Thursday, May 31

8:18 PM

[5] Every Little Thing

by delirious? (yes, there is a question mark at the end of the band name.)

Everything must change
There’s a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I’ve got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without colour
I will carry you, if you carry me

Every little thing’s gonna be alright
Every little thing’s gonna be alright [x2]

There’s no-one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I’ve built my house where the ocean meets the land
It’s time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of colour
I will carry you, if you carry me

When it’s all falling down on you
You’re crying out but you’re breaking in two
When it’s all crashing down on you
When there’s nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you

~ * ~ * ~ * ~

this is like my morning routine now. wake up, shower, cook brunch, put their live cd into my radio, listen for a while and then go KABISH onto the desk and sleep. -_-" not good. i'm currently gunning for 10 lectures a day to finish in time on tues. sounds bad huh? i think it was worse for neuro last year? i dunno. but i know that i defintely felt like studying even less for neuro last year compared to this sem. in fact, i hereby blame my computer as the root of all my troubles. that and the sun. i can concetrate a little in the daylight hours. but my best is at nite. and when my c omputer is on... well. brain out window DESU!! has any one managed to spot questions yet???

and erm... ya. i was wandering ard in lalaland yesterday afternoon when i suddenly got bitten by a plot bunny. >< bleh. so i wrote fic. mercverse! woot! ya. and it's a multi parter too. sob. may i not get inspired to write ht next chapter anytime soon, can't afford it i think... ya... it's the fic i'm calling 'whereby my writing style finally reflects my user name" or otherwise known as "where zack gets turned into a toddler and the rest of the gang have to babysit him until they find the counterspell/sephiroth comes home" XDXD hahahaha

speaking of fic and stuff in general, LJ is doing a sweep of the LJs now to get rid of the pedophilic , incest, non-con ones... only thing is that some of the fandom LJs got locked down so there's a big hoo-haa going on there... it's... vaguely interesting. think the yamane ayano comm is hoping that they don't get locked down in the process... which would be a pity otherwise where am i going to get viewfiner scans!?!?!

speaking of scans, sugar manga took glass mask off!!! *wails* WHYWHYWHY!!! where am i going to get glass mask manga?!?!?! omg, dun tell me that if i'm bored enough during ams, i'm actually going to start renting manga from chinatown. *falls down* and speaking of renting manga, i was reading a yami no matsuei fic and i suddenly have this urge to go rent the manga. lyd mentioned that there's a shop outside our estate that has it. *chews nails* must... resists.... i mean, think abt it, it's been so long since i last read chinese, let alone traditional chinese. i bet i wouldn't understand half of it.... right? right.

and speaking of urges to do stuff, i was listening to hte dirge of cerberus soundtrack last nite. so guess what now? yes. en-chan is feeling trigger happy. i wanna blow stuff up dammit! grr... wondering if i'd make it thru expert mode or the one above it (don't remember wat mode that is) becos if i do, then i'd actually get to keep all the accessories, weapons and ammo from the previuos game. imagine! being able to use death penalty in the boss fights!! perfect accuracy and 100% kill rate! but no crtical hits tho. ah sigh. and then i'd have all teh gil to get hold of all the accesories and barrels and the ultimate weapon (which i've never seen before cos it's too expensive to modify all teh parts to fit it) *dreamy sigh* ahem. yes. guess wat i'm going to be hugging the day after i get home. hehehe.

also having teh urge to play ff8. yes, i've never finished it before. why is it that noone believes me when i say that? is it like a crime or smthg? i couldn't get past cerberus (i think? the earth guardian) at one of the gardens... bleh. i mean, ok, so ff8 is a game where yo're apparently NOT supposed to train... but... if you don't train, how do you get enough points to level up teh GFs so that they don't die a sad death everytime you call them out?? and how do you get all teh materials to make the weapons??? *is very confused* maybe i'll ask chuantai how he pulled it off... i thin he was the one who was bragging abt finishing the game at level 14? *thinks* yes, i think it was him. he was the only gaming addict in JC. XD whee!

sigh. oh well, guess it's back to the grind again. i was moaning and groaning to mum over hte phone just now when she rang to ask if i needed any toiletries cos watson's is having sale. LALING! needeth pore pack you??? ya, i think she was a bit worried... apparently i accidentally slammed down the phone on her. ^_^" then she msg back to ask if i was ok. which was amusing. i concluded that the reason why she never realised how whiny i am durign exams is becos i usually whined at waku and amy and snapped at everyone else. ^_^" so to LALING and AMY-CHAN and ALL THE FEMALES1 (cos males are stupid) I THANKS YOU MUCHLY FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY WHINATIONS!!!! hhahahaa... ahem.

ok ok. work work. need to reply comments too... adn revise physcial exam stuff for tmr. argh. can i not be the patient?? please? i don't like pple poking my tummy or touching my legs... i should have a sign attached: "warning, high chance of kicking when doing hip and knee exams" hahahaa. ya. ok. shut up en-chan. go peel your orange and start studying, and no, you are nto allowed to nap on your desk. >< bleh

Wednesday, May 30

1:34 AM

Babble

wanna go hooooooooome. i miss my mummy. and the crack that is the rest of the family.

i miss my playstation!!!! *wails*

i haven't been counting down the days to going home this year, strange. used to do it so religiously in JCH haha. oh well, it's 7 + 6 i think? somewhere there... oh well. it's soon so that's all i care.

forgot to mention, i got a good luck card from the family this morning... and all 4 of them wrote roughly the same thing "study hard, DON'T GO SHOPPING." *cringes* man... anticipating going full out at NYC alright... 2nd sis is going to check how we can get to new jersey for the factory outlets daytrip. she thot that it wouldn't be advisable at first, cos mum's going along, but on the phone just now, i told her why not? since there's 2 of us to make sure mum gets back in 1 piece, given that she's already scared of the 2 of us when we go shopping in s'pore... i said we just need to bring along some tranqs to calm her down. hahahaha. quite looking forward to the flight too... 18h! hopefully there're good movies, otherwise i'll just cry. trouble is that i'll be doing all the flying in the month of june, means that ill be watching the same movies for 3 flights. so yes, may there be smthg good... i don'[t think spiderman would be out yet though?

will sleep by 3... wake up bright and early tmr morning. is drinking milk and honey now and feeling haaaappy. XD i thot it'd be cold but it's actually pretty warm. hmm. may it not be too cold tmr morning then.

i made a mini-sort-of-resolution. if i haven't gotten round to doing it by then, i'm going to delete deborah's e-mail addresses and phone number from my accounts and her phone, and remove her blog's bookmark on my bookmark toolbar on her b'day at the end of the year. (but i dunno when i'll delete her last sms from me. maybe when it's time to change phones?) why only then? i dunno. it just seemed... fitting. sort of. i still have her fierydepths add and she stopped using it years ago when youheng was stalking her. hahaha. sigh. i realised that she never wrote in my autograph book. she refused to write for anyone, said that she didn't know wat to write back in sec 4... kept chasing her, even in jc but she never did it. she used to joke that we should give her a form to fill out, might have worked better that way. oh well. at least i kept the christmas cards and stuff. and i still have that photo of tsuba-chan that she happily vandalised for me. hahaha.

and so life goes on. and as usual, whoever invented exams needs to DIE. too bad they're already dead otherwise i'd give them a slow painful death by... tying them to a chair and making them watch pokemon and doraemon and watever else on loop till their brains liquefy and become useless mush. then we can flush them down the toilet bowl. *evil cackle*

Tuesday, May 29

7:12 PM

[7] Going psycho

so i didn't feel like studying yesterday. went to bed early. early in this case being 3am. and then OMG! i woke up at 8.30!!! when my alarms went off!! *is proud of self* so i made scrambled eggs adn sausages for brekkie, chucked my garbage, went to collect my mailbox key and settle my lease. then i came back and studied... it was... nice to study with the sun up. XD hahaha. too bad it didn't last cos it started raining... and my window kept swinging shut cos of the wind which was very irritating cos i felt like i couldn't breathe... KO'd on the desk twice tho. ^_^" oh well. am thinking of doing the whole wake up early to study thing... i think i'm vageuly plant-like... get happy watching teh sun reflecting off the neighbours windows cos the sun doesn't actually come in on my side of the building... XD

was listening to delirious to stay awake at first... they're a british christian band. the lead singer is hot. XD but he's married and with kids. hahaha. actually, he looks vaguely like owen wilson. how that translates to hot i dunno considering i don't think owen wilson is hot. *scratch head* anyway, there was one song which i like a lot. it's called 'Our God Reigns' and it's really meaningful. was listening to it the night i found out abt deb, but anyway, here's one bit that i really like:

Psalm 139
is the conscience to our selfish crime
God didn't mess up when He made you
He's a Father who loves to parade you

yup, so to everyone out there who's stressed, smile and be happy! (that inculdes you en-chan)

i hereby proclaim a new rule. if you're male and younger than me, thou shalt not talk to me during exam periods unless i initiate the conversation. BLEH.

reading an e-mail from the s'pore girl at jch, i hereby conclude she's on silent but deadly crack. i think we might share the same amt of love for TSM, except she sounds more tolerant than me. remember how i got pissed off, swore at him and slammed the door in his face? here's her opinion on it: "it gives me great pleasure to hear that TSM got yelled at. i hear about many of his stories; and have become quite good at making fun of him and his gym-going-ness and protein-powder-drinking-ness. but i have no sympathy for him so it doesn't matter" *rofl*

yes. anyway. i have a big bowl of stew sitting in front of me that needs eating. i'm actually starting to wonder if i've lost weight. not that my clothes don't fit, but considering how much i used to eat in jch and now i'm basically eating 1 big meal a day with a light lunch/brunch... hmmm. i think i might cook stew and freeze it for my lunch before hte afternoon papers next week, i doubt i'll be able to sit thru 2.5h (including reading and waiting time) without keeling over from hunger if i just eat a peanut butter sandwich. -_-" see how.

microbiologist and immunologists are too free. CHIPS and EAPs and RAF and RING... they need help. some sound edible, the rest are just lame. -_-"

[edit]

no, koala you are not coming to visit me anytime soon. why are you so intent on visiting anyway??? oh. i know, you're secretly in love with my nice red sofa. TOO BAD IT'S NOT YOURS HAHAHAHA. XD yesh. no visiting the en-chan. en-chan has no time to hurl abuse at anyone. en-chan needs to eat notes. if you really want to visit, you can come by on friday afternoon. cos i won't be home. XD going to practise physical exam and interviews with the gang. HA. are you jealous yet? a roomful of singaporean girls!!! XDXDXD ahem. ok. i shuts ups and goes. byes.

Monday, May 28

11:21 PM

Babble

ok. same thing, i'll edit this post as and when inspiration strikes to babble

1) i finished the fic. *head desk* will not re-read. will not read any new fic. will be good girl and eat notes.

2) if this was hogwarts, and if i was in hogwarts, i wouldn't be stressed about exams now. why? becos they'd all have ended when i was 17. BLEH. then again, it'd mean that i was working... and hmm. if i was from hogwarts, harry and gang would be my seniors yes? by... 4? 5? years?

3) ignore the rabid fangirl. i feel like sleeping (i feel as though that's all i've been doing lately which is bad) and waking up early to study tmr, but i dunno how well that would work and if it would even work at all. -_-" see how first... when i finish this set of notes. i need motivation to get out of bed. seriously. sigh. i hate myself sometimes.

4) all stupid males should go jump in the lake and swallow lots of polluted water. for the Nth time, STOP ASKING ME STUPID QUESTIONS! gr. swotvac!en-chan = pissed-off-with-all-males-younger-than-her!en-chan. that's a big hint.

5) i need a hug. and some patting. *sulks and acts pathetic* where is my non-existent harem when i need them.

[edit 2.25 am]

6) shit. can't concentrate. i'm thinking of sleeping and waking up early tmr morning to continue. but i feel bad cos i haven't done a 1/4 of wat i planned to today. argh. sometimes i really DO hate myself. *head desk* and then i find my self surfing the net. i think i'm turning off my computer at nite for the rest of the week. bleh. so, if i'm not online and anyone needs to contact me urgently prease to sms me. desu.

9:00 PM

[8] Whee! Kabish

pple! seat numbers for the exams are out!!! guess wat mine is? 101!! i feel like a dalmation now. -_-" i just hope that the seating in wilson hall isn't 50 desks to a row, i don't exactly want to end up as the first one in the row. i hate sitting all the way in front with noone's back to stare at when i'm trying to think. bleh. shall hope that i'll be sandwiched btwn some pple at least... i don't mind sitting right at the back... just... not right at the front? pretty please?

overslept by 1h 45 min today. *glares at bed* someone should invent something that will like electric shock me out of bed when i try to sleep in instead of study. sigh. need to go and chuck my rubbish tmr... and collect my mailbox key. and settle my lease extension. i'll prob be staying here till end of next year earliest. then see how... but i doutb i'll move out of the city, and i think my place is already pretty central to get to the hospital so ya... everything's peachy?

cooked pasta for dinner. was happily frying the mince and wondering how come it seemed like it was taking such a short time to prepare pasta today when i realised what i was doing. i was cooking the meat and sauce but totally forgot to cook the noodles. *falls down* oh the brilliantness that is me.

study progress... !@#$%^&*() explains how i feel. sigh. la la

shall go finish dinner and surf a while. then it's back to eating notes... and thou shalt not go head desk zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz bad en-chan!!! *props eyes open with matchsticks*

12:44 AM

Babble

i think i'll just edit this post everytime i want to add in some more random comments.

1) is eating wasabi peas masochistic? cos, yanno, the fumes goes woosh up your nose, your tongue dies, your nose runs, your eyes water and 30seconds later you're reaching back into the bag for another one.

2) why the phease 'shit hits the fan'? i mean, ya, flying shit is gross, by why shit? and while on that train of thought, how can shit hit the fan unless someone threw it there??? unless the person/thing it came from had really good projectile shit skills.... ok now that's just sick so i shall shut up.

3) cheese is good. smelly cheese is even better. if my fridge was right next to my desk, i'd be guzzling cheese indefinitely.

4) thanks to waku's fic sending, i now want a pet draco, he's so darn snarky. XD is it just me or is the movie coming out this year? or was it book this year, movie next year??

5) i want to go sing K. maybe i'll drag lyd to sing with me during summer hols. which seems like a lifetime away. SIGH. never been to sing K at home before. how... ironic. XD hahaha. considering it's cheaper there i think???

6) one day when i'm feeling stupid, i want to try how beer tastes like. of course, i'd prob be cursing my stupidity after that but maybe it'll be fun while it lasts.

[edit 2.15 am]

7) flipping thru the book of quotations for chocolate lovers da jie gave me for christmas, i saw this qoute: "man cannot live by chocolate alone - but woman can" XDXD and then "i'd give up chocolate but i'm no quitter!" and one that describes me "one of the very nicest things about life is the way we must regularly give up whatever we're doing and devote our attention to eating. (pavarotti)" and for the pple mugging: "when the going gets tough, the tough eat chocolate." that said, i shall now contemplate plundering my cupboards for food. till the next random thought!

Sunday, May 27

7:50 PM

[9] Start of SWOTVAC

argh. *dies* well. i did finish my first set of notes before dinner? other than that... not much progress. but hey, is getting into the swing of things so i guess is good.

amoeba's b;day party last nite. good food, lots of entertainment. kaighin is on crack. i never knew he could scream that enthusiastically at karoke. too bad no amy chi, otherwise it'd have been even wilder... i managed to impress myself with how well i coudl scream too. hahaha, but i didn't kill my voice. XD goddess on the other hand, got a bit too enthu with the f.i.r songs and started croaking sooner than me. XD hahaha... ya... karaoke is good for teh soul. apart from stupid half drunk idiots who kept peering through the window into our room. -_-"

hm... i overslept by 1h today. is good progress. it's down from 2h. i aim to wake up on time by the middle of the week. desu. doesn't help that my room is cold and it's nie and warm and comfy under the doona with all my stuffed toys and pillows that i just want to burrow and make a little nest and never come out... except of course i'd get hungry and everyone knows what a bottomless pit i am. hahaha.

okie. shall eat dinner, read and surf, and then it's back to the grind... shall see how much progress i can make for now if i leave my computer on. if it really gets too distracting then i'll disappear for most of the rest of the week. which means no more random babbling online sob sob. hahaha. desu!

edit: for whoever needs some entertainment: crack-drabbles starring zack! zack is on so much crack he makes the air in my room pale in comparison. hahaha. oh, it's FF7, in case anyone was wondering

Saturday, May 26

12:25 AM

Starlight - reminiscence

2 months.

time flies.

it seems so long ago but so recent. a time paradox. a dream on loop.

did you know things would turn out like this?

to let go but to remember
a promise to never forget

for you.

~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~

a white rose in a crystal vase by the window
the ghostly scent hangs in the air

an echo of laughter saturating the walls
the faintest reminder of days long gone

yesterday's sunlight cold on my fingertips
no matter how hard i search, nobody's there

a burnt out candle-stub thick with dust
silent witness to secrets and friendships sworn

a cherised memory locked in a box
guarded fiercely, too precious to share

a starlit night on a hill all alone
dark gentle Zephyr embrace my soul

~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~

i miss you.

but i'm still happy.

i don't understand.

but i know you're home.

Friday, May 25

8:27 PM

[11] Of ARF, INK, Staph and Strep

ARGH!!!!!

*runs ard flailing*

so. last day of uni. before exams. haven't started studying. woot. wat's new. -_-" and when we were talking abt the ARF and INK and various p*insert random number* genes today. i managed to look intelligently clueless. i think. or maybe i just looked like i was there in body not in spirit. which was partially true i think XD hahaha. oh well. but it was good. now, if i can just figure out wat irene stanley was blabbering abt, i might jsut be able to conquer the whole cell cycle crap.

matt brought his daughter for pbl today cos the baby sitter cancelled on them last minute... very cute, she's 2. she was chattering to herself all thru the pbl, and then she was very fascinated with all the pens and stuff... gi-han folded a paper hat for her and gave it to her while holding his pencil... she thot that he was offering her teh pencil as well and told him thank you very enthusiastically while trying to take his pencil. *lol* then andrea lent her her psychedelic pens and she started drawing on herself... to matt's horror. XD then she stuck all the pen caps on her fingers and started waving them ard. ahahah. oh, and stupid thing happen, JW walked in a we were like 'oh, we've got a guest today' and he looked at the kid (very obviously asian) and asked "who's kid is that?" -_-" i couldnt' resist snarking him, i said. "well, who here among us is old enough to have an asian kid?" and he looked ard at all teh asian girls (all 22 yrs) and then he had this 'oh... right' look on his face -_-" like please, use your brain a bit can? it's not rocket science considering that only matt and andrea are married and the kid was sitting right next to matt. -_-"

anyway, dance was crack. tyson was crack. he was very happy abt the present, he was complaining abt how his mum gave him and ornamental elephant altho she's known him for 25 years. *dies laughing* and then he was coo-ing over the cup and showing it to everyone altho evyerone was ignoring him. XDXD so he's going to go home and worship his cup/bowl and drink miso in it. hahaha. crazy guy. worked on jive today... i accidentally bashed him with my elbows. oops. oh well, at least he's tall enough to get it across the chest and not his nose... or his forehead (like poor desh last year. oh dear) anyway. he's quite amazed that i can spin well enough when he's leading me, but when i have to do it myself, i go toppling in every direction but teh correct way. ^_^" la la. ya...

ok... shall go and cook dinner now... only got home at abt 8.10 cos i went down to safeway and big w to stock up on food... still need to get soba... sigh. oh and i have a new pillow! hahaha... whee for more sleeping. no no no., not sleeping. bad en-chan. argh. ok. stop talking to self on blog. go cook dinner. bye!

Thursday, May 24

10:37 PM

[12] Screwed eating habits

based on wat i've eaten today, my meal pattern has been like this:

peanut butter sandwich for brekkie at 1.30 pm

2 sushi rolls for lunch at 6.30 pm

teriyaki chicken soba with mushroom and egg at 10.30 pm

........

can i just say that i'm seriously starvationing to death at this point and i feel vaguely sick from gobbling half the noodles??? O.o

on the brighter side, i finshed pbl. *impressed* well, sort of finished. got a leeeetle bit more to do which is prob just googling. wow. the last pbl of the sem and i'm inspired to do pbl before slacking off. -_- how ironic is that. bleh.

i bought myself a heater... it was pretty cheap, but i think i got cheated of $10... cos i swear there was a signt hat said it was selling for $25 instead of $35, but it totally didn't cross my mind till after i'd paid and was about to get on teh tram to go home. -_-" oh well. take it as my contribution to big w for selling cheap chocs and sugar. XD going back there again tmr to get stuff from safeway and to buy a new pillow. found one that i quite liked the feel off, but decided not to get it cos i didn't want to juggle the pillow, heater and my usual giant bag on the tram home. was getting enough wierd looks as it was carrying my heater ard. -_-" bleh.

blogger ate my post last nite. *kicks* sigh. can't be stuffed typing it so. la la.

last day of sem tmr... time flies... ARGH! need to STUDY!!! deva asked if i want to watch pirates with them on sun... but cannot go... cos sat got amoeba's b'day party, cannot go out the whole weekend, must start locking self up and studying. bleh. erm, if i go a bit nuts, it's becos of lack of human contact ne? hahaha

need to start practising physical exam... but noone to practice on... except my teddy bears hahaha!!! ahem. i think they're cowering in fear in teh corner of my bed. XD

also need to do laundry~! is running out of... ahem. ya. need to do laundry. XD

sleeeeeeeeeeeepy!! wants to curl up in front of my heater and nap. except i know i won't wake up till tmr, and even then, i'll only get out of bed when it's time to get ready for class. -_-" en-chan is a lazy ass. sha la la.

okie. finish food, finish surfing, shower, wash dishes. do... stuff. XD woot~!

Tuesday, May 22

8:32 PM

[14] Desu. Bleh

i err... hehehe didn't turn up for HP lect today. apparently only jess and erfie turned up. zhuanster walked in, couldn't find a seat with good feng shui (joking!) and walked back out. XD the rest of the lectures... haiz. well, the one byt eh breast cancer network pres was interesting. the radiology one... i dunno. at this point, i feel like burning the next x-ray shown onscreen. la la. altho i must say, all the machines do look highly impressive. but i highly doubt i want to be a radiologist so i shall just learn how to tell if there's smthg really wrong with the report. haha.

i think i was having crack dreams last nite. i blame it on the crisis core trailer... if i'm not wrong... erm... cough i think i was dreaming that sephiroth was hyper and baiting vincent??? *falls down* ya. basically seph was being highly OOC. O.o i wouldn't mind having part 2 of that dream just to see wat came out of it... too bad i don't know hydra well enough, i bet she could turn that into a really good fic. haha, summary is 'whereby sephiroth baits vincent and vincent contemplates shooting him to get him to shut up'. XDXDXD

aaaaand. waku laling sent me fic... one is 300 pages. the sequel is 1200 pages. the sequel to the sequel is 2000 pages. *falls down* like PREASE TO SELF CONTROL WHEN READING!!! hahah, actually i haven't started reading yet. nope. i just went to read one of mirrordance's fics. a 34 chpt fic. very mild AxL, i think i read it before, no wait, i DID read it before a long time ago... sad ending, very nice writing as usual... la la la... i need someone to stand guard behind me to make sure i don't slack off desu. >< bleh

i ate dinner at 5.30. then i KO on my table from 6.30 to 7.30. and i was freezing when i woke up. dunno why also. which strengthens my resolve to go to big w tmr and sort out that problem with getting a new pillow and a portable heater. bleh. my pillow is 2.5 yrs old, and is going flat. *prods it* time to retire it i think. *nods* ya. so. mission tmr after the 8am lecture!!! go big w! go safeway! go asian groceries!!! well, maybe not all. see how stoned i am. i'm contemplating pulling an allnighter actually. tee hee.. see how first.

work work work. parents calling later. think got lots of stories to listen to cos mum met up with her frens. ha ha... and i suddenly feel like pestering lyd... why isn't she online. bleh. i miss being in JC... where we'd meet at bugis after block tests/early dismissal and go wandering ard pretty in tokyo and kino where i'd instigate her to buy stuff so i could borrow... and bitching abt sch... hahaha. sigh. la la. time flies. we all grow up. i wonder if eunice even remembers her grand plan to have the MG class of 2001 reunion when we all turn 26. 4 years more, that's not so far away is it? and if i manage to get a job here, i'll be missing out on it. but then again, i wonder how many pple would go. we weren't exactly the most cohesive class. and my clique, well, one of the key pple who held us together is gone so.

argh. stop thinking so much again. *whacks self and goes off to find sugar and think happy thoughts*

Monday, May 21

6:47 PM

[15] OMG! It's week 14!! O.o

ya. it's the last week of uni. can we all start screeching and flailing and running ard like headless chickens now???

on a random note, here's an excerpt from a drabble i'm reading while printing notes. have to do a manual feed cos i'm doing 2 pages a sheet, double sided... sigh.

The problem with living in a world of souls, Renji always thought, was that they didn't have things like seasons. It was just... summer. Sometimes it rained, sometimes it clouded over, but the only snow that he ever really saw came from someone's blade--and when he saw cherry blossoms, he knew that he'd better start running.

hahaha. senbonzakura anyone? XD

and on another random note, i almost totally embarressed myself today. went to baretto's with char for lunch... ordered a muffin. dug frantically in my bag and realised i forgot to bring wallet... so it went like this

me: err.... hold on, i swear my wallet's in here somewhere... oh shit. char!! you got money???
char: hold on... *digs frantically in bag* i have 2.10.
me: oh crap. *looks at sign* the muffin's 2.90. *about to start flailing* *long Q of pple behind*
char: yes! *holds up another coin* i've got $4!
me: i love you! *pays the cashier*

ya... note to self. next time, remember to bring both your umbrella and wallet. they do not equate to each other altho both are black and heavy. -_-" desu.

hm... wat to cook for dinner? soy fish and mushrooms? XD hahhaa... ya. shall go cook in a minute... tehn read fic and eat... then study study study. wat a sad life. sigh. no wonder pple tend to go more than a little nuts during AMS. haha

ok. notes finished printing. dinner dinner diiner feed the starvationing cat~!!!

2:41 AM

The Cynic's Fairytale

so i was jotting down random lines that came to mind. and then i was thinking too much about stuff again (what's new)

the result is me attempting to mesh together the various paragraphs... some of it is totally unrelated, but i think at least 2 paragraphs would be representative of how i feel about what happened. cos sometimes i think and i still don't believe, and then i get a little bit angry at how and why it happened and i don't understand becos life has so much to look forward to and how could she ever ever think of throwing it all away? and then i think more and i don't feel so upset and i remember the fun times and wish that she was back here...

sigh.

i have screwed up thought processes. and i suck with coming up with good titles for the lousy excuses i call poetry. i wish i could spend more time improving my writing. i think my prose could use some help too.

btw, this wasn't supposed to be abt her. it's not supposed to be about anyone. it just... turned out sounding as though i was writing about someone. i think. i dunno. but don't read too deeply into it. the feelings are genuine, but not representative of teh words. or vice versa. i think i'm confusing myself. i hereby shut up.

~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~

once upon a time
a fairy waltz played
we danced to the beat of tomorrow
secure in our own delusions

growing up in the real world
harsh truth drummed into our heads
happy childhood memories
faded like a dying flower

take heed of the markers
don't go off the track
don't hope, don't question
don't dream, don't dare

where have you gone
following the siren's call
on paths untaken
sailing into the unknown

leave the world behind
forget all that was important
chase after your illusions
nothing else matters anymore

do you still remember
the promise from long ago
that forever would last a lifetime
and beyond that our happily ever after?

apparently not
you lied, you left
and now the curtains fall
close my eyes, this is the end

Sunday, May 20

9:02 PM

[16] FF7: CRISIS CORE!

SQEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! check this site out for the FF7: Crisis Core trailer... ya i know i'm slow considering it was showing since last year, BUT OMG ZACK!!! *sqees and ruffles his hair* he is sooo crack!!! and sephiroth!!! SANE SEPHIROTH!!! (with a few less sticks up his derriere) XD like sqee sqee SQEE!!!! meow. i want a PSP now.. and they say the game's coming out this year. ya right. i'll believe it when it really does come out this year. hahaha.... ya... my ff7 fetish is returning full force now... and pretty pretty genesis... well, genesis IS gackt, so, genesis has to be pretty... but somehow, gackt's voice doesn't really fit? as in,k well, genesis is supposed to be the psycho soldier, and considering that seph has a very deep voice despite his PRETTY and SHINY-ness, i'd have expected genesis to have a deeper voice. well, gackt's voice doesn't really fit his image when he's not singing anyway. BUT YESH THE EYE CANDY IS THE GOOD!!!

ahem. *smacks self across head to stop self from bouncing off to sqee happy sha la la land*

anywya, yummy yummy dinner at cocoro with the lovely goddess and waku... we got a bit high on the yummy food... waku was babbling, goddess attempted to steal my gloves and i was grinning madly before we were even through the starters. hahaha... then cos the stupid tram refused to come, we ended up walking back to the city. -_-" oh well. it wasn't that far. la la.

the internet pple are fixing the internet tmr... dunno why when it seems to be working fine, but ohs wells i shall not ocmplain. unless they screw it up and my internet gets cut off again... they shuold give us discount for this month for all teh screwed up service. >< bleh. hmm.. shall go and finish rewriting prac, then can pass the whole file to char tmr... then it's showertime! and should i bring my laptop to uni? means i'll have to pop back home to put it down during lunch... hmm... see how first i guess.

oh, and i was naughty desu... i bought a bag at the nike sale. *head desk* 17.50 after discount... and well, my excuse is that i needed a small clutch-bag type cos my white mango one died a long time ago after the rust from the zip spread all over the canvas... sniff. i liked that mango bag... it was cheap-ish. oh well, now i have a new bag! yay! hahaha... erm. ya. work work work.

1:10 AM

'The Siren' and 'Nemo'

by nightwish. my new favourite songs:

~ * ~ * ~ * ~

A lady with a violin playing to the seas
Hearken to the sound of calling

Who tied my hands to the wheel?
The zodiac turns over me
(Come to me)
Somewhere there my fate revealed
I hear but how will I see?

I tied myself to the wheel
The winds talk to my sails, not me
(Come to me)
Somewhere there my fate revealed
I hear but how will I see?

~ * ~ * ~ * ~

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavour
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go

~ * ~ * ~ * ~

nemo is muchly sad-ish song desu... i think. i dunno. everytime i hear the name 'nemo' i think of the guy from league of extraordinary gentlemen, not the clownfish... so... hmm... was captain nemo ever in anything else besides 1000 leagues under the sea?? i only read the abridged version of that a million years ago... so why did he hate humans (or was it just england or some other country?) so much?

as for 'the siren', i think it's based on greek myth? was it jason or soneone else who tied himself to the mast so he could hear the sirens sing without going crazy and drowning himself? hmm. anyway, is nice song... i like the part where the guys starts singing the main verse and the girl is just going going la la la in the background, like the sirens singing...

ok. i think i should shut up and go do work now... meow. mirrordance finally finished uploading for every evil 2... and she left it at a mini-cliffie leading on to FEE3!!! *tantrum* i hope she finishes writing FEE3 soon... want to read desu... and i think my brain is hungry altho i haven't done any work. -_-" well. my tummy is protesting. and waku managed to convince me to go factory outlet shopping tmr. *bangs head on wall* LALING YOU BATT DESU!! hahaha... how to lure an en-chan out of the house: (1) good food (2) good shopping (3) THE BLACK BOX!! hahaha. ya... ok. shall go raid the cupboards now and then i really am going to do lecture recordings or at least rewrite my pracs. sigh.

I WANT TO GO HOME!!! flight still not confirmed tho... will prob be on the sun morning flight, or else it'll be mon... apparently the weekend has really heavy traffic... oh well. as long as i get home and have enough time to embrace my black box, oogle the pretty vincent (on a random note, there was this highly amusing thread on an LJ comm discussing whether vincent or sephiroth had tighter pants. *dies laughing*) and hmm... i dunno. doubt there's enough time to play anything else besides my shooter games cos they'll take too long? *shrugs* see how. NEW YORK HERE I COME IN SLIGHTLY LESS THAN A MONTH!

12:08 AM

MY BIRTHDAY

Your Birthdate: October 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March

Saturday, May 19

11:25 PM

[17] I HAVE INTERNET!!!

yes. for those who were wondering at the sudden lack of spammage on my blog, well, that wasn't by choice. for some strange and stupid reason, teh internet in the building went kaput on thurs nite. and they said they'd fix it by sat nite, but i had a feeling that given their efficiency, it wouldn't be up till mon.

looks like i was wrong! *glomps internet* ok, mynetfone, i take back everything bad i bitched abt the company... sort of. but i still think that it sucks as an internet company. ^_^"

ya... hmm... wat have i been doing... supposedly studying, ended up sleeping a lot. -_-" seriously, i haven't slept so much in a long time that now i'm feeling tired from sleeping so much. -_-" oh well. ya. erm... was planning to do a couple of lecture recordings tonite... shall see how far that goes. omg the exams are so close now. *runs ard flailing*

on a random note, veggie! i is listen to frou frou... she sounds vaguely like dido (i almost typed 'dodo' dunno why also. *shrugs*) and i still think that her name sounds like a dress. -_-"

erm... wat else... i is getting creative with cooking!!! i made fried sausages with potatoes, carrots and cheese for dinner last nite... and it took waku laughing her head off at me on the phone to realise that i'd actually cooked breakfast for dinner. ^_^" then i tried to make butter fish today... except the butter taste wasn't strong enough. oh well. shall try some other day, but tmr's dinner is back to good old soy sauce fish. XD la la... oh and then today i did muchly groceries, but i still have to go asian grocer and to safeway to add more stuff... tis the season to stock the cupboards falalalalalala... oh and i need a pillow too. hmm. think i'm goign shopping with waku tmr to find a teacup for tyson's b'day???

started dance again... tyson is teh mad as usual. he and jono were having a shouted conversation 1m aways from each other abt why tyson has the rights to change the music while jono doesn't. -_-" and then tyson barreled straight into adam and his student during our waltz, earning us a dirty look from adam, and then nicole and her student barreled into us and i almost got my head taken off by her hand when she flung it out during a cha cha or smthg. i dunno. -_-" the dance pple are crack as usual. la la.

erm... ya... so now i shall go and sqee over the joys of rediscovering internet... like reading fic. *paws at fic* oh, and erm, incase anyone was wondering, i err... am cough reading the black jewels trilogy for the 3rd time in a row cough. becos, well, i needed dinner reading, i didn't have internet and i didn't want to start on manga. ^_^" good thing is that given how many times i 've read it, i no longer feel the urge to chuck the rest of my work aside to read anymore. yayness. desu. ok. surf and then do work. *determined look*

ps: char if you read this prease to remind me to bring my prac ifle on mon. i've set an alarm on my phone, but given how scatterbrained i was on fri when i picked it up, put it on the floor next to my bag, put on my shoes and walked out the door with only my bag.... well. ahem. if i forget i'll pop back home on mon to pick it up okie?

and on a random note, with regards to a convie i had with goddess on wed nite after the circus, why is it that when i mention that i don't have and have never had a boyfren, most pple immediately go "omg! seriously? how come you don't want to go find one?" and then if i say that there's someone that i'm interested in, they ask me how come i haven't made a move yet... hmm... it's a general observation, nothing against lovely goddess *pats* (altho you kept stepping on me at the market today, but i guess it makes up for your b'day where i kept stepping on your toes by accident. hahaha) so... ya, en-chan hereby concludes that i'm probably not the type of persont o make the first move. maybe. and considering how blur i am when it comes to stuff concerning me, well. dear mr right, if you haven't run off into the sunset with prince charming (like waku was saying last year) PREASE TO HIT ME ON THE HEAD WITH A STICK WHEN MAKING YOUR FEELINGS KNOWN TO ME DESU!! XDXD *lol* ok. end of random note. i shall shut up and go clear my mailboxes now. woot~!

Wednesday, May 16

3:55 PM

[20] ARGH

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... er.... ahem. ya. guess who came home from 8am lecture today, vowed to wake up at 1pm and woke up at 3 after numerous resetting of alarm clock again??? *head desk* sigh. i guess that overcoming my refuse-to-get-out-of-bed tendencies still requires a lot of work ne? la la.

for teh fun of it, ff7 fans check this site out. the owner basically went a bit nuts and set up 'comic strips' of her model figures of the ff cast and makes them act out really funny stuff. of course, there's some seph x cloud in there but nothing that dodgy to scream about. hahaha... but yes, it's worth a laugh at, especially if you know who the characters are... start at the first entry and work your way backwards cos they're all linked. XD haha. ya... no prizes guessing how i was entertaining myself last night while waiting for parents to call. XD

hmm... need to go do pbl now... la la... and then have to roll down to the city to meet koala and goddess and whoever's taking the last ticket for dinner. LA DI DA. i wish the exams were over already... sigh.

Tuesday, May 15

9:20 PM

Turning domestic

so i ate dinner early cos i was starving to death. after which i actually washed my pots and everything before 8.

so i decided to shower.

then i actually got out of the shower before 9. which felt very wierd cos i've never been so... early? before. XD

so i decided that since i'd been putting it off for a long time, i'd do my handwashing.

while handwashing i decided i might as well scrub my sink so it was already soapy. just needed to add more sink-scrubbing detergent, watever it's called.

then i decided that since i was wearing gloves, i might as well clean my mirror as well. got out mirror and shower cleaner and squirted it all over mirror.

decided that since i was holding squirty bottle, i'd clean my shower panes as well. dunno why i'd want to clean the inside when it's only going to get wet and dirty again tmr but oh well. so i cleaned both sides. now there's no watermarks. *pleased*

decided that since squirty bottle was next to toilet cleaner, i'd clean my toilet bowl as well (my fav part of toilet cleaning. cos after that everything sparkles and feeds my crow complex) so i cleaned and scrubbed the great white throne.

then i decided that since i was at it, i might as well mop my toilet floor.

and by the time i was done, it was 9.15 and i'd chipped most of my nail polish. so i had to clean it off. and at the risk of sounding even more bimbo (apart from my proclaimation to the med girls today that i was turning blonde and pointing to the remnants of my red highlights which are now... blondish brownish) i've this urge to paint them again. hahaha -_-" i thought that channel was supposed to last... must go and complain to sis since she's the one who gave it to me. hahahaha. ya... er.... so, now my toilet has been scrubbed and polished and i feel good and domesticated. XD hahaha. ya... lalalala. and did i mention that i vacuumed most of my apartment yesterday with my little handheld vacuum? XD when i say i most, it's becos the err... battery died before i could get to the kitchen area. so maybe i'll do that tmr after teh 8am lecture. whee!

poor bloggie, getting spammed so many times a day already... it's usually a tradition reserved for the exam periods. *pats bloggie*

off to the circus tmr! is excited! *bounces* hm, need to do pbl... think i'll do i tmr afternoon. must try not to sleep too much ne? must start gearing up for burning the midnight oil starting end of next week and reversing my sleep-wake cycles almost completely... sigh. la la.

ok. work work work. parents calling later i think? more gossip from home woohoo!

7:01 PM

Sleeping Sun

by Nightwish:

The sun is sleeping quietly
Once upon a century
Wistful oceans calm and red
Ardent caresses laid to rest
For my dreams I hold my life
For wishes I behold my nights
A truth at the end of time
Losing faith makes a crime

I wish for this night-time to last for a life-time
The darkness around me - shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you

Sorrow has a human heart
From my God it will depart
I`d sail before a thousand moons
Never finding where to go
222 days of light
Will be desired by a night
A moment for the poet`s play
Until there`s nothing left to say

~ * ~ * ~ * ~

pretty lyrics desu... now i want to see a solar eclipse. but that would be kinda scary right? if it was a full eclipse that is... hmm.

5:14 PM

[21] OSCE timetable is out!

and i'm in the afternoon shift. AGAIN. >< bleh... i just hope i'm not among the last few... need to study desu, cos the next day is the PBL... ARGH! sigh. wat shift did the rest of the world get??? prease to not leave me alone in afternoon shift by self!!! (esp if a CERTAIN PERSON who was invading my personal space last sem attempts to do it again...)

is seriously addicted to nightwish. a good excuse is that it keeps me awake. XD it's kind of a BIT hard to fall asleep when you've got rock/metal going boom boom boom through the speakers ne? but now i'm really wondering how well sound travels thru the walls and floor here... cos i tried closing my bedroom door yesterday but i could still hear evanescence from the kitchen (well, i was standing right next to the door) erm... ya. well, noone has complained yet. and erm... i think nightwish sounds better than teh PRCs talking to each other across the courtyard? hahaha

hmm... wat to cook for dinner... sausages and tomatoes? ya... guess i'll do that. will save the chicken and the mince for another day... la la la... is in very mugger mood lately. is good. ahaha. i acutally did work when i was in the library today, well, i did some work then i went to sleep. XD i slept everytime we had a break today. -_-" lectures were.... well, the first lecturer was like a speeding bullet train (yes, i know it's a double watchamacallit, but he was talking faster than bullet train, i dunno how he managed to breathe. hahaha.) the second one was abt radiation. very physics based... except he got too happy abt the first few slides and went zoom zoom through the last few. resulting in me getting very confused abt ionising radiation and all that shit. and considering that i liked and understood nuclear physics in MG and JC, that's saying smthg. -_-" la la. i doubt they'll set a big qn on that, prob just a few MCQs. so i won't worry too much abt it...

and altho i'm in the mood for work, the sheer amt of crap i;ve to go through is kinda... mind-boggling. so i shall jsut not think abt it. yet. i'll give myself a pat on the head for every lecture i plough through... sigh.

HUNGRY! will go cook soon. need to think of how to word a reply to supervisor... that doesn't sound like 'ya... can we meet later on friday cos i want to sleep-in?' hahaha... ya...

hmm... ning da! if you're reading this, does you want a pancake party next wed??? BYO maple syrup. haha... i'll msg you later this week... cos we always goes out for a pre-exam mugger period destress!! meal ne? hahahaha... ya...

well, good luck to everyone with the study desu! a few more weeks and (most of us) won't have to take exams for the next year or so!!! unless they decide that i need to be examined on labwork... -_-" cos the rest of the world is doing clinical research ne???

en-chan is obsessed. en-chan needs to stop thinking and extrapolating and looking at the deeper meaning of things which don't even have a deeper meaning and are just coincidence. i think.

Monday, May 14

9:42 PM

Quiz!

I am a Canna What Flower Are You?

ok. shower. wash pots. do work. SLEEP. desu.

8:01 PM

[22] NIGHTWISH!!!

*flying glomps the veggie tim* YOU IS MY NEW BEST FRIEND FOR BEING MY SOURCE OF MUSICAL PIRACY!!! ahahahaha!!!!

hm... oh ya, i'm eating chicken now. hence the hyper vibes? actually, not as high as usual, maybe cos this is the safeway chicken... which proves that my theory abt getting high ont he vic mart chicken is correct also. hahaha, got a lot of theories lately... including the one that got proven correct ie: my internet self-disconnects at 4.24 am everyday if i'm awake and online.

anyway, i slept at 5 yesterday, cos i woke up too late. -_-" the good thing is that i got lots of stuff done. meaning recopying prac, and since i was i teh mood i came home and did more today. was going to do lecture recordings except my internet refused to connect so i couldn't print the notes till after i finished cooking and resetting my laptop. -_-" stupid system.

ya. nightwish. my latest obsession. 'end of an ear' is actually their live album, and i must say that taja-whatever and however her name's spelt is actually a pretty good live performer. her voice is a bit wierd at first but then towards the end it gets better. she does live better than amy lee (evanescence) i think... but then again their styles are different so maybe that's why? hmm. and also the lyrics are... interesting. the problem is that i think english isn't exactly their first language (they're finnish) so sometimes the words are slurred, but other than that can understand them quite well (vs the japanes engrish. hahaha) i just find it very amusing that they sing in english and then suddenly they start screaming thank you or watever they're saying in finnish. hahaha

ya... hmm. shall go finish dinner and read fic and then do work. this is good. feel inspired to do work. go me! ganbatte! add oil en-chan!

ps: i suddenly don't want to do ams... i want to go straight to clinicals. sigh. LA LA LA

3:27 AM

Insight

ya, still awake. cos i slept too much yesterday, but i'm being productive, re-writing my prac scribblings. i realised that my writing looks like a cross btwn my 2 sisters' when i write cursive... instead of my normal writing that is, cos my normal writing is usually more... how to describe, the letters are usually separated.

anyway, while writing prac, i was just thinking abt my self in general and i realised that lately, i've been rather harsh on some pple, so i'd like to apologise for that. i dunno why that happened, but ya, sorry. i know i've got a sharp tongue and i tend to go for sarcasm so i usually don't mean it when i say mean stuff, you guys know how i talk before i think. and erm... i also dunno why it is that sometimes i just can't stand the sight/thought of certain pple so... ya, i'll try to be a better person... but with the exam stress and all the shit, well, i'll just try not to snap at pple.

thanks for putting up with snarly grouchy sarcastic en-chan desu! i solemnly swear to try to think before i speak and not be so evil and mean to pple... so let's see how long that lasts. ^_^"

ok. shall write out 1 more prac, finish off the fics that i've opened in all teh tabs and go sleep. oh, i found the bleach OVA on youtube. it was SUPER funny... and wtf, was it just me or were there renji/ichigo vibes flying??? *head desk* the whole "renji, what are you doing here at my house? did you come to ask for help again?" "er... erm... i just wanted to see your face." like riiiiiiiight. argh. ok. work work.

Sunday, May 13

8:43 PM

Ramble

i ♥ my new jumper. it muchly comfy and warm and i'm very tempted to just go snuggle and sleeeeep all day. -_-" stuff toy parties are good... and erm... jin-chan is currently sprawled on my bed in a very dislocated fashion. ^_^" poor bear. all the stuffing in his paws have migrated to goodness knows where cos they tend to end up under my back at night. ^_^" oh well, he and eeyore can set up the 'fat ass from too much cuddling' club... cos i squishes them to the point where a lot of the stuffing migrated to their butts and refused to go back up to their neck. XD

anyway, i think i almost succeeded with the honey glazed cooking... the mushrooms were very honeyed. the carrots were sweet. the chicken... was so-so. -_-" how to make the flavour stay on the chicken??

it's nice and peaceful now. (altho the stupid guy was shouting across the courtyard again. stupid male. go get 2 paper cups and a piece of string and play broken telephone for all i care, just STOP YOUR STUPID CONVERSATIONS!!!) so many things i want to do... like write (no inspiration), listen to lecture recordings (not in the mood) so therefore i shall rewrite my prac (in a while.)

i just realized i'm like getting orange overdosed... i eat mandarins for fruits... i just started using my new body shop moisturizer... which is orange scented. -_-" like omg i is turning into a walking fruit. hahaha. la la. oh wait, my hand cream is lemongrass... so that means i'm turning citrus... which equates to acidic... so i'm... caustic? *rofl* my logic never fails to astound me. haha. shall go and mail home now. la la la. bye!

6:37 PM

[23] Bloody PRCs

so i'm not being PC, but i don't care.

can somebody please explain to me, or better still TO THE 2 IDIOT PRC GUYS LIVING ARD ME why it is not good neighbourly manners to carry out conversations between each other from their apartments, across the bloody courtyard? like do we care about your personal lives and where you're going today, what time yo're sleeping etc? NO! heard of such a thing called use your bloody telephone? *rolls eyes*

nope, not being bitchy at all. it's called they muchly disrupts the peace and i doesn't like it when pple disrupts my peace. BLEH.

slept at almost 7... woke up at 4. -_-" can i just say that the way i live, i could be living from the other side of the world for all my sleeping habits matter. -_-" la la la. yes. but anyway, tim is helping me d/l nightwish so mwahaha, maybe i won't have to buy the cd after all... altho it is tempting to get the compilation... and how come hmv singapore doesn't have a website? i got directed to hmv hong kong instead. -_-" and turns out that JB HiFi prices are the best in aussie... $5 cheaper than the rest... so... hmm... see how i guess? la la la

i filed my stuff!!! so now the floor beside me is neat. the floor behind me on the other hand... erm, out of sight is out of mind? hahaha. i'll clear it up. soon. ya. but all that sorting out has made me get vaguely into the mood for studying. i've made a list of stuff that i need to do, so i guess i'll start on them soon. like copying out my prac notes in pen instead of having to squint over the pencil chicken scratch marks all over my papers. hahaha.

going to the circus this wed! is excited... but i just realised that i'll be missing an episode of heroes... mou! and it was getting exciting too... oh well. maybe i can mail home and ask mum for a synopsis... haha, think it'll take her a looong time to type it out. XD

speaking of which, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! and to da jie: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (assuming you read my blog, which i doubt you do so oh well it's the thot that counts)

ok. shall go and start cooking... i need to figure out how to make honey glazed carrots and chicken without all the honey melting off it and leaving them unhoney-fied... hmm.

2:20 AM

[24] Procrastination

i painted my nails. XD

getting into the mood for study but so sleepy. i think i'll go sleep after they dry... then i'll wake up for church webcast tmr and study after that. need to pop down to asian groceries soon to get more cup noodles. didn;t go market today cos i couldn't roll out of bed... went safeway instead and i conclude that it' actually less stressful going to the market. -_-" the meat section in the supermarket is too complicated. how come it doesn't seem this bad at home??

chun's in melb! she's going to try to pass herself off as my twin sister to AJ. hahaha, ya, shes staying at grad house.. i brought her shopping just now, and i ended up with a thin black jumper from cotton-on (i've been wanting one for a long time) and a dark blue fluffy jumper with penguins on the front pocket from DK (needed another jumper, my white 'kiss my ass' one is dying) it's muchly cute and comfy, guess what i'll be wearing to the 8 am lectures? XD hahaha

she came back to my place for dinner, i cooked pasta for her. then we were talking abt JC... gossip abt the classmates and everything... then we talked a bit abt deborah... it's better now for almost everyone i think, but she was saying how sometimes in bioeng she'd see someone who looks uncannily like deborah, or how she'd be at home doing stuff and then random thoughts just pop up... so ya, glad that i'm not the only one. it's passing, but i still think of her sometimes, so no, i'm not going to forget her anytime soon, which i'm glad of. i still miss her though... and now, i kind of glad that i rang her to laugh at her that day when she told me she was with kevin and at his house having dinner... at least i got to hear her voice one last time 2-3 weeks before everything happened... sigh

sometimes the question running through my head is why why why... but asking why won't change anything and it won't help either so i should just let go. i guess. i'd still like to know why, but in the end, it's just an unnecessary question.

but i really wished that the story didn't have to end like this. i wish you were still here.

Saturday, May 12

12:26 AM

I read too much

in the mood for ficcage. why is it that when i want to read fic noone's updating? i feel like readin good ff7 fic. except that hydra's away on her job and she's not posting... the other author's haven't come online yet or smthg and basically THERE IS NOTHING TO READ.

*sulks*

maybe i shud go sleep early.

but i really want to read.

listen to some HP lectures? na, can't be stuffed. maybe other lectures. maybe tmr.

WANTS. TO. READ.

why oh why did my bookworm tendecies have to surface this sem??? why not next sem? the amount of reading i've done this sem astounds me. the harry potter series. twice.. the black jewels trilogy, the invisible ring and dreams made flesh. twice also. that's a total of... 11 books, read twice over = 22 books in the space of march to now. *falls down* i'm like making up for lost time or something. and now i've this urge to go and buy the LotR trilogy from borders, cos i got 15% discount ticket and they're selling the whole thing in 1 book for 40aud, which comes to abt 40sgd after discount and conversion *wags tail* lalalala... see how first... shall think slow slow. cos i've a feeling that altho i read it (twice!) in JC, the minute i get my hands on it i'm going to start reading and won't stop. altho itis kinda boring. ^_^" *shrugs*

desu.

fic SLEEP. or surf. either one. good night.

ps: don't you wonder sometimes, how the most unlikely of all people get attached? and then i think, what on earth does the other party see in him/her??? *lol* and after complaining to jessie over msn abt the couple i'm going to be stuck doing research with, it suddenly struck me that there are a lot of med couples. like seriously, we're like inbreeding rabbits!!! we're going to have a mini state of tasmania made up of medical personnel!!! *rofl* *hits self on head and chucks self into a corner to calm down and stop babbling*

Friday, May 11

10:54 PM

[25] NOT A MOUSE

AMY CHI I SALUTE YOU AND APPLAUSE YOU AND GIVE YOU THE BIMBO AWARD OF THE CENTURY!!!! *dies laughing*

for those who didn't know, it took amy 5.5 months to realize that her darling mousy is actually a hamster. XDXD *falls off chair laughing*

ahem. yes. HAHAHA anyway, guess wat time i slept last night? this morning rather. 7 frigging am. cos i didn't feel inspired to do pbl until almost 5.30. and then i was eating noodles at 3 am cos i got too hungry. -_-" talk abt screwed up sleeping and eating habits. ya... so was going shalala during pbl as usual... was on the board for the 2nd half of the tute and i think i wrote enough sense on the board so that's ll good then. XD

neighbours were having a bloody noisy bbq downstairs... wanted to stick my head of the window and spy at them... so i went to the window and did that and realized i wasn't teh only one doing that. hahaha... ahem. then cooked dinner... the beef was TOUGH. my teeth haven't been so well exercised for a long time. XD hahahaha

hmm... shall go and peel my mandarins and snack a little... then will either do work or go to sleep early... going out with chun tmr i think? ya... so SHOPPING! whee! hahaha.... to buy nightwish cd or not to buy... see how i guess. XD bye!

12:14 AM

[26] New Layout!

yup, new layout. hopefully it won't need to much tweaking cos i need to go do pbl now... and shower... ya... will blog more at random intervals later, this was just so i can republish the index and get teh new layout up and running. XD comments please!

oh, and in case noone's realised, i actually update the sidebar everytime i change the layout. so go have a read.

[edit: damn i can't seem to get the text in the posts to behave... they're not following the coding!!! grrr... this is why i hate html. cos it's so darn irritating when you screw up and don't know where...

edit 2: fixed it! yay! was just a stupid piece of code i forgot to include... sigh. ok. ok/. pbl]

Thursday, May 10

12:30 AM

[27] Squareenix love

DoC - Vincent Saves The World

becos everyone needs to watch the hotness that is vincent in dirge of cerberus. and the song is nice too. contemplating d/ling all the nightwish songs i can find... that don't have broken links that is. >< bleh.

need to finish tweaking my wallpaper. need to figure out how to recode my blog to the style i want... hmmm... need to SLEEP!

GP attachment today... not bad. i made a fool of myself doing the bloody test for diabetes... forgot that 'm supposed to stick the damn strip into the reader first, then collect the blood sample... so i pricked the pt twice before i gave up and decided to wait for the doc. sigh. oh well. wasn't as bad but could have been better... and now i'm super tired but i need to get stuff done cos i konw i won't wake up to do it before prac tmr... lalala

ok. shall go adn continue corupting lyd and doing the wallpaper crap. sha la la

Tuesday, May 8

9:22 PM

[28] Oh the crackness of it all

ahem.

yes. i gave in to temptation today and went to borders at lygon to check if they had DMF... AND THEY DID!!! *does happy dance* 25AUD... was too lazy to go and double check whether S&S had it so i just bought it... and i'm almost through reading already. -_-" but yes, the book is crack. the crackness shows up at the wierdest and randomest intervals. was laughing my head off... and the daemon and jaenelle crack!!! *dies laughing* i never knew they were that cracked. especially the whole daemon dancing with rainier scene followed by the 'quarrel' where daemon managed to mangle the old tongue into something utterly stupid (poor guy, he should have been very relieved that noone except jaenelle understood wat he was shouting at her, otherwise his reputation would be even more gone than ever. xD)

ahem. yes. the book is crack. guess wat i'm reading on the tram tmr on the way to placement? XD speaking of which, i need to cut my nails... and choose wat to wear *disappears for a couple of minutes*

anyway, i rang the practice today to ask wat time to turn up... they very helpfully told me they stzrt at 8.30 and i can go at anytime. was tempted to say 'does this mean i don't need to come at all?' but ya, can anyone tell that i really don't care abt going?? sigh. hopefully i get off before 6 this time... and hopefully the sandwiches and the bananas and the cookie of doom will last me all teh way thru... should eat more for brekkie too, wouldn't want my tummy to start grumbling in teh middle of a consultation ne? hahaha can imagine the patients thinking 'omg, poor underfed anorexic asian med student... wat are they doing to them nowadays?' XDXD tee hee.

hmm... shall go adn tweak my wallpaper... did most of it last nite but there's something off about it... dunno wat, need to go adn figure it out... maybe i didn't feather some of the images properly. i think it's the background. it's too... solid. i want to make it rougher... sort of sandy maybe??? darn. maybe i should work on collecting textures instead of fonts. -_-" la la. ok. shall go and tweak while waiting for family to call... *twirls*

oh ya, I GOT INTO AUSTIN!! *does happy dance* only thing is that most of the gang is going to st v's... oh well, considering i was the only one among the 6 of us who didn't put v's as 1st choice i guess it was expected... but at least quite a few pple i know will be joining me at austin so it's all good. there was one other thing too but i don't exactly want to say here so i'll just say... is it a sign??? XDXD *bounces excitedly* ya, but i know that i'l definitely be happy there. woot!

now to decide if i need to move again... should i move to suburbs? it'll be closer and cheaper, but it'll be ulu... and i'll need to train/tram back to the city for dance lessons (speaking of which, tyson's sister had a baby!! so he's in adelaide visiting her this week so i'll only start lessons next week, which is kinda pointless since i'll have to stop after 3-4 lessons and go home again *shrug* oh well... erm... ya, wat was i saying? yes, moving house... so hmmm... see how first... it's actually pretty central living here in the city... the train station isn't that far away. see how la, still got time. will just arrange to extend lease till may...

Monday, May 7

7:47 PM

[29] Whee!

yay! test over! it was shit as usual. HP had no relevance wat so ever.... was surprisingly lucid during the test, which was good considerng i only got 4h sleep... ya... think i made a few stupid mistakes... cos i forgot the names of the different types of worms so hopefully i get that qn correct... lectures were bleh. boring boring boring. plus i was super stoned... i ended up doodling all over my notes and writing with my left hand at some points during the lecture. i think mag was very amused cos i've never been that fidgety before... i blame it on the bottle of pepsi i bought with my lunch. i was swigging it during the lecture in an attempt to stay awake. turns out it worked too well, i went hyper. -_-" so i was babbling and laughing my head off at jess during the entire walk to the trikojus and before the patho lecture started. i think she wanted to cut off my tongue and kill me slowly cos i just. couldn't. stop. laughing. think me in jc sitting at the class bench holding onto a bar of chocolate. that's wat happened today. haven't gone into a laughing fit for so long. -_-"

then i came home and decided to slack off and surf the net... stupid wireless refused to connect for 1 bloody hour. i wanted to go kill the company. so i ended up watching all teh ff7ac trailers and stuff... had an idea for a wallpaper, except that one is more dirge of cerberus than ac, but i only have 1 dc video... so i watched KH clips to kill time. and now i've got inspiration for a KH2 wall as well. -_-" well, i had planned to take tonite off, so maybe i'll do both... and maybe one of themm will become my new layout... think it's abt time to retire train and gang ne? *pinches train's cheeks* i love your assassin crack, but i think it's time for something more serious, so go sit in my 'used walls' folder and enjoy yourself with the rest of the pple there. XD

starving to death. it didn't occur to me that i had to leave my salmon out to marinade so by the time i got round to it i was hungry. add in the waiting time and cooking time for teh soba and salmon = FEED THE STARVATIONING CAT. desu.

want to go shopping tmr... want to go and see if DMF has arrived yet... but i feel pai seh to go and stalk the shop. maybe i'll go central and walk walk. i need to buy more candles. mine's almost dead. and i need to buy bread for lunch on wed unless i'm too lazy and just turn up with nutella sandwiches again

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the name of the patient for this week's pbl case is deborah. i dunno whether i want to laugh or cry. and really, no matter how hard the faculty tries, their lectures on 'handling grief' and 'dealing with distressed patients' suck. you have no idea how tempted i was to walk out of last week's tutorial when they were discussing the options and preparations for a terminally ill patient. maybe i'm feeling like that becos of wat happened, but seriously, can't they be a little less... detached sometimes? i think chris (the grad mag finds highly entertaining) wasn't very happy abt that tutorial either cos i heard him complaining in icm. his mum passed away the week after i came back from s'pore, so i guess i sort of know how he feels abt the whole tutorial shit. sigh

4:02 AM

Gay quiz

hmm... this was supposed to be for guys but i got bored so...

does this mean that if i were a guy i'd be bisexual???? *tries to work out logic*

and damn i still haven't finished reading through all my notes. la la. someone prease to poke me awake during lectures tmr... -_-"

yay for livejournal. nice pple who comment when i post fic. interesting quizes to take. and so much loverly yaoilicious fic. XD hahahaha. *smacks self and goes back to study*

i need fic recs... please? anything and everything will do...

Sunday, May 6

8:15 PM

[30] Gaaaaaaaaaaaah

haven't finished studying for test tmr...

i burnt my dinner. sort of. was surfing the net and didn't realise i didn't put in enough water so my fish kind of stuck to the bottom of the pot. and i poured too much soy sauce in as well. bleh.

i dunno if i'm seeing things but i thought i just saw my desk lamp flicker... it better not die on me tonight, i can't remember where exactly i put the spare bulbs.

crack paragraph from the ff7 fic i'm reading while eating dinner:

Vincent felt the involuntary lip twitch again and schooled his face back to careful coolness. He lifted and hand and took hold of his half-empty glass, taking it to his lips as Cid seemed to contemplate the idea of Sephiroth coming back to life again. No doubt much of what was going through Cid's head was images of Sephiroth running around cackling gleefully as he chopped off people's heads and did his damnedest to attract a passing asteroid towards the Planet.

how... accurate. XD hahaha.

need to do the topclass questions. need to read all teh notes cos all i've been doing over the weekend is listening to lecture recordings... surprisingly productive. *impressed*

need to sleep at decent time. need to get started on exam revision.

need MORE BRAINS!! *eyes certain residents in college house and uropa* i'm coming for your grey matter, you know who you guys are. bwahahaha

desu. i go and finish fic so i won't have a reason to slack off later. la la.

oh, and i need to wash my dishes. i forgot to wash them while cooking, which is wat i usually do, so i got a big pile sitting in my sink. sigh.

Saturday, May 5

8:22 PM

[31] Screwed up sleeping patterns

i'm suddenly in super mugger mood. which is good and i hope it keeps up through to the exams... did 3 lecture recordings this afternoon back to back which is a record cos i hardly do any work during afternoons, much less sit in my chair for 3h straight listening to recordings. *impressed* but still got quite a lot left for the test on mon, but oh well. shall just take it as it comes...

and yes, i'm back to being super nocturnal... stayed up till 6, contemplated going to the market for fun but decide against it cos it'd prob end up buying wierd stuff or just getting in pple's way as i stand there and try to remember wat i needed to buy. so i KO'd for 3h before dragging myself off to meet goddess and waku at market... think they thot i got flushed down the toilet bowl or smthg cos i was later than them today, and goddess miss-called me 3 times before it registered that my phone was ringing as i sleepwalked to the market... ya... ended up with me hooking my finger ard the straps of their grocery bag and following them as they led me ard the market. XD

came back and went back to sleep. was planning to wake up at 2.30, ended up snoozing and resetting alarm until it was 4 before i finally hauled my ass out of the bed... then i decided to be productive and do at least 2 lectures before dinner... turned out that the set of notes i choose was the one lorena brown gave in week 7 so it was 3 lectures in the set... so thot i might as well finish it off before cooking dinner (pasta!!! is starving to death) hence i'm now eating and typing this and damn i just dropped my fork and got pasta sauce all over my table and mousewire... bleh.

so ya. shall finish dinner, surf a bit, do more recordings, shower, eat mandarin, do more recordings and hopefully finish lots of stuff AND sleep before sunrise. -_-" la la.

[it was wierd doing week 7 recordings cos i kept thinking that when i was having those lectures, she was already gone and i didn't know or realize... sigh. hate that feeling... of how i think i'm over it and then everything comes back. but it doesn't hurt as much now i guess... takes time]

Friday, May 4

6:27 AM

Oro...

yes. i'm still awake.

yes i'm still doing p bl. but almost done. thank goodness. i think

and i wonder why i'm always stoned on friday.

lala. ok. back to copying out the textbooks.

the joys of free games and ff7 fic... *bangs head on wall*

guess who's turning nocturnal during swotvac? -_-"

12:18 AM

Free games!

guess who found more free games? XD

hammerheads is good for stress relief. think bashing stuff and watching them go kaboom... it's like that arcade game where you have to bash the worms when they stick their heads out of the holes with the giant hammer. XD

typer shark is fun with the keyboard. see how fast and accurate you can type... a good way to pretend you're doing work when yo're not... after all, it does take some skill to type properly... or not. XD

so i've done the whole 'pbl after 12' thing again. -_-" shall start now. was actually in a semi-mugger mood just now... at least i'm not obsessing over story books anymore. he. vfirst test of the sem was harry potter... 3rd test is black jewels trilogy... tsk. en-chan needs to work on self-control any fic recs out there? i want crack-y fluff... harry potter or lord of the rings sounds good. tempted to buy the LotR bookset... wonder how much it costs at S&S? shall go check it out when i get the call that DMF is in stock... or maybe i shud go home and buy it? hm... or maybe if they sell it cheaper in US? XDXD trip is more or less confirmed... well, sis is confirmed, so now mum is settling tix over in s'pore cos they're bloody expensive from here... and apparently the flights are full too so BLEH.

i need to e-mail my supervisor... but i don't want to. sigh. is lazy ass... ok. i shall go and write out stuff abt lung cancer now... then again, maybe i shouldn't have played so much hammerheads... now my wrist is complaining. -_-" wish i was fully ambidextrous. if i remember, my uncle is... or was it his friend? i vaguely recall my dad telling us stories abt how my uncle or his fren used to switch hands during exams so he never got hand cramps... meow. oh well. guess next time i shouldn't abuse my righ wrist playing games... i'll use my left instead. XD and speakig of games, i've this urge to play dirge of cerberus again. >< bleh. i think i didn't manage to finish my second run of the game?? and then there's still the hard and extra-hard modes too... i think in extra-hard you get to keep teh weapons and stuff from previous games... imagine how cool it would be, being able to use the death penalty gun throughout the game (although there is the slight problem of getting the bullets since i think they're only available in the last chapter. -_-") but yes, death penalty is teh powderful. one shot kills, and it doesn't even need to be in a critical hit. XDXD and with all teh extra gil, i can customize all teh weapons and accessories to the max. ie i'll be invincible!!! well, sort of. i still suck at the gatling gun. can't aim properly or judge the number of shots to take down an enemy to save my life la la. yesh. but anyway, i shall stop fantasizing about DoC and his royal hotness aka vincent XD hahaha. ahem. ya. well. PBL. bye!

Wednesday, May 2

10:24 PM

[34] Backlog

i realised that i was counting the days wrongly, so yes, today is 34 days to exams, not 33. yesterday's post was labelled wrongly but too lazy to change so LIVE WITH IT. XD

was re-reading the first month's worth of posts i wrote on my blog for fun... my goodness. i was very sugar high in JC ne? and i studied a lot for my a levels too... and i had less typos back then. XD prob cos i was still typing with 2 fingers instead of 8 then XD

productively unproductive day. woke up, then overslept (hail the snooze button) by 1.5h so i got out of bed officially at 2... then went downstairs to ask recep how to change my lightbulb... but i have to wait till tmr nite when the caretaker's on duty so he can help me do it. i can't seem to remove the cover from the light and i don't want to risk breaking anything. esp after sharon's horror stories from last year where her whole light went crashing down onto her bed. ^_^"

wrote out notes on 1 lecture while watching 'summary' concert. don't ask. i suddenly had this urge to fangirl over yamapi and jin... been a long time since i felt the JE fever... must go and check out whether kat-tun and news are gonig to have new albums... i want yamapi's daite senorita single actually. ^_^" amy chi, doth you have?

i wish i could turn back time... then i can be a super mugger like i was in jc. i have seriously slacked a lot since then... like ARGH! wat happened to me!!! i think i need someone standing over me with a whip and electromag rods to prod me awake and make sure i stay in my chair and study instea of wandering ard and slacking off. but the good news is that i've officially finished read 'the invisible ring' (vs 'finishing' it by flipping to the ending and skiping pages inbtwn) ya. so my anne bishop fever has died down for the time being. prob until i can get hold of 'dreams made flesh'. la la. but yesh, is a muchly good book. it makes the web that jaenelle uses during the 3rd book make more sense. la.

ok. lecture recordings. there goes my goal of finishing week 8 off today. sigh. i need discipline and a hefty dose of anti-procrastination. >< bleh.

[random note] i sometimes wish i could have learnt to sing properly... wouldn't it fun to be a rocker? *imagines self dressed in goth and dies laughing* but ya. it'd be nice to have a wonderful vocal range. i wonder what the life of a star is like. and i wish i could learn more types of dance too... la la.

[edit] listening to the lecture byt eh scary guy from RMH... abt host-pathogen-environment... he was talking abt SARS and how the docs who went to vietnam to manage the outbreak died... was just thinking, if i had to go into an infectious disease zone like that, knowing that i might not make it back out, would i go? it sounds noble to die in the course of duty, but when it comes to the crunch, are we really that selfless? for the greater good and all that stuff? i dunno. i wonder if i'll ever find out.

Tuesday, May 1

8:49 PM

[34] Still going lalala

omg... daemon is on the silent but deadly crack desu... his character is actually slightly more developed in 'the invisible ring' than in the main series. sort of. cos there's more info abt his life in court... turns out that he actually helped in the training of the other slaves and stuff. and he was actually nice to them. my favourite excerpt from the book: (btw, jared is the main character in 'the invisible ring'.)

"however," daemon continued as jared spooned sugar into the other mug, "she's also a first-rate assassin. so gracefully vicious when she's holding a knife." his eyes narrowed. "puppy, do you have any idea how much sugar you've just dumped into your coffee?"

because his mind had stuttered on the word "assassin" and he really didn't know, jared poured the heaping spoonful of sugar back into the sugar bowl. he stirred carefully, trying not to disturb the half inch of sugary sludge at the bottom of the mug. he raised the mug to his lips and hesitated.

daemon coughed poilitely. several times.

jared took a sip. shuddered. set the mug down.

daemon's shoulders quivered. he pressed a fist against his mouth.

"good coffee," jared murmured. hell's fire, his teeth itched.

daemon bolted for the bathroom.

listening to the muffled laughter behind the closed door, jared considered switching the mugs but decided he wasn't up for whatever daemon's response might be after choking on the first mouthful.

XDXD death by sugar anyone?? i love anne bishop. her writing goes crack at the least expected parts... and there was smthg that jared said that i found super funny too: "she who snarls shouldn't comment on someone else's little grumbles"

anyway, i was naughty again. i decided that i shall procrastinat doing my replacement attachmen until after next week. going to try to get out of going for it in fact... will ask the GP when i go for my scheduled placement next week if it is REALLY neccessary for me to make up for it... kind of a waste of time sometimes, those placements.... la la la.

need to muchly study a lot... la la la... oh. and on of the lights in the living room blew. tried to change it myself except the stupid cover is designed such that you can't take it off unless you know how to. so reception told me to go find them tmr when the agent and caretaker are ard and they'll fix it for me. bleh. wish it was as easy as changing the bulb in my room in jch. just unscrew the bulb from the shade and stick the new one in. heck, i don't even see how to get the cover off my lights short of taking a stick and smashing it. maybe i'll watch how the guy does it tmr and then i can do it myself next time. cos apparently if you ask them to change the bulb for you you have to pay. -_-" la la.

ok. shall go and poke ard and irritate pple and then shower and start listening to lectures. oh adn speaking of lectures, i was taking nap between lectures today when i actually fell asleep and started dreaming and i swear that i heard sandra's voice lecturing us altho it was grossman's lectures. -_-" right. wat does that say abt my mental state i dunno. oh, and we also had a very spirited discussion abt how to slack off while studying before our hp tute started today. ya... it was fun.

brain shutting down. need to go shower and wake up. my fingers are freezing cos i'm sitting in front of the window. la la la.

want to read 'dreams made flesh'. i want the lucivar and marian crack. i mean seriously, considering that their relationship started with her chucking a pot at him and him teaching her how to use a skillet to defend herself, is it any wonder that daemonar turned out that crack with parents like that? XDXD and.... is it a sign that the acronym for the title is DMF which is also the acronym for this semester? *twirls*

amy chi: oh, you mean that was the shop the mum was trying to matchmake you at? didn't know. think the son was the one manning the counter the past 2 times i was there. hopefully i won't get any matchmaking proposals otherwise i think i'll start laughing in his face.

[edit] forgot to mention... matrix guy was at it again during lectures today. he's this ateention seeking idiot who tries to do flips and stunts during breaks. in front of EVERYONE. so today he was trying to do a 'freeze' in break dancing. as well as that scissor flip thingy where you don't use you hands. stupid male tried it a few times and was probably getting a bit unbalanced. i went back to sleep. next thing i know i hear a BANG! and i look up to see his foot and shoe up against the white board. the rest of him is sprawled very unglamly on the floor in front of the white board. you guess it. he overbalanced and went kabish into the board. XD and then he got up and continued trying to flip, all the while going even further off course. -_-" was commenting quite loudly to mag that his inner ear and equilibrium were prob all screwed up so he shud just sit down before he bashed his head in further. so i'm snarky. live with it. XD but seriously, that guy shud have been a stand-up comedian if he loves the attention so much. considering that half the fac is laughing at him most of the time anyway. XD la la.