't want to move from my chair to get my wakeup shower so i can start work. incidentally, i haven't done a single bit of work in teh aftenroons the whole swotvac. go me. and guess wat the best is? i'm not freaking out at all. it's been like 'yeah, watever' the whole week which is super irritating cos when staring at an easy set of notes i jsut go LA LA LA at it and waste time. like stupid radiology. like tumours of the brain. like, if that isn't easy then wat it, alzheimer's? *bashes head on wall*

*does meditation* I. WILL. NOT. FREAK. I. WILL. FINISH. STUDYING. I. WILL. SLEEP. BY. 6. AM. ON. MONDAY. MORNING.

desu.

i'm going to go ona shopping spree the whole of next weekend to retail therapy myself. then on sun nite i will go ard college abusing people feeling pple up recruiting pple to be my guinea pigs patients for physical exam. oh and yesterday while studying the eye, i actually managed to run thru the visual acuity test in my head. go me. i just need to figure out the visual field thing, but i think i've got it. and incidetally, speaking of the eye, i FINALLY understand the whole on/off bipolar, ganglion, surround cell shit theory. *head desk* THANK YOU GOD! before i never figured why the heck it was sign converting, converving, hyper polarize depolarized yadda yadda yadda. -_-" desu. i think it was the power hor fun of doom that waku brought back since i got happy on drinking the soup. ^___________^

ya. ok. i shall go breathe. and shower. and... study. SIGH.

ps: ms wee, helpness i'm getting more and more crack ideas for tenipuri/ouran fic of doom!!! *head desk* maybe i'll write some on friday nite if i'm not too stoned from 3h pbl and shopping spree. XDXD la di da. prease to add oil for your exams too desu!

Friday, November 3

3:04 PM

Desu.

ya. exams coming. don't feel like they're coming. still behind in notes but things are looking brighter. like for example, i finally know where which cranial goes and does what. sort of. *scratch head* need to run thru the pathways again for pbl paper. i keep having this feeling that the alzheimer's pathway is going to come up, so must remember to run thru that too. desu.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS WEE!!! join the 21-club. you ish now legal to read and watch cough cough cough stuff! *applause* hahaha. ya. i took your advice abt teh studying, so no b'day fic for you. yet. but when i do write it it'll probably be an Xxxholic/love mode crossover. yup, the first crossover i'm doing. la la la. why does inspiratin always strike when i have no time. -_-" sigh. and i will muchly spam the heck out of you when i get home. XD nwahahahahaha. and i'm going to abuse my internet and d/l lots of wabu wabu drama and anime~~~!!! ♥♥

want to go home NOW. desu.

i think i'm going to camp in my roomn for the next few days. still got too much left. sigh.

erm. ya. i cant' remember wat else i was going to say... so good luck everyone, don't stress and we'll all pass the exams and go on to 3rd year together! whoopee!!! (or watever year everyone else will be after the exams....) wow, 1/3 of my degree has passed...... add oil and hang in there en^2~! i can't wait for all this theory stuff to be over. i jsut want to go onto clinicals now... sigh. btu then again, i'd be useless in clnicals if i didn't know theory right? sihgh sigh SIGH.

incidentally, this is the latest song i'm addicted to. from the tsubasa chronicle OST, the first season that is. it's the one wat's her name sings at clover and kuro was commenting to fai that she shud just shutup and go wherever she wants to. XDXDXD hail the kuro x fai vibes. XD hehehe. lyrics for fun off some random site google provided. i love search engines. XD

Kaze no Machi he

Toki no mukou kaze no machi he
Nee tsureteitte
Shiroi hana no yume kanaete

Amai yubi de kono te wo tori
Nee tooi michi wo
Michibiite hoshi no anata no soba he

Sono utagoe taenai hirusagari
Mezamette futari wa hitotsu ni nari
Shiawase no imi wo
Hajimette shiru no deshou tsuretteitte

Sono utagoe setsunaku takaraka ni
Subete no kokoro ni hibiku no deshou
Shiawase no imi wo
Shirezu ni nemuru yoru ni

Mada shiranai yume no mukou
Nee tooi michi wo
Futari de yukeru wa
Kaze no machi he....

Thursday, November 2

2:20 PM

Wierd dreams and random thoughts

at 6.45 this morning when i was wibbling to the bathroom to brush my teeth, i had this revelation... how about and ouran/tenipuri crossover? whereby tamaki meets the atobe. XD haha. i mean, i can so see it. oshitari trading evil tips with kyouya, jirou and honey-sempai getting high on sugar and then taking their afternoon naps, mori-sempai and kabaji swapping babysitting tips, hiyoshi sulking in the corner, gakuto becomine best friends with the twins with shishido acting all prissy and pissy, and tori-chu becoming best friends with haruhi. XD it's PERFECT!!! did i miss anyone from hyoutei? haven't thot of them for a loooon time. la di da. ya. maybe i'll write it one fine day, don't exactly have a rabid plot bunny demanding my attention now thank goodness. ya. if anyone's seen a fic like that out there, prease to tell me and link me cos i wants to read. if not then prease to spam me with ideas after exams and i'll churns its outs. XD

d/l list for when i go home: gokusen 2 english sub. IWGP english sub. kurosagi/kurosaki aka p-chan drama. blood+ anime. ju-oh-sei anime. death note anime.

my goodness. erm. nanashi-sama will be muchly overworked... maybe i shud actually start sending teh torrents home to sis so she can start my d/ls... but means i've to tell her how to use BT cos i changed the client from when i last mande her d/l stuff for me. SIGH. MS WEE!!!! does you have any of the above??? if you does i'll trade you dvds. XDXD

ok. on to the wierd ream part of this post. i swear that i'm not going mad. it's just the after effects of pia-ing neuro. incidentally, i now know my pathways. XD yay~! you have no idea how long it took for it to click that proprioception is in the DCML. i dunno why i kept thinking it's in some other tract. at last! i see the light!!! well, not literally see cos i'm going to start on the eye and all it's connections today. hahaha. punny punny corny desu! ya. so it's 2 weeks of neuro down, and 1 week of endcrine left. how many weeks more of notes does that make??? *scratch head* anywayu. about the dream. i blame the recipe book the jch gang gav eme for my birthday

ok. anyway, i dreamt that i was supposed to make a lemon cake of some sort, which required like a million different types of lemons, and there was something 'rocks' ont he recipe which i somehow or other concluded was a type of liquer. so i had to run out of the kitchen while mixing the batter halfway to the nearest liquer store. as luck would have it, i was in some wierd house in hte mdidle of nowhere in aussie and when i reached the bottle shop, it was like 6.01 the shop attendent was locking up. now, best part is that it didn't look like a bottle shop, more like one of those dodgy TCM places. so i knocked on the door and (horror of horrors) i developed a "i no speaka engrish" accent and asked whether they had that lemon liquer thing cos i needed it for a friend's b'day cake (liek WTF??) so the lady kindly let me in a shover a whole range of glass bottle at me and told me that it was wat i was looking for.. except when i opened it it become ginger puree???? *falls down* yesh, so anyway, i grabbed the bottle and ran back to the kitchen and continued making the cake. i was supposed to grate the skins of the lemons in, except that somehow it ended up with me dicing the lemons (which were green... it was a green lemon, not a lime.) and then trying to grate the skin of them, but when i was done the lemon peel didn't look like normal zest, it looked like capsicum?!?!?! and then somehow or other idecided to squeeze the lemon juice all over a pile of peeled oranges?!?!?!? like wtf was that random or wat???

and then the waku rang to wake me up so my crazy culinary session was brought to a halt; thank goodness. hahahaha. oh and i htink somewhere in there i dreamt that my entire family was insulting my friend's dad, which was quite... funny i guess. cos we were saying stuff that we'd never say into his face about our opinions abt the way he lives his life. ya.

eyes are closing, mny sandwich is cold... i need a shower. i think i'll go and fiddle with my LJ for a while. bye bye!

Wednesday, November 1

3:47 AM

Another quiz and random crap

amy chi, this is your fault now. XD



sigh. runnign out of time but still very happy abt it. i think i shall ditch endocrine and move onto neuro now. a bit too late but OH WELLS. the last 2 weeks of endcrine seem rather wishy washy to me somehow... esp the infertility and contraception lectures... like WTF?!? ya. ok. neuro here i come. DIG IN! INHALE THE INTELLECTUAL DUST FROM KANDEL AND ALL THE SHIT~!! WOOHOO! FEEL MY EXCITEMENT RADIATING OFF ME IN GIGANTIC WAVES THAT TOWER ABOVE THE ERM... PETRONAS TOWERS!!! ok. i think typing in caps doesn't make me feel more excited abt neuro... maybe jsut a bit more retarded. oh well. DESU!

i have this feeling that i can't remember how to label the medulla and hypothalamus... which is connected to the 4th ventricle again? sheeeeeet.

why am i spamming my blog? oh yes, becos i'm feeling happy after eating a bowl of peppery mashed potato. thank you jch kitchen for feeding the hungry en^2. i think ruth thinks i'm nuts cos i'm always hoarding mashed potato. LA DI DA. wierd food cravings. i was craving for scrambled eggs at 4am yesterday. -_-" DESU. ok. i goes to make frens with my neuro notes. i love them. really.